Life has been one hell of a ride. It's had great moments and very sad endings but I keep fighting my through it all. I had happeness one time in a past life. I was married for almost 13 years. Unfortunatly, life gave me a different path. One of pain and heartache. I became a widow one month before my 30th birthday. I have lost so much time dealing with the pain and sadness. I learned about me over the years after his death and I am on the search again for something true and great.....

You ask me what I want...I am a woman, pure of heart, suspisious of your actions, only wanting to be love and feel secure. I seem to attract the ill of heart, the user, the player, the mind gamer, the unemployed, the druggie...and for those I have no interest in. It's simple...I wish upon that shining star...I pray to find and keep...one man. This man would be caring, thoughtful, great listener, full of life, humorious, compassionate, a guardian of sorts. A man, not a boy. A man that loves me for me with all my flaws. One that see's past my beautiful face...to see the true me. I need love...a strong partner...one that can look at me and understand what I am going through. Respectful...one that will talk to me and not shut me out. I deserve this man.

I'm not looking for that quick fix, emotionless hook up, one night stands, or whatever you call it. It's not me. I am a lady and treat me with respect. That's not asking too much? Right? We have all been hurt. There are ladies that make me look bad and there are guys that make you look bad...we can get past that. If I am willing to put myself out there, please be willing to do the same. If your hung up on your ex...it is not time for you to be dating. I am really a great person, get to know me, ask me questions...I don't bite.