Spunky Monkeythe broken pieces of the he...'s blog: "a moment"

its been a few days since i last saw you and each day that passes my heart breaks a little more i hate being apart it tears me to pieces i long to see your smiling face again to look deep into those blue eyes we've been together for so long we've had our ups and downs but we made it through i wouldnt trade anything for the time ive had with you my heart races whenever i think of you or when i even speak your name but since you've been gone ive done nothing but cry i miss you i hate the distance thats between us at the moment i cant wait til the day that you come back i just want to wrap my arms around you and kiss your lips just to go weak in the kness i cant wait til the day when i say i do sean you know i love you and that will never change your everything ive ever wanted the guys in my past are nothing compared to you you can make me laugh when all i want to do is cry or even when im mad at you nothing can take you away from me and if something does ill fight my way through over and over again

See your mama and the candles and the tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle And my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight? All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinkin' Ya know I wanna say em all just right I lift your veil and angels start singing Such a heavenly sight Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floatin' in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life, yeah Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you Lost in the moment In this moment with you Lost in the moment Lost in the moment In this moment with you Lost in the moment

do u know who i love? can u guess? its u its hard to explain my reasoning for lovin you but are their really words that can show it? all i can do is show u through my emotions and my actions to try to tell u in words would be like trying to count all the stars in the sky its just impossible theres just no way when around u i feel weak i feel like im flying and that i can do nething one look in ur eyes makes my heart beat louder can u hear it? if not listen closely cuz its pouding the words i love you

i wish he could see me here see how much i love him and how much i care id go to then end of the world for him and he doesnt know i was always there for him through the good and bad he talks to me bout these other girls and half the time im wishing why cant i be urs i wish he could see behind my smile cuz im not really smilin im really crying on the inside whens it gonna be my turn to prove to the world that i can be just as good as those other girls most of all whens it gonna be my turn to prove it to him

staring up at the midnight starry sky wondering where you are are you thinking of me to days come and go that i wish u were standing by my side (chorus) (loud) to turn back time would be a miraculous thing just to see ur smiling face one last time would all be worthwhile at night i dream of us being together having you hold me in your arms to feel the warmth of ur skin the beat of ur heart would be a dream come true (chorus) (loud) to turn back time would be a miraclulous thing just to see ur smiling face one last time would all be worthwhile (bridge) (slow n soft,then grow louder and hold the words longer) ive tried to move on but where ever i go just leads me back to you (chorus)x2 (loud) to turn back time would be a miraculous thing just to see ur smiling face one last time would all be worthwhile

list of my wishes 1.skinnier than what i am 2.smarter than what i am 3.shorter than what i am 4.didnt have so many things wrong with me 5.wish he would just ask me out and stop driving me crazy 6.that i wasnt a bitch 7.to be perfect 8.to have a job 9.a car 10.to never be jealous 11.to be what hes been lookin for 12.my family didnt put so much stress on me 13.my family wasnt poor 14.to never die 15.never die alone 16.to get married but these are only wishes that wont come true

well sunday was a very interesting day lol....well my friend frank came over and picked me up and we went by seans house....well we went for walk down the trail...and i kept getting my butt spanked by a stick that sean was holding. rawr lol. but yeah we walked down the the end of the trail and back and i lost my soda somewhere along the way but i found it...well when we got back to seans we sat there for a bit and watched him play with sticks lol....but then we went across the street to the lake and watched the ducks swim....it was peaceful. well as we were walking back to seans house. we stopped in the driveway cuz there were some ducks in his yard and we didnt want to scare them so we stayed were we were. there was 1 female duck and 3 males. here comes the funny part...the males were trying to fuck the female duck....they were taking turns...the female duck is such a whore lol. but yea the ducks finally let and we just stayed outside... well frankie left and i stayed at seans....me and him made a campfire cuz we wanted to....we were always running back n forth trying to get some firewood. but we had fun....around 11 or so we went to kwik trip to get sean cigs....and then we watched movies and went to bed lol. thats about it

its been such a short time but feels like forever never met anyone like you i smile when i hear voice even your name i thought id go my whole life without knowing if their was someone out there who was almost exactly like me im so happy and grateful that we could find eachother in this crazy world i wouldnt change this life for a thing i wouldnt want to miss the crazy times we could have together nor the intimate moments that we could share you could be the soul mate ive been waiting for but only time will tell