babygurl's blog: "all about love,emotions nd sacrifice"

Im writing it down by:Blu Sometimes a woman's mind and tongue seems disconnected. My mind realize your wonderfulness but my tongue might fail to tell you,maybe,since my eyes and brain see how very obvious your lovely,endearing qualities are,my tongue thinks i dont need to let you know. In case there is any doubt about what i am thinking and feeling,im writing it downfor you: I always think you are the cutest,smartest,most wonderful,kindest,most loveable guy in the world. I want to hug,kiss,love and adore you forever.Please try to have patience with the negligence of my tongue.I am working to keep it in the loop better.

Love Stains Send me a picture So I can see All that you were Before you will be Let that light shine On a clear bright new day Before time decides To take it away Smile for the camera Hold back the years One frozen memory Before all the tears Make it so perfect Let us all see The you in this photo You wanted to be Send me a picture So I can know All of those secrets That you couldn't show One single picture Smiling so right To make me remember When times weren't so tight One perfect picture Is all that remains from all of those memories touched by love stains

What Is Grief? Who really knows? How to do it—and—how it goes Grief I'm told is letting go Be it right or be it wrong Words and feelings to our own song. Memories flood the tears in our eyes Do you think our loved one hears our cries? And how the heart aches to no end Even knowing that our loved ones' peace will send. To feel so lonely and filled with fear I wonder if the Lord does truly hear? So our days go by hour by hour As we smile and carry on with all our power We stay busy, sometimes too busy to see And notice in God, we truly need thee. Our nights are filled with restless sleep Even knowing you're in God's keep We wake from slumber in the early morning light To weep our loved one, now, out of sight We toss and turn and try to pray Please Lord help us through another day! And on the day where silence was once cherished This too, has somehow perished. Alone we fight the pain, the loss, the sorrow While waiting for a bright tomorrow We try to understand words that feel so cold We try to forgive, we try to be bold We smile that smile We walk that walk We love unconditionally as we feel the pain of their talk. We do desperately grieve inside And try to live as God abides For our pain and sorrow runs so deep So deep that no one can see us weep. So grief they say, as they point their finger Get over it, it's done, don't let it linger But "we" know it doesn't matter how many days go by Our hearts will always know how to cry. So tell me, what is grief and who really knows How to do it and how it goes?

Tears without end Days without nights Night without day Time without forgetting. Food without taste Sleep without rest Sorrow without comfort. Pain without limit Emptiness without bottom Life without Neolani R.I.P NEOLANI MOMMY WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN HER HEART AND CANT NO ONE CHANGE THAT...I LOVE YOU ND MISS YOU

Don't tell me you know how I feel, You haven't walked in my shoes. Don't tell me I have other people to love, That won't bring back the Daughter that I lost. Don't tell me to get out of the house, Maybe I just want to stay here and mourn for my lost Daughter. Don't tell me it will get better, From my point of view it will never be better. Don't tell me it could be worse, How much worse than this could it be. Don't tell me to trust in God, I do trust in Him and love Him, That won't bring my Daughter back Don't tell me to eat and take care of myself, Maybe the food won't stay down. Maybe I don't care about myself right now. Don't tell me to try to get some sleep, Don't you think I would love to sleep? Don't tell me all this, You haven't walked in my shoes. Do tell me you care. Do tell me you love me. Do tell me you will be there if I need you. If I need to just talk to call you. Or better yet, you call me. Just listen, that's all, just listen. Do let me cry. Do let me mourn. Do let me experience this terrible loss that I feel. Do pray for me. That is all I ask.

One word Free's us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love. When they asked me what I loved most about life, I smiled and said you. Love is a language spoken by everyone, but understood only by a heart.

Falling In And Out Of Love by Blu When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

I look back to the first night when we first slept still smiling about all the secrets we kept it was so unexpected you wanted to be protected I respected that I even wanted to give you some slack let you know we didn't have to get down like that that I had your back and that in the end I really wanted a friend You became so much more and there was more in store so much so fast I am not sure it can last and if it ended today I wouldn't have a bad thing to say just happy that you took the time and for that moment you were mine

What would you do if I told you I loved you. Looked in your eyes and said I'd never leave you, held you and kissed you and made you so happy then one day I said this could no longer be said, that I need both, some time and some space. I've got to get all my priorities straight made you promise not to find someone new then I find another, then what would you do? Would you cry and think that your better off dead reflecting on memories trapped in your head and just when you think that you've lost everything I worsen the feeling by removing your ring and tell you I'm happy with somebody else you'll actually think about killing yourself but something inside you is still fighting back your heart is much stronger, but something it lacks my love that I've taken away from your heart has taken your heart and broken it apart but you sit there waiting for me to return and something inside me is starting to yearn you'd rather die lonely than forget about me our love is locked up and you can't find the key but you will not ever give up on our love you sit there and wait for a sign from above you tell me you love me so much everyday I tell you I'm happy and want things to stay the way they are now, I'm with somebody new how would that make you feel, tell me what would you do?

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (everywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life, which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)