lildevil's blog: "all about me"

MY HEAD IS NOT HERE IT'S SOMEWHERE IN SPACE WISHING TO BE WITH YOU JUST ONE MORE DAY YOU WILL LEAVE ME SOON AND I WILL BE HERE THINKING OF YOU LIKE I ALWAYS DO HOPING THAT YOU HAVE A GOOD TIME WHERE YOU ARE BUT PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME WHEN YOUR THERE YOUR IN MY MIND AND I HOPE YOUR SAFE JUST SITTING AT HOME WAITING FOR THE CALL JSUT TO SAY THAT YOU ARE THERE AND YOU ARE SAFE WELL IT 'S TIME FOR ME TO GO TO SCHOOL EVERYONE, HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY AND I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER TONIGHT IF I GET THE CHANCE. *HUGGS AND *KISSES*

well i know that it's not much but this is the way my mind works. shawns knows it the best but you will too. the only way for me to express myself is thru writing poems. so i wrote a little something for you guys. i hope you enjoy it and like it. hope you two had a great day. luv ya *hugg* and *kisses*

finaly it's my birthday and i'm happy that it is here, now i can get on with my day with a cheer. horray horray my day is here so come and show me some love thanks everyone, hope you all have a good day i know i will.heheh *huggs* and *kisses*

i am getting all excited for ny birhtday. i only have about another 2days and a few hours to go. why won't it hurry up. i want it to be here now and hot later. this may seem like i'm kid, but i love my birthday. well hope you all have a good day and i'm out of here, *huggs*

we have had some good times and we have had some tough but you have always been there even when times were rough some friends come and go and some always remain no matter if we change or if we stay the same a true friend will always be there no matter what the case and you have always done that no matter what i've faced please alway know that whatever comes your way i will be a true friend for you untill my dying day.

as i wave goodbye to you, my heart aches for you, fore my words have not done justice, my voice not loud enough. so i turn away with a tear in my eye, and i wipe it away ever so gently, i wish for you to be here with me, and to stay mine forever. but it's time i let you go, so you can grow and love another, there will be another day, when i can put my arms around you. so i wish you good luck, and hope that you get there safe, for i can wait another day to see you, till then i hope you the best.

as i sit in my own little world, i wonder were i went wrong, was it me that made you move away, or was it because you need a break, it can't be me i say to myself, cause i have done nothing wrong. it must have been something else, i try to figure it out, but nothing comes to mind. so it must be for the best, cause that is the only reason, you would move away form me. you must have found someone eles, to share a life with and be happy with. you msut first beable to leave me behind, and start something new and different. but i know that you will always behere in my heart and in my mind fore i will never forget the friend i had and will never forget to good times that we shared and laughed about as i watch you diappear into the dark i hear a voice in my head i will never for get you for as long as i live and will always be with you in mind and soul. i hope that you guys enjoyed the poem cause this how i truly feel. and as the days get closer i will still get upset but i know that it's for the best. i know that instead of losing a friend i have gained another. so in my eyes i don't just have one bestfriend anymore i have two bestfriends now. i wish you guys all the best and hope that you have a happy life together and i will miss you very must. xoxoxo

why do people think that they can get away with almost anything and not get introuble for it. like that is so like my sister but i have to say that i do stick up for her. especaily that piece of shit boyfriend of hers. he makes her cry like there is no tomorrow. i love my sister to death but why does she put up with him. i know that she can do so much better. the only question that i always ask myself is why she with him. is it the money or does she truly love him. i just wish for one day were he can walk in her shoes so he can feel the pain that he puts her throw. alright now this is were you people help me out and give me some advice to help her out. just a few words of wisdom would be great. *huggs* to all

well yesterday was a really shitty day for me. it started off by going to the babysitters to drop the kids off. when i get there i found out that she went out. so i tried to call her and she didn't answer the phone so i went home hoping that she would have called me by then and nothing. so i went to drop the kids off today just to find out that she went shopping and forgot that she had my kids today. boy was i pissed off with her. but on a better note i just found out that one of my friends has just got a great job. and to top it all off my best friend is moving away form me (boo-hoo) but it for the better. and he knows he can call me anytime day or night. but i wish him all the best. luv ya shawn, xoxoxo.