GODMOTHER Daddyslilangel DREAM TEAM BOM...'s blog: "angels blogs"

Hey folks my baby is in a contest called the sexiest dude on fubar contest and I would so love if everyone that reads this blog would go by and rate and I mean rate only this pic thanks

Its amazing how one moment in life can right every wrong thats been done in one heavy blow. I am so damn content its like watching a cat curl up and cuddle in its favorite blanket. Understanding between two people that love each other is a beuatiful thing to behold and even more beautiful when youre the one with the understanding. Yep Angel woke up in love, in her baby's safe arms and in her contentment zone. All is right in my world at this moment and excuse me while a girl glows.....yep Im glowing. For once no tears, no hurt, no heartache just smiles, sighs an two lovers complete join me in the smile

Ive been going thru alot lately from financial to emotional and basically its taken away from my time online and from my friends.....but life stops for no one and mine has been no exception to the rule. The babies are growing and going thru their own fight for life and mommas not helping by fighting and fussing with their dad and new job is wonderful but stressful so Im just hanging in there send up some prayers for me ok....much love Angel

well after much soul searching an combing thru names Tianna Nykole Nashs baby brother finally has a name an his own little identity. I wanted God to know that I love the gift he has blessed me with so much that I gave them names that show how much they are cherished by me. I can't speak for anyone else but me their mother Tianna was name by her father and Tianna means princess in greek an Nykole means the victory which she is. From almost day one this baby has been a fighter. She has been counted out several times suffering with placenta previa she has toughed it out an continues to hold onto life. She's a Nash for sure. But baby boy was not known about until recently an he has been the quite an unknown baby just every once in awhile makin his presence known by a squirm or cravin for fish which he loves Tia hates! so I let his dad know that since he named Tia this baby was mine to name. So Thursday night Thickndazz n I were looking thru names an their meanings an I stumbled upon my sons name an it was like there it is. I would like all my friends to be introduced to my son Tamas (pronounced like Toe- mas) Javan Nash. Tamas means Twin in greek an Javan means Angel after his mother . I'm content now because they r named now

I'm so scared an I can't begin to tell anyone just how afraid I am. I want to cry, curl up in a ball,just drive off an never look back, I feel like someone punched me in the stomach an said ha ha the fucking jokes on you and all I can do while fear eats my ass up is vent in this crazy blog!!! its been 22 years since I diapered or nursed a child an knowing that one was coming was overwhelming enough but to see that second lil quite person laying on his side hidden from sight by his rowdy sister was so overwhelming tears failed to come to my eyes. have u ever been so scared all the spit dried up in your mouth? well mine did an as I told my BFF the news I just choked up an all I could tell Mrkeepitreal was I'm sorry like I made the babies on purpose to torture him an make his life a living hell (lol). ok I felt dramatic tears well in my eyes when he told me how HAPPY he was an I lashed out in sheer frustration all I could think of wa ssure ur fucking happy your not going to spend 28 fucking hours attempting to squeeze two huge bodies out a tiny hole that's gonna stretch ten times its size so hell yea your fucking HAPPY buddy!!!! & let's not forget every two hrs feeding an diaper changes of two squalling babies how friggin happy will u be then buster that's what I wanted to say. so as I sit at work just overwhelmed an scared all I can say is I'm nervous!!!!!!!

In the midst of all the turmoil life can throw at you God can send people into your life to hold you up and give you peace. these people dont even know that hes speaking thru them and giving words of comfort and love and letting you know "this is God and I got you and everything you need has already been worked out in your favor" When my tears were falling and I couldnt even see the road there were friends steady talking , steady encouraging, steady holding me up when my own legs refused to and I thank God for those voices, those texts, that love and laughter because when you lose all hope your very best friends will be your hope, they will be your strength and they will be Gods voice with every encouragement so listen to those friends when storms come.....and cherish them while you can cause life is too short...my shout out today to those friends stand in no paticular order ~Rico~ because even during our angry moments you still protect me and give me love and even when your not aware that you love me you show me that you do. you protect me and shield me from all that you know is bad in life and you encourage me to protect myselfand be that strong woman you know I am. You make me laugh and you keep my spirits high and I love you for that. you will always be my best friend and I will always love you til the day i draw my last breath ~Travis Holland sr~ you were my first love and the father of my son and even though today marks the 8th anniversary of your death you are never far from my heart. You raised me into a woman from a child and you showed me what a real man will do for his family and I thank you for showing me what love and dedication really means...I miss you and even though your gone you will never be forgotten ~Allie~ we were born to each other and even though sometimes you get on my d*mn nerves I dont know what I would do without you. Even though your my nephew you rank as one of my BFF'S best friends for life and I know that when its time to roll I know you got me ......and I got you. When Im down you make me cowboy that sh*t up and wipe those eyes youre my strength and I thank you!!!!! ~Meka~ the newest addition to my small circle of true friends....even though we are new to each other I feel like I have known you all my life....my sister in the realest sense cause when the voice of reason and calm is needed its you I hear and its your voice I hear when sh*t gets tough and I pray every day that I do the same for you...I love you and the babies they bring me so much joy and I want you to keep on striving cause God has everything you need already worked out in your favor ~Sharon~ from the start when we met each other we clicked so naturally I never knew there was a time you werent in my life cause it felt like forever....during the rough times it was your calls that held me, during my sickness it was your hand that wiped my face and cooled my heated brow, and it was your friendship that brought me thru one of the roughest moments of my life and for that you are that sister that God blessed me with and Ilove you ~Bubba~ you were born to me on dec 16th 1985 and the day you came squalling to the world you were truly my joy, my inspiration and my one reason for living. You showed me what unconditional love really is and even when I was fucking up or wasnt following the mommy handbook to the letter you hugged me and smiled and said its ok momma. i have tears as I think of how much you and I have gone thru and the losses we have shared but one thing about you....you come from a survivor and you are a survivor.....I love you my snuggle bunny ~Tianna Nycole Nash~ My future, my empowerment, my hope...thats what you are...I never thought I would know what it was like to hold life inside my body again until you came but God blessed and to say you were made in love is a understatement...you are loved and not even here yet . Momma loves you to these people in my life I love you dearly an I will hold you so deeply in my heart that even after Im gone you will still know you were loved.... thank you ~Angel

Ok Im in this contest where for every comment you get fubucks and you all know Angel is a Fubuck fanactic and I been doing good by myself with some help off and on and Im up to 500 (Angel is trying) but Im inviting anyone that wants to just sit and bomb cause your bored as hell to come bomb with me....LOL heres the link and I hope this works cause I dont know how to do this LOL so if it doesnt plz plz dont sue me LOL http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=153560&i=4281385447&albumid=1043277

Ok was reading this article about fathers in the delivery room .....my take on it??? This is some straight up BS baby!!! please read LOL This week, the Mail reported a new survey which said fathers should be allowed to stay overnight in hospital on the day their baby is born. But how much should a man be involved in his child's birth? Leading obstetrician Michel Odent has been instrumental in influencing childbirth practices for decades. Here, with a view that will outrage many - but will strike a chord with thousands of others - he describes why he believes that when a woman goes into labour, her partner should stay well away. For many years, I have not been able to speak openly about my views that the presence of a father in a delivery room is not only unnecessary, but also hinders labour. To utter such a thing over the past two decades would have been regarded as heresy, and flies in the face of popular convention. But having been involved in childbirth for 50 years, and having been in charge of 15,000 births, I have reached the stage where I feel it is time to state what I - and many midwives and fellow obstetricians - privately consider the obvious. That there is little good to come for either sex from having a man at the birth of a child. For her, his presence is a hindrance, and a significant factor in why labours are longer, more painful and more likely to result in intervention than ever. As for the effect on a man - well, was I surprised to hear a friend of mine state that watching his wife giving birth had started a chain of events that led to the couple's divorce? ************** like I said BS cause he helped make it he gonna be in there and labor too dammit !!!

ok while sitting at work this silly heffa decides to watch the discovery channel an a show about child birth is on....an being a nurse I've seen an experienced the child birth process an its lovely an beautiful when somebody else is laboring. now mind you being 18 wks pregnant after not having had another child after 22 yrs you kinda forget what childbirth can be like. babyyyy (whew) those women were screaming an things were stretching an I was about to pass the fuck out on the job. I really gotta say a girl is nerved up an I put this on my life Mrkeepitreal betta get ready cause I AINT GONNA SQUEEZE THIS HEFFA OUT BY MYSELF !!! Hunnney and if he faints in the delivery room I swear I will get off the delivery table an slap him awake !!! IM NERVOUSSSSS !!!

Ms Tianna Nycole Nash is truly a fubar baby having made her debut here in shining sonogram color (lol) so I decided why shouldn't she have Fubar godparents since she's a fubar baby so here goes . Ms Tia Tequila as Mr Keepitreal an I playfully call her will have T count em baby T Godmothers in no paticular order we have of course her aunt Thickndazz aka the queen of Fubar baby royalty in the bloodline (lol) an then we have AKA Mrs T the supermodel of Fubar a diva no less an then we have Baby DJ Fubars sex symbol puttin it down for Dallas baby.. and Godfather could be no one else but Big Poppa cause I know he will put it down for ms tequila an keep her right on in Fubar line!!! No cam'n for ms sunshine with big poppa on watch an if I mispelled anyones names I am so sorry I'm half sleep writing this lol *Angel*