BlondeberryShortcake Real Life Wife Of B...'s blog: "Blondeberry's Blog"

I was fooling around today on myspace and decided to try to find a friend of mine I lost touch with about 18 years ago. I freaked when he popped up on the screen. I have emailed him and I await a responce from him. I just hope that all his friends here aren't something he wants to forget.

Yesterday was Father's Day and I found out that the ex's 92 year old grandfather passed away on Saturday, June 16, 2007 at 10:10 PM. Just on the 5th of June the grandparents had celebrated their 70th year of being married and the grandfather fell and broke his hip. I feel so bad for the grandmother. I did the upmost respectful thing to do...I called my ex and told him I was sorry for his loss as well as the grandmother and the ex's father. I don't know what I would do if I lost my parents. I hope and pray that the grandmother will be ok. She is such a sweet lady and deserves to be ok. But I have a feeling she is gonna give up and won't have the will to live herself. I hope I'm wrong.

Look Out CT I am a BBW and DAMN PROUD OF IT! For you narrow minded asses that want to bash us you can kiss my ass. I may be a big girl but I can keep losing weight and keep living life to its fullest. I have what every skinny chick has and then some. I have brains, personality, a man that loves me, children that adore me, a home overlooking the water, a nice ride, not to mention there are chubby chasers who would love to get with me. That's so cool that some people in this world sees a person for what they are. I have a warm heart, nice smile, nice boobs, nice ass, a voice of an angel, and people that admire me as much as I do them. So consider this you narrow minded people! BBW's are here to stay so get USED TO IT!!!!

Well, Summer is upon us and I have to relinquish my kids to their sperm donor for 6 weeks. I have to stay strong for their sake. I will give me a little time to myself and do a little home improvement that needs to be done without having to stop every 5 minutes to tell them to behave and stay clear. Also I won't have 400 kids running in and out of my house all during the day.( yea 400 is exagerating lol) Still when you have kids from the age of 5 to 14 you get a little stir crazy! BUT! I still have a feeling if its not the younger ones down here it will be the 17, 19 and 23 yr old wanting to hang out lol.

Well, another Mother's Day has come and gone. I am reminded I have been a mom for 8-1/2 years now and it's so wild. I am 35 years old and have 2 boys both under the age of 9. Talk about a trip. I look at them and wonder how did I get so lucky to have 2 boys love me the way they do. I hope it's because I want to instill the right values in them. I get so mad when their sperm donor doesn't make them respect people the way they should when he has them. I believe in YES MA'AM/SIR NO MA'AM/SIR...AUNT/UNCLE so and so. He don't make them do that when he has them. I just hope while he has them this summer he won't destroy all that I have been working hard to teach them. As you can tell I have always been the one to instill the values, love, and care onto them. He wants to BUY them not love them. Good thing the boys have a wonderful step-father that love them and believes the same things I do and wants to help raise the loves of my life will love honor and respect.

Today Is a bright and sunny day here in Mobile! Anyone wanna go fishin?? Summer is almost here and my babies will be going to stay 6 weeks with their sperm donor but they need to spend some time with him as well. I love them more than anything and I want what's best for them. I just hate their dad is putting on a front for people making himself out like he's father of the year. I don't trust him as far as I can throw him!

Well, I think I finally got over being sick. I got tired of having a 103.9 temp! Man did it suck? HELL YEAH! Hubby and I didn't have sex LOL!! Man he better watch out!!!

Things are great!!! Gotta love the new pics. So, some are a lil "horny" who cares! Im a hottie to be a big girl.

LOL So what I got a rating of a 5...Why don't they show who don't have the balls to judge people for inner beauty. Not that I don't think I'm sexy cause I know I am...Ask any man that is into BBW's HEHEHEHE! That's why I got hotties knocking my door down asking my hubby can I have a taste of that BLONDEBERRY SHORTCAKE!