fall
Standing on the edge of morning....scent of sex and new found sunrise... playing as she pulls back her hair.... he drives away, she is feeling worthless, used again but nothing's different she stayed the night she knows he doesn't care.. why she thought he would... she'll never know
maybe just a hope inside her.. that maybe, just maybe he would be different..she says she will never fall again, but... secretly she really want too... but there is nothing left out there..just fucking and moving on ...no one to stay, everyone goes they all eventually do...leaving the reminents of..
she want so much to love...to be loved... they always say they will never fall again... she says she will never fall...what is falling anyways...in love out of love... always says the right things.. make her feel like a woman.... but instead he leaves her feeling like a hopeless little girl.. broken, fragile still
so she'll fall asleep now and her dreams have begun..close her eyes and shut everything down..there is nothing left to wake up..only to hope and want.... if there is anything too..