where will i fall into the circle when a decision comes forth? why me? I ask
how am i thought about when the lonesome dove flys? I wonder
is therereally a quest for happiness or is this just a game? its not fun
ive been tainted, ive been abused, ive been set aside, and used.
not nessecarily by just you, but by every person in my life.
my mind cant take much more torement.
since the "you an i" session began, confusion, guilt, uncertianty, and deception runs my mind now.
my dreams, my wants, my asperation, has been crushed, ignored, and there is no life left in my heart
rage, anger, mistrust, and selfish desire run through my veins.
sorrow, salt, and depression is shown by my eyes, and smile
am i in love, i dont know anymore.
Lights across planets elsewhere awake heaven each moon patiently floats in the silky sun as they follow towards daylights dissappearence,
looking for the inner life.
The oceans breaths the nights tides screams and the skies ominous cries touching time with the moon and the stars waiting to see heavens
lights with winged angels spinning glory.
I remain in this passion, cursed by your lips and eyes of fire questioning the desire. my tears ceased the days of sharing lifes pleasures
open the doors to the summer rain and sweet fields of love.
Sleep upon my faithful whispers and let the light in, then whisper your love to my eyes and lets wait beyond th clouds
and cometogether for heavens reward.
Even after visions appear and thoughts pass by, its hard to follow with words,
always hearing in my mind what should of been said.
Walking miles at a time, it burns my feet, and running away from all my foes.
its hard to escape from what you feel.
After experience fades, its only normal to adhire pride and wait,
forcing a tale that shouldnt be written.