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life. love. choices. friendship. death. drugs. war. peace. religion. politics. sex. thugs. wiggers. gangs. shoot-outs. drive-by.jobs. homeless. rich. famous. unfortunate ones. fortunate ones. all this it basically what makes up our daily life. what does that mean to you. what does it mean to know we all take everything for granted. whar cadegory are you in this. or are you a person that wants to live life as it comes to you and as some put it livestrong. when you die you die. you live till your hair falls out. what does all these thing have in common in your everyday daily living????

ok people. i have been so fucking bored shitless out side of my mother fucking mind hahahaha ok. i visited my parents over the weekend. and me and my family havent been communicating for 6 months becuase welll hahaha lets just say me and my damn father fist fight all the damn time and me and my mother get into word for word disputes. then me and my siblings fight becuase god knows i love my family i would risk my god damn life for my 2 younger brothers and my older sister and we argue more than your average family would ever argue. but this time it was not my usual fucked up visit. i went over stayed the weekend. my father and me had some father and son time and we watched war movies that we both love to watch and we went to the sheperdsville flea market for some christmas shopping and i looked at some old farmer western shot gunns and some knives and a lot of other things we both love and looked into some things for the rest of my family and for my woman. and then i let my parents know the most embarassing story that i know every parent and young man and woman has experianced some time in their life. well after that i came back to my hoel and then today i cleaned this shit hole and now its so clean i could eat off of the floor. (figure of speech for those that are airheads) and im so fucking bored tired and i miss my woman so thats pretty much the whole weekend and last week. oh and drinking my liver off hahahahahaha. shhhhh my parents and my woman doesnt know keep it a secret shell get pissy at me. but yeah i drunk my head off becuase i havent had a single drink in months or even a god damn beer so i chugged 6 cans of beer and a bottle of jack daniels later that night and a small glass of taquilla. well ola amigos bye bye hahahahahaha na jk assholes. merry christmas and god bless america. and dont fucking go off on the roads and get crazy and fucking loco ok fuckers. becuase in ky you caught speeding you get jail right away or maybe maybe a almost 900 dollar ticket. and no seat belt is jail no exceptions and thats from out governor fletcher that faggit hahaha. well good night people.

WTC-9-11-2002

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WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO SAVE A LIFE OF ANOTHER? WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO DIE IN WAR? WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO THE PERSON STANDING NEXT TO YOU AT WORK THAT YOU ARE FIGHTING FOR HIS FREEDOMS AND RIGHT? whats does it mean to the comrad life you have just save? what does it mean to repent of your sins(for thos who believe)? what does peace mean to you and what would you do to keep it? and more important how does it feel to loose something in your life and you love that person but it was their time to go? and more importantly how does it feel to love someone and still hurt from pain that others have caused you in life and it affects hat person you love becuase its hard to connect and get close becuase of what happened?

HELP ME MOMMY HELP ME? My dad come running down the stairs with a beer in one hand and a gun in the other. my mommy is screaming from the father beating her sensless. then he comes running to me grabbing by my hair as i scream help me mommy help me. he grabs me throws me against the wall and my arm breaks. i yell as loud as i can then the world turns black. i wake up in my bed and i cant feel my tight little girl bruised beaten nattered body. i get out of bed go donw stairs my dad is drunk once again. he begins beating me untill my face and arms and legs are black and blue. i run upstairs to my room. i have some razors from my daddies shaver. then i begin cutting and cutting making my veins bleed rapidly as i begin to fade away. but before i can say to my little girl self i begin to think. do i really want to kill myself over this. is it my fault this abuse happens to me. what have i done (crys her eyes out) why am i even alive. god take my life. take my pain,my sorrows, my my agony, my suffering and worries. then everything turns black. i wake up in the hospital? doctors surrounding my every move. my mother sitting in a chair while abusive daddy is standing right beside me. the doctors tell my parenst she is fine now take her home. i get out of the doctors bed and my daddy grabs my beaten and batteres bruised arms really tight. Now i go back. back to the room of the house wich my father has been beating me helplessly and slowly. Now i go back to the halls of the house and the basement of where my daddy can bet me till i bleed and turn black and blue. Back to a place of sorrows and pains and suffering and worries. HELP ME MOMMY HELP ME? THIS LITTLE POEM WAS WRITTEN BY AND FROM AN AUTHOR I READ THIS FROM AND IS BASED ON TRUE EVENTS AND HAPPENINGS. SOME LITTLE GIRL WAS BEATEN AND SHE TRIED ENDING HER LIFE BUT GOD WOULDNT LET HER? SHE WENT BACK TO HER PARENTS HOUSE FOR HER FATHER TO MOLEST AND SEXUALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSE HER?

YOU KNOW BEING A SOLDIER AND NOT KNOWING WHEN YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH WILL BE. IF ANYBODY YOU WRITE A LETTER OR TELL AS MANY PEOLE YOU LOVED THEM OR A GUY YOU WANTED TO BE WITH YOU LIKE OR THE SAME WITH A GUY TOWARDS A WOMEN. WHAT WOULD YOU SAY. WHAT WOULD YOU FEEL. WHEN YOU LAY YOUR HEAD DOWN AT NIGHT DO YOU NOT KNOW IF IT WILL BE UR LAST. THE SAME WHEN US SOLDIER GO TO BATTLE. FEAR SWEAT ADRENALINE AND HOPING THAT BOMB OR GRENADE OR STRAY BULLET OR ENEMY SNIPER DOESNT KILL YOU POINT BLANK IN THE HEAD OR BLOWS A ARM OFF OR A RPG(ROCKET PROPELLED GRENADE) GOES THREW UR STOMACH OR UR IN THE AIRBORNE AND THE BLACK HAWK OR FIGHTER JET GOES BEHIND ENEMY LINES OR SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF BAGHDAD IRAQ WHERE MOST OF THE REBEL AL-QUEDA OPERATIVES AND GUERILLAS FIGHT TO KILL YOU. WHAT IM SAYING HERE IS LIVE EACH DAY AS IF IT WAS YOUR LAST CUZ IN THE END WE CAN ONLY DEPEND ON 1 THING AND THATS DEATH. YOU CANT DECIDE HOW LONG YOU ARE ALIVE OR WHEN YOU DIE. AND IN THE END THATS WHERE IF UR A BELIVER IN THE GREAT LORD THEN YOU KNOW THAT ITS GODS DECISION WHEN WE DIE WHEN WE GO AND IF WE STAY. WELL YOU GET THE POINT IN THIS MESSAGE IF NOT USE UR THICK BRAIN AN HAVE SOME KNOWLEDGE. AMERICA IS SUPPOSED TO BE SAFE BUT THEN AMERICANS ARE MAKEING IT A VERY BAD PLACE TO LIVE IN AND EVER BE HERE. I LOVE THIS NATION CUZ OUR FOUNDING FATHERS ARE THE ONES THAT GOT US OUR FREEDOMS AND RIGHTS WE ALL AMERICANS HAVE. SO THE NEXT TIME YOU SOMEONE THINKS ABOUT DOING SOMETHING FOOLISH USE UR MOTHER FUCKING GGOD DMAN HEAD AND REMMEBER U SHED BLOOD FOR YOU AS WELL AS ANY FALLEN NON FALLEN COMRAD OR BROTHERS IN ARMS THAT FIGHT IN WAR TO KEEP UR ASS ALIVE AND HAVING THE FREEDOMS YOU FUCK UP TO KEEP. AND REMEMBER THAT EVER SINCE OUR FOUNDING FATHERS FOUGHT AS WE STILL DO TODAY DONT FUCK WITH FREEDOM CUZ IN MY EYES PEOPLE WHO FUCK WITH FREEDOM SHOULD DIR A SLOW PAINFULL DEATH IN AGONY AND MYSERY. AND I ALSO BELIEVE IF YOU DONT WORK FOR YOUR FREEDOMS AND YOU DONT FIGHT FOR THEM AT SOME POINT OR WHATEVER THEN HERES WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO ALL THOSE THAT DONT. IF YOU DONT RESPECT IT AND WORK FOR A LIVING AND FIGHT GET THEEEEEEEEE FUCK OUT. AND GO OVER TO A COMMUNSIT COUNTRY LIKE RUSSIA OR A DICTATORSHIP LIKE CUBA AND HOPE YOU COME BACK CUZ IN CHINA WHEN UR BORN YOU ARE SENT STRAIGHT TO THE MILITARY AT THE AGE OF 5 AND YOU SERVE FOR A VERY LONG TIME. YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS NO FREEDOMS YOU DONT FOLLOW THE LEADER OF NORTH KOREA YOU GET SHOT OR TIED DOWN AND THEY TORTURE YOU THEN WHEN THEY SEE FIT THAT YOUVE HAD ENOUGH THEY CUT UR HEAD OFF OR SHOTT YOU POINT BLANK I THE HEAD. SO REMEMBER THAT AS WELL WHEN PEOLE I MEAN ANYBODY DECIDES TO FUCK WITH FREEDOM AND BE GLAD YOU EVEN HAVE THEM IF IT WASNT FOR THOSE THAT FOUGHT EVER TILL THIS DAY? HOOAH MOTHER FUCKER AND GOD BLESS AMERICA.

WHERE WERE YOU WHEN THE WORLD STOPPED TURNING WHERE WERE YOU WHEN WE LOST INTEREST IN OUR COUNTRY WHERE WERE YOU WHEN THE 3000 LOVED ONES AND FIREMEN AND POLICEMEN AND PARAMEDICS DIED JUST DOING WHAT THEY DO IN THE 9/11 ATTACKS? WHERE WERE YOU WHEN JESUS WAS HUNG ON THE CROSS FOR A WAY FOR EPOPLES SINS AND WRONG TO BE FORGIVEN? WHERE ARE WE ALL NOW WHEN ALL OF US TAKE ADVATAGE OF all of our freedoms and love for this country and heart breaks and loved ones families falling apart and drugs and gangs and violence and rapes and miss guided wars and relationships?

we ar called the ghost? we are the deadliest elite military force in the united states army. we move threw the dark of the night like a knife moving swift threw the wind. we kill all enemies of the united stsaes and those that hurt the weak and the innocent. we love this great nation. we will die and protect america and our loved ones at alllllll costs. we have honor, self discipline, courage, faithfullness to the corp, and hope and success for our futures and others. we are called the united states army green berets. we are called the GHOSTS.