im here for your soul will you give me it's blog: "happy"

wow my life just got better last night was one of my favs bights but the bad art aboutit i got food posioning that sucks balls and i will be over it in a while i am tired as hell and good carlos o kellys suck bad i will never eat ther ever agin that food fucking suckedbut dont eat at carlos o kellys if youare goignout drinking it will fuck you up bad and then you feel liek shit after you start getting a buzz mexacan food and beer is nasty

well i am hoping that here real soon i wil have something that i relay want and i hope i can keep it to i pray to god that one of these days i will be able to have it and enjoy it and take it real slow and careful

you know when you thinkit is goigntobe a good day you wake up and the sunis out and nto even a hour later it is raining and over cast god i wish i was some were else then kansas fuking weather blah it sucks and god one of these day i will be able to see some fine exotic island

well i go thte phone call today that i dint not want but yeha i hope that everything gose good who knows if i will come back i hope i do but hey if i dont i will miss all you and you all will be in my heart so please dont for get me and i love you alll

ok i sit here pondering what to do i am in the middle with out you if i had you in my arms then i would have be with you i am person who is no one specail i woul dkill to have my heart in one peace agin i urn for love but and never get it in retrun you say you want me and i hope it is true i sit here thinking about you i know i can sit her etyping till i turn blue but for now all i want is you if you can see it then i am screwed but i hope yousee that i want you

i sit in my chair wondering y do i put my self though pain to find some one to love it seems when i do it kills me inside but when people hide shit from you then you see y i put my self though but one of these days i will be with you might be now might be some time in the futer but there is one thing you need to knwo about me i am a person that will fall to one knee in pain my heart has been shattered and i wish i could find a way to put it back togeather then let me know but until then i will be alone

to the ladies on my list how many of ou think giving a guy a blow job is gross if you dont tell me y you like giving heaed and to the ones that dont you need to try it before you knock it becasue every guy loves a little head now and then so if you have never tried it then you need to give your man head he will do a lot more for you

do you ever have the feeling that someone that you want to love is some one you want to hate i had this dream the one true love i had cheated on me and told me it has been goignon for ever and she is moving back to were she came from to be with i hop ethat will never happen thank god it was a dream but then you think to your self maybe it will happen maybe it wont but there is some one that i think is fuckin gwith my heart and mind and i hope she is not well i am babaling away here so i will quit while i am ahead

god do you ever get the feeling sdome one is watching you and you cant figuer out you or why they are and it just gets under your skin wow i have tht felling and i hate it and god damn i wish it would go away

there is this female i like she knows who she is but i was a big asshole to her yesterday and i hope she can look deep in her heart and forgive me i love you and hope you will forgive me for hte shit i pulled yesterday but if youdont i will understand i think about how it would be nice tohave this person in my arms and show her how much i want her and to be with her so i hope you will forgive the bullshit i pulled