PuLLMyPiGgYTaiLs's blog: "HeY FriEnDs..=)"

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it. THAT'S right I am a BITCH..=)

i WaS tHe GiRL..=) i was the girl...who loved you..=) i was the girl...who waited for you..=) i was the girl..that thought you could do no wrong..=) i was the girl..who put you on a pedestal..=) i was the girl..who treasured every moment spent with you..=) i was the girl..who wanted to end up with you..=) but...=) i waited...i loved...and where were you...=) now im gonna be the girl you never 4get..=) and you will be the boy...=) who someday is gonna feel some regret..=)

36 years and I still don't have this LIFE thing figured out. But what I've learned is that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on and it will be better tomorrow. I wear my heart on my sleeve, I think it fits quite nicely there. Being a good person with a caring disposition is your best accesory and it never goes out of style. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life." Amid my "busy" lifestyle I have realized that I need to not only stop and smell the roses somtimes, but plant my own garden too. I realize everyday that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back...=) I've learned that when ever I decide something with an open heart I usually make the right decision. I'm a perfectionist to a fault. I dont settle...with anything... ever. I'm an "all or nothing" kinda gal who knows what I deserve and will do whatever it takes to get it. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel...=) Life is funny, so sometimes I laugh at it. When its rough, I just get through it. The darker the night...the brighter the stars. I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward...=) Remember to always look beyond what you see on the outside, because it is what's inside all of us that will matter in the end. Be the person that people remember....and the person no one will forget...=)

Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale chips (washed down with WINE & topped off with a Kit Kat after a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I'm an eclectic eater, but I think you went too far this time. 3. Clumsiness: Unless you're subtly trying to tell me that I need to do more yoga to improve my balance, I see NO need to hammer the issue home by causing me to fall down. It's completely unnecessary, and the black & blue marks that appear on my body mysteriously the next day are beyond me. Similarly, it should never take me more than 45 seconds to get the front door key into the lock. 4. Furthermore: The hangovers have GOT to stop. This is getting ridiculous. I know a little penance for our previous evening's debauchery may be in order, but the 3pm hangover immobility is completely unacceptable. My entire day is shot. I ask that, if the proper precautions are taken (water, vitamin B, bread products, aspirin) prior to going to sleep/passing out face down on the kitchen floor with a bag of popcorn, the hangover should be minimal & in no way interfere with my daily activities. Alcohol, I have enjoyed our friendship for some years now & would like to ensure that we remain on good terms. You've been the invoker of great stories, the provocation for much laughter, and the needed companion when I just don't know what to do with the extra money in my pockets. Not to mention you've gotten me laid quite a few times...but In order to continue this friendship, I ask that you carefully review my grievances above & address them immediately. I will look for an answer no later than Thursday 3pm (pre-happy hour) on your possible solutions & hopefully we can continue this fruitful partnership. Thank you, Your biggest fan P.S. THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more beer for me. 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Oh, I couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing

MoRe THiNgS i LoVe..=) stupid SurveyS that UnCover So Much! blasting My Music when Im Home Alone danCing Like No oNEs BusineSs! BakinG CookiEs aNd The Smell of Vanilla Candles! DresSing Up All Girly! Hot Pink and Black! Photography * Shopping * Laughing * Dancing * PArtying Summer Days and Pink Night skiEs! Tanning Beach Bumming. Purple SkittlEs! SarCAsm and cLever Letters! QuOtes ANd StickErs ! MY FamiLy! WriTiNg aNd MaKiNg PoUtY aNd KiSsiE FaCes! the Feeling wheN You've Finished SomethiNg Big! CrY FesTs With BEsT FriendS Over NonSenSE! ScaReY MovieS! The SmEll OF DraKkaR! KodAk MomEnts and HallMark CommerCiaLs! Making A GenuiNe ConNectiON with SomeOne! SnOwMeN and TeDdy BeArS! BAllOonS And LeaRniNg! singINg In THe ShowEr And ThiNking Im REallY gooD! REaDing MagAzinEs aNd GoiNG To THe GyM! LaugHing ANd MaKing Other PeoplE Laugh! BEinG Able To CeleBrAte All HoLIdAYs! Being Told im PreTTy aND beinG Eyed From Across A rOom! MYstery and ComfY Pj's! tHinKing About The FutUre! KeePing A JouRnal! ReaDing What FriendS wrOte In My yeARbOokS! LaugHing So HArD My FaCe HurTs and THE TeaRs Come DOwn! My FrieNDs ANd EverYthing They Do For ME! Having SomeonE to Call @ 3am tO ComplAIn to! long LiNes At TheMe ParkS! FinDing MoneY In MY PocKEts THe LoOk In SomeoNEs Eye When They Like YoU! BEing CallED SpeCIaL! LiVing In WiScOnSiN aNd BEing Able To Say I hATe It! just DrivINg AimLEssLy aNd SeeIng Where You ENd Up! tHE SIleNCe wHeN youR hugGing SOmeOne You Love! REaLiZing SOme THinGs NEvER ChaNGE! Life LEsSOns And MakiNG the SamE MistAKE twiCE! DiSneY MovIEs ANd THe NinJA TurTlEs! HorOscOpEs aNd TeaSing! HanGinG oUt oNLiNe! When SomeOne Just CAllS To sAy GooD Morning Or I Miss You! wHen My RooM is CleaN And THe ClosEt Is MEssY! Not HaviNG any HangErs TO Hang All MY ClotHEs Special K cerEal For DinnEr! The ColOR OF MY EyeS and WanTing To Be IndEpendent! BeiNg HYper and Just plain Dorky REmembERing Things That I couLDnt RemeMber! the waY sand FEels BEtweeN My toeS he FaCt tHat iLL NeveR BE aLone! DisCOvering NEw tHings ABout MYseLF!

All aBOuT Me..=) Current mood: cheerful I Consider myself to be a very happy go lucky person..=) I love to have fun..=) Im a Gemini..so I tend to bore easily and Change my mind alot..=) I tend to be unpredictable and very stubborn...but to know me..is to love me..=) I love spending time with my family and friends...=) I also love photography, the ocean, dancing, being a total dork with my friends, animals, listening to music, driving fast, Lounging in the sun, meeting awesome people who make me laugh, flips flops, elizabeth arden makeup, american manicures, BabyDoll dresses, Poison Candy Fashion, Shopping, Ben and Jerrys ice cream, rollercoasters, romantic eveings, grey Goose vodka, waterparks, happy bunny, vacationing, high heels, jeans and tittie tops, playing dress up, road trips, kayaking, talking on the phone, Biking, Hiking, anything outdoors, dresses and dressing up, going to the movies, blender drinks, bonfires, camping, black and white photos, long walks, hot bubble baths, wild hair and pig tails, nascar, the chicago cubs, fashion, snowstorms, thunderstoms, champagne, hot tubbing, swimming, boardgames, tattoos, body piercings, wearing pjs all day, italian food, long conversations..=) When it comes to men i like attention, affection, love, romance, confident men, great eyes, great hair, great lips, I love men who are not only gorgeous, but actually have a brain..=) I Love people who arent afraid to be themselves..=) DiSLiKeS..=) I hate Arrogance, liars, players, users, shitty drivers, rude people, hypocrites, racists, being ignored, attention hogs, bad breath, poor hygeine, being heartbroken, the silent treatment, jealousy, posers, abusers (both physical and verbal) and catty females..=) I hate pretty much anyone who has to try to fake something their not..=) Were all unique so just be Yourself...=)

VANITY was always my favorite SIN GLAMOUR was always my favorite WEAPON PAIN was always my favorite PLEASURE BEAUTY was always my favorite CRIME ENVY was always my favorite POISON LOVE was always my favorite HATE FAME was always my favorite MOTIVE

ReLaTiONsHiPs..=) Current mood: calm okay..so once again im sleepless in wisconsin so im browsing my friends page..and i come upon this writing..=) I absolutely loved this girls insight..so i asked if i could steal it to share...=) here it goes..=) Relationships Heartache, and heartbreak go hand in hand when a relationship ends.. Your confidence is shattered, your pride is broken, and the light at the end of the tunnel seems too distant to even try to reach. The good news, is that it all eventually gets better. Days, weeks, or months. We all handle break ups differently. While some seemingly pick up and move on very quickly, others tend to wallow in self pity and depression for a very long time. The quickest way to lessen the heartbreak in my experiences is to accept the pain, and allow yourself to grieve. Don't try to bury it and act as if the heartache isn't there. It eventually needs to be released. Write a heartbreak poem and let your feelings go. Accept the things that you cannot change. Nobody is perfect, and try to learn from mistakes that you may have made in your relationship. You have grown as a person, and your next mate will surely see it. so there you have it...a wisdom from another beautiful gal...who of course had her heart broken 2...=) i truly believe that with love comes much sorrow...=) cuz sometimes its gonna work out and sometimes i guess its not..and for the time or times it doesnt..it HURTS so much..you cant imagine anything worse then how you feel right at that moment..=) And you worry and wonder if you will never make it through this...=) but i agree...losing someone you love can be like losing someone 2 death...so grieving and letting go is essential to the process..=) Realization that you arent gonna be with that person is probably the hardest thing to imagine..you probably wake up and go to bed wondering why not me..what went wrong...did i not do enough..was i not good enough..what more could i of done..then as time passes you may go through the what are they doing..who are they with phase and then finally the bitterness and hurt goes away and you just realize that if it was meant to be...it wouldnt of ended..PERIOD...=) with that said..remember this...the ONLY people you need in your life..are those who needs you in THEIRS...=)