preciouschance's blog: "hi im new just want to say i hope to meet some new friends"

many nights i dream of you,nightly wishing on a star, for my love to find the way to his heart, and where ever it is in you i lye,lost in your thoughts and heart somewhere,come back to me for this is true,every moment! i think of you for i long for you and the sweetest embrace years have gone by,but the memories! i can't erase,the tender feeling of your touch the beating of my heart with every passionate kiss,your smile captures the light in my eyes again im lost in my own thoughts,thinking again of you, so as i go to sleep tonight, i hope that tomorrow you'll find me in your heart, find your way back to me,forever i'll wait,if need be,whatever it is you loved in me,its still there and waiting for thee, till then i will dream of you my love from now till your with me by Trin may 16,2007

well friends i finally updated my profile pop by and have a look though its no done yet its getting there muahs to all love ya's Trin,

i just want to tell you my friend i'll be with you till the end at dusk and dawn i think of you and hope that all your dreams come true in morning glory i find the sun and always think of you when i run by sunset i pray for you that tommorrow will be a great day for you but you are here and i am there and wow do we make such a pair for friends we are and always will be the best were are no more there can be and like no other your so special to me this poem is for you i want to say hugs and love to all my best friends out there Trin,

LOST im a lost soul trapped in my thoughts walking on a path of memories and taunts scar'd by my childhood and teenage years each and every day i fear'd was he going to scream and shout? was his beating utensils gonna come out? at age 16 my dream came true i met my real father that day in june a father/daughter relationship then grew and he gives me the love i never knew. up until my 20th year i wondered if the man i fear would go away or just disappear but he didnt so i moved out started my life and a fresh new start had a son at 21 and so my adult life had begun but now that i am almost 28 he still treats me like i'm 8 how do i make him understand he needs to treat me for the grown woman and mother that i am. im not a child im now an adult thats what happens its not my fualt BY.Trin,

for j, and all my other friends your all so special to me thanks for being there for me mwahs! wondering, there are days i think of you and wonder why am i not with you in times of sorrow and in doubt i look at the sky and scream and shout why am i not by ur side why is my love being denide was it becuase of something i said or did was it becuase im to fat or to thin what was it that made u fly away and where did you go why didnt u stay am i to ugly poor or unkind what was it and why arnt u mine how do i fix it and change back the time back to the day when u were mine is it possible or is it a dream tell me tell me before i scream my heart is aching for ur touch so i hope one day you realize just how much so in the times that you feel blue just open your hand im waiting for you so come dance with me under the moon then my love we wont wake till noon love trin,

life is like a rainbow and i will tell you why it is full of diffrent colours just like your parents your friends or even i just look at one if its in the sky and take a moment to ask ur self why be hateful, mean,violent or rude lose the harmful attitude sit down shake hands and be friends stop the violence or it wont end if theres love instead of hate we will all go into heavens gate dont lose a sister, brother, friend or mate help stop it now before it's to late if you have lost one you love im sorry to hear that i send my love i too have friends now up above they shine on me like flying doves so hold each one of your loved one so near save them from sheding anymore tears by Trin, life is a rainbow now you see why if theres love not hate it doesnt matter if it has gold you'll find it in ur heart

hello everyone my friday the thirteeth this year was the best i ever had and most people think its the worst day of their life but u see heres my story i was pregnant with my son in the winter of 2000 i got a cat as a gift this cat was so tiny and the runt of a litter so i named her itty bitty when my son turned two and three weeks after i had her spayed and tattooed she ran away almost two weeks later i had to move but i had to leave my itty bitty behind not knowing if one day she would come home or never return again i had moved three houses and had changed my phone number atleast four or five times for fours years i would often wonder where she was and what she was doing but always thinking i would never see her again and tried to covince myself that i wouldnt but this friday the thirteeth 2007 the city pound called me and said they had found my itty bitty as i almost dropped the phone in amazement i thought i havent see her in four years and shes alive and well thank you lord for small miracles i am so happy shes home and trust me i doubt she'll be roaming outside anytime soon hope u have a miracle happen to u love ya trin,

there is a shining star thats waiting there for me. he always shines his love and says one day u'll be with me. when i close my eyes i can see his smile and feel his warm embrace. but only from afar cuase i cannot touch his face. hope and dreams may come true one day. as i can only pray. and hope my star will find his way. whisper in my ear and say i'm back my darlin dear as always i have been so near and never again will i leave u dear for we are together forever dont shed anymore tears. at last my love has been found as my heart skips to the sound of two hearts beating just as one forever waiting for the morning sun By Trin,

hello everyone i just wanted to know how to deal with a family member whos got cancer u see the problem is my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2002 she went into remission after having it removed but then last week she told me she didnt have long to live maybe a year at most she has it back and its spreading this scares me becuase i dont know how to live if i dont have my mom she's everything to me and im really scared she wont be there for my wedding or birth of my second child or the rest of my accomlishments i cant image my life with out my mom and i guess i wonder everday is it gonna be me next or who cancer has taken so many of my friends and family over the years even though im only 27 i have been to hell and back and those who know me personally know that and couldnt have done it with out my mom and her strength and dont know how to do it without her i guess all i can do is pray for today and hope my mom wins again im her biggest fan muahs to all Trin,