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Spirit Whisper I am the beauty in all you see but at times burdened in misery I am the joy and sadness in your heart.... the pride and courage that set you apart Whit words often felt but letf unsaid I am the silent tears you shed I am the echoes in your memory golden treasures held close to me.. I am joy , laughter and smiles with the bright energy of a child I am in your every thought and bear scars from battles fought I guide you with strength and care I am the given love you shear I am reflection of what is your best I am the peace that brings you rest I am the strength and dignity you hold I am the reflection of your soul Invisible like vapors of air... Yet i am always there Our destinies are locked together I will be with you forever You will always feel me near as a soft whisper, I am here... I am all you think , feel and see I am what you make me to be I guide you in all that you do I am the spirit within you You are ever near it Do not fear it Listen with your heart and hear it I am your spirit I know you through and through... I am you

Born to mountains on high An Indian maid gave a first breath sigh Hers was a spirit wild and true Legends of her beauty grew. Soon a young man came Who the maid's spirit would tame Their love burned like a flame But their parents knew only shame The young man was not of Indian land.. Theirs was true love of the heart But her white uncle torn them apart. The young man fell ill His was a broken will without the maid and no love to give He no longer wanted to live. The day the young man's body died His spirit went into a wolf to abide Now he's always by the maid's side He became her spirit's love guide. Look unto Great Spirit'e sky Let not your heart ask why... Watched by wolf spirit's eyes Theirs was a love never to die, Hearts Blessed to be... They still run the wind free With spirits locked together Their love will live forever...

In great sorrow it grows A beautiful white rose Nourished by silent rain the result of the Cherokee's pain Taken is evil greed and pillages Cherokee were driven from their villages So heavy of spirit and heart As their clans were torn apart Stripped of dignity and pride tears and blood fell along the trail's side Where so many hearts died Cherokee hearts looked up to the sky Thier brave spirits asked the Creator why... When woman an children were weak and dying Some kneeling at broken bodies lying... All along the trail's struggling line.. The braves asked the Creator for a sign There along the heartbroken trail were their spirit's teardrops fell White roses bloomed along the way as their brave hearts trudged each day Despite heart breaking cold snows Clans spearated and tears shed Along our hearts trail forever grows a beautiful white Cherokee rose The spirit of this beautiful white rose in Cherokee hearts still grows... From hearts and spirits so pained Today her beauty is yet retained... A symbol of hope and pride regained Wherever over the clans four winds blow does the heart of the rose grows Where teardrops did pour Cherokee rose blooms forevermore

With broken spirit inside feelings of soul so hard to abide, some have been hidden away and it seems they are there to stay. Each and every day is the same, lifes spirit fickers like a low buring flame. the spirit knows not joy, sadness nor fear, with eyes that can not shed one tear. The evenings long and into the night, sleep evades the soul with vengeful fight. Shadows dance slowly across the floor bringing back past memories once more. No feelings of happiness or pain knowing not loss nor gain A spirit that can no longer give or take No feelings of any kind can it make. Only my God knows the greatest sin is to break one's spirit from within. And this only He knows,but the spirit never shows... mine was broken long ago..

you.... ni-hi are the sunshing ..... a-ga-li-ha of my heart a-da-nv-to joy .... u-li-he-li-s-di of my dawn .... u-gi-tsi-s-gv my eyes..... di-tsi-ga-to-li become mist....ka-nu-yo-la-di?a at the thought of your love you ..... ni-hi are the song .... ka-no-gi-s-di of my soul.....a-da-(nv)-to i saw ... a-gi-go-'hv the dove,... wo:- ya spirit.... a-da-nv-do (cry)....tsu-ga-sa-wo-dv ta-li meaning two cherokee as we become one angel.... a-ni-da-we-hi- keeper....u-(ga)-se-di of my heart...a-da-nv-to we ... o-gi-na-li-go-hi journey....vi -s-vi below the star ...no-qui-si of love (to love) ....a-da-ge-yu-di sweet.... u-ga-na-s-da is the wind ....u-no-le wing song ka-no-gi-di sing your name i love you .....gv-ge-yu-hi you are the sunshine of my heart.... joy of my dawn... my eyes... become mist... at the thought of your love you ...ni-hi are the song ....of my soul.... i saw the dove,...wo:-ya spirit....(cry)....tsu-ga-sa-wo-dv ta-li meaning two in cherokee as we become one angel.... keeper.... of my heart... we... journey... below the star.. of love (to love)...a-da-ge-yu-di sweet... is the wind.... u-no-le wind song.... ka-no-gi-s-di singing your name I love you ....gv-ge-yu-hi

The wolf stood with her ears perked high when suddenly a man appeared close by The wolf was drawn to man, but why? As their eyes locked in a mystical trance Had these two met only by chance...? What was not understood by the man this was all part of the Sky Spirits' plan They looked down at the unsuspecting pair Hoping the man would learn to love and share The wolf an the man were bound by their hearts Whether they walked the same path or apart.. Together their heart's devotion was such that their spirits would forever touch... as the Sky Spirits watched amd gave guide The man an the wolf walked side by side If the man became angry or lost in the dark The wolf would whisper softy to his heart They lived and loved with their spirits in harmony As they ran with the winds wild and care free.. but all too soon there came a fateful day when the man in anger ordered the wolf away.. He no longer loved the wolf with the golden eyes His heart had grown cold from human made lies with no understanding in his steely human mind he didn't know wolf love transcends space and time Now the wolf whispers longingly to the wind Forever hoping her messages will reach her friend As night's darkness falls ever so softly the wolf whispers...... do you remember me? And as the Morning Star shines through the wolf whispers..... i miss you Listen to the wind... and perhaps you will learn why When a wolf whispers... sometimes they cry

My heart is heavy For you, my friend. Your sorrows just seem To never end. Now another loss Has just occurred; A family member, I just now heard. My tears fall down, As I pray for you And I ask the Lord To see you through. God be with you, my friend

she sat and watched as the storm rolled in from across the western sky the clouds grew dark,and the lighting flashed and then she began to cry she could not explain why she felt so blue or why her heart was so much in pain then suddenly cam a loud clap of thunder and then it began to rain oh how the wind did blow and trees did bend the rain pooured with all it might and she walked the floor and trembled as she cried on through the night as the storm raged on , so her termoil too and the wind it took its toll but when it was over, it had refreshed the earth just as her tears had refreshed her soul..

I was there, Through all the rainy storms I was there, through all your changing forms I was there, when no one else wanted to be I was there, everytime you needed me I was there, when everyone else gave up I was there, when you felt like a worthless lump I was there, when you felt confused I was there, to try to keep you amuzed I was there, when times got really bad I was there, even when you made me mad I was there, when you were hurting inside I was there, to go along for the life long ride I was there, when no one gave a shit I was there, to help you out of the pit I was there, to hold you when you cried I was there, to congradulate you when you tried I was there, when your sky seemed to fall I was there when everyone else made you feel so small I was there, when you started to feel crazy I was there, to push you when you got lazy I was there to help you when you got sick I was there, when the air seemedto be to thick I was there, when things werent working out I was there, to say i loved you without a doubt I was there, to give you all of your needs I was there, when you planted out 2 little seeds I was there, when there was nothing to do I was there, but where were you?

Roses are dead, Violets are too I'm still in love, But not with you. You thought you hurt me, and made me cry But i was in lovewith another guy. Simply because, You have no class, All you had to do was kiss my ass. You sit around And talk your shit, So fuck you And your little ass dick. You thought you left me, But I left you, What my man is doing, You can't do. You tell your homies You played me like a bitch, And I tell my girls You have a little dick. You said you loved me, But it wasnt true, Well guess what Motha Fucka?!?! I played you!!