Orginally written 9/27/07
I can't really explain to you what it is that I'm going thru
Lots of sleepless nights tossin and turning cuz I haven't quite figured out what I'm suppose to do
Trying to find a solution cuz damn right now its a little confusin'
Never giving to much emotion cuz that's too much exposure
Hard to let you in fearful that my heart may get broken
I don't mean to be hard just can't deal with my emotions being harmed
Traveled down that road and it's taken quite a toll but I'm gone let the dice roll, willin to take another chance
in hopes that I can have some true romance
I don't mean to clown cuz I know that gets you down
I have to step back and just calm the hell down
Gotta let things flow cuz I really don't want you to go
Been feelin this too long so I'm going to continue to stay strong
No negative thoughts cuz I don't want this to end up my fault
So I'm going to stay in my place with some style and some grace
This is not a race so why am I trying to speed up the pace?
Won't take this for granted cuz I know there is no room for anymore chances
Finally saying what I mean cuz at some point I knew I was gonna have to come clean