Well I am back again...sooner than I had imagined I would be back. You know I can deal with people at work lying to me its not a big deal. I just work with them its not like they are my friends or anything. But people that you love....come on now. Why lie to me? I eventually find out and I am even more hurt than if you would have just told me the truth. I probably would have been more understanding. I learned from my mistakes of lying and covering up things and now i just want people to be straight forward with me....but no they cant do that it pisses me off so much. This one is gonna be short cuz yeah i gotta get off here before i break something. laterz everyone