Brat's blog: "I want to jump"

I don't want him to be anymore. he needs to be happy. stupid cunts made him mad. =[ but it'll all be ok. I love you david.

I skipped my persuasive writing class this morning in order to sleep in. I'm sick, I've been sick since last week, yes for all of you that were wondering "wasn't that crazy bitch sick" YES. I was, and am. Janet wanted to see me sometime today, she is my persuasive writing professor. I came over, b/c I had to anyway, (I had three other classes that I had to go to) and she told me my face looked gray. Basically no color in it. Then I got a free pizza, (not that I can eat). And I went to walmart. Only talked to david for a second. My phone needs to be charged, but that won't happen. Left the charger in Maryland. I don't think I'm going to do much tonight, sleep a lot. Try to get better. But other than that, a big old NOTHING. I don't think I'll use the phone tonight. Sarah wanted to call me, but I don't know. She has to tell me why she's not getting married now, or as a matter of fact, why she's not even dating terry anymore. Karen ditched me last night, she said she'd call when jon called her, but that didn't happen either. dgad;lgkdsga;dsgksdgfadsg Good news, schools almost over, I only have finals next week. I have a lot of work this week, but it pays off for next week. good times. infact, really good times.

I drove all night last night, seriously almost 24 hours. My throat is killing me, and I have a really bad headache. Grldgjdalgjad oh well, I'll get better soon enough. But yesterday was sad.

I can't throw this headache, it will not leave me alone, it's like a leech. GHLDgafdgalfdsjgalsf;jgasl;fdg, that's how I feel about it. On another note...tomorrow is the day I take david back, and go to my dorm. I saw jane today, she was distraught because she just broke up with her boyfriend, so I bought a whip. It's cute, it's a pitchfork type thing. yay. haha that's all.

everyone always asks me what's wrong? NOTHING NOTHINGS WRONG I TELL YOU! GR haha but the only thing that bothers me a little is 1. my really bad headache I've had since Tuesday 2. people asking me what's wrong! NOTHING DAMN IT. but it's supersaturday at karenie and my thrift store ahahaha, so we're going.

I went to value city to get a jacket at 5 am haha, and some lady ran over david's foot.... hehe he turned all red and got mad... that's all I really did today.

so my mom sister and I were having a great time tonight, unlike the guys in the house. so yeah I saw something on TV and made a remark about that being like David when he was 100...got him furious with me, I could only laugh sad to say but true...I was like i really didn't do anything so why should I be sorry then Emmie mom and I just laughed about everything and everyone in life. We made faces about how my dad was acting, and seriously just had an amazing time. yay David apologized to me, and everything is OK with him.. but he said something to my dad and the mean guy that my dad is was like "I wouldn't say anything if I were you" in the meanest tone in the world. Made me kinda mad, but probably made David even more mad.

I was in the bathroom taking a bath that david got ready for me all of a sudden my sister almost knocks down the door, she's like BETH I HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM (Insert dorky voice here) I was like ahhafdhgalsda, ok that's fine. Let me shut the door. So emmie comes in and takes poop. so her name is now crap monkey. I should have told her to go downstairs. the end. true story. and she doesn't like buying me birthday presents

they frustrate me. But hey, my bf doesn't want them, so I'm the one that smiles I woke up from a nightmare only the second one I've ever had in my life It was where david didn't believe that I loved him, so I called him and woke him up, made him talk to me. I cried on the phone, my mom didn't want to wake him up, but I needed to tell him that I love him.

that all of my blogs are like negative...so who wants a fully boring positive blog.... alrighty then lets see... I'm happy a lot of the time, I just dont' always look like it. I have a wonderful boyfriend named David, and have 2 dogs 2 cats a bunny 2 hampsters fish and things like that. I love life, I couldn't live without my friends that's who sustain me. They make life possible to bear. David drove my car last night, it was funny....he's only driven one other time in his life, so I let him, it was late at night in the back roads, and he let loose. Pretty funny if you ask me. There was a cop behind us, so I made him pull over, I didn't want him driving near any other cars anyway. I went to Karen's house sometime over the weekend, and I jumped in her bed, he sheets are soooo soooo soft, I couldn't get out. And then David left us in the bed to go downstairs to talk to her mom. Sleep is limited for me now, just because I have so much to do without any time. And my mom bought me a new digital camera b/c my other one broke over a year 1/2 ago...but I can't get it to upload pics on my computer yet. I'll get it eventually. OH well for now =] So these are positives in my life for now. yay