Poet's blog: "Igniting the fire..."

As I close my eyes in deep thought...

I can see you my Love...

In all your angelic beauty

Glowing...in the brilliant hue...

Of the Heavenly light...

That permeates my vision

Bringing it to life...

In vivid detail...

Which will always be...

Imprinted in my mind

As I can see you...

And explore your thoughts...

Even as you're thinking them

Which allows me... to see myself...

As you're seeing me...

And experience the noble creation...

That you hold me to be...

From within the very depths...

Of all that you are

And to know that you're seeing Us...

In the eternal glimpse...

That exists within your entirety

And that we're standing together...

Completely...as One...

Leaves me smiling...as I hear you whisper...

"This reminds me... of Us!" !!!

                        Written By...Robert Neal

I bleed this poetry...

From within the depths of my soul

Dipping the quill into some...

Of the freshest scars within...

Which leaves the words dripping with blood

And as the life...is in the blood...

God allows me to use this power...

To write breathtaking expressions of Love...

And soul-renting thoughts...

Regarding the rawest pain...

That I have ever felt

I am consumed with this gift...

Which robs me of sleep...during the night...

Plagued and fueled...by the insomnia...

Which taunts me and haunts me...

Each and every time I try to sleep...

And I wouldn't change it...for the world!!!

                            Written By...Robert Neal

The laughter is rising from deep within

As others advise me...to wait again

To allow Love...to pass me by

Why not ask me to die

To shrivel up...and pass away

To slowly drift...into decay

Haven't I waited...for all these years

Amidst the pain...and falling tears

Which quit falling...not long ago

Dried up rivers...that ceased to flow

One or two may fall...when I'm alone

As i feel myself...turning to stone

But only when sadness...is crushing me

Which is something...that I hate to see

But...it doesn't show on my face

As the transformation's taking place

Locking me inside...deep within...

Where the laughter began...and returned again

To echo loudly...where I cannot flee...

Awakening the demons...which are tormenting me!!!

                               Written By... Robert Neal

I can feel parts of my being...

As they're fading away...

Falling into obscurity...

Succumbing to decay

And this leaves me feeling empty...

With holes in my soul...

Bleeding within...

it's beyond my control

Which arouses my anger...

The all devouring...inner fire...

Created...to burn out the impurities...

While the tears fall...to extinguish the pyre

Which rests inside the puddle...

Of the tears I have cried...

As they were preparing... to burn me alive...

But I have not yet died

I am alive...

And fighting this war...

That tries to consume me...

But God has opened the door

Just in time for me to see...

The last teardrop...falling from my eye...

Which was felt in the Heavens...

And by the clouds in the sky!!!

                           Written By...Robert Neal

As I sit within the depths...

Of my soul and my spirit...

Trying to shake the longing...

That at times leaves me feeling a sadness...

Which attempts to overwhelm me

I am snarling...

Deep within my mind

As I find myself held tightly...

By contemplation's grip...

Which isn't choking the life out of me...

But has me locked within the thoughts...

That are trying to torment me

With memories of all I've ever lost...

And the times... when I have felt so alone...

That I felt as if...I was fading into nonexistence

But I know that I exist...

As I can feel myself living...

Within the intensity of these inner struggles!!!

                               Written By...Robert Neal

As I see you bathed in pale moonlight...

Sitting upon the swing...beneath the ancient tree

I am touched by sadness...

As I see the forlorn expression...

Painting your beautiful face

And I find myself...screaming my thoughts to you...

"Don't worry my Love,"..."I'm coming,"...

"God is bringing me to you,"...

"You know the truth of this,"...

"So don't be sad Baby!!!"

And to see that you're still holding...

The rose that I gave you...

And wearing the silky white dress...

That adds to the beauty that you possess...

Which at times threatens to undo me

Allows me to know...that you haven't given up hope...

It's just that you're experiencing...

The same longing...that leaves me feeling...

Exactly...what I see you experiencing now!!!

                              Written By...Robert Neal

Ah...as I see you...

Looking back over your shoulder...

I can tell that you heard me...

As I whispered your name...

Into the gentle breeze

Just as I know that you can see me...

As I kneel in Prayer...

And you know that I'm asking God...

To carry my whispered words to you once again

"Feel me...my Love...in the winds caress,"...

"Experience the true essence of my being,"...

"Draw me into you...with the air that you breathe,"

"And feel the power of my Love,"...

"As it flows through the entirety of your being,"...

"Bringing you the healing and the peace,"...

"That God has allowed you to find in me!!!"

"I Love you Baby and I thank God for you,"

"As you're my everything,"...

And I will cherish you forever!!!"

                             Written By...Robert Neal

Yes...my Love...it's so very true...

You're the reason for my creation

As existing with you...permeates...

Every atom of my existence

My every cell is filled...

With the Love...God created between Us

Which flows through my veins...

And is carried by my blood...

To a heart...that God set to beating...

As He whispered your name...

Into the consciousness of my spirit

And to know that your heart beats for me...

And that I can feel it's rhythm...

Echoing throughout every aspect of my being...

Only builds the Faith that God's instilled

And intensifies my belief in Him...in You...

And in the truth of all His promises

Which have been brought into being...

As He spoke each one into existence

Which has Us awaiting the fulfillment of them all...

With everything that...We are!!!

                           Written By...Robert Neal

Yes..we're so very in Love...

And in touch with each other...

That it should be illegal

But God has blessed Us...

With all that we share...

As the existence of things this powerful...

Could only have come from Him...

And we both know the truth of this Baby

And I want you to know...

That I won't ever change... my Love...

I will continue to be...

The loving and amazing man...

That you fell in Love with...

As to hear...that I'm your whole world...

Only inspires me... to Pray for God's guidance...

To become an even better man

So that I can continue being the one...

That you've given your heart and soul to

And yes...you're right again...

As we both know...that it could be no other way...

And We wouldn't ever want it to be...

As God has chosen Us...and we have chosen each other!!!

                              Written By..Robert Neal

Hearing that I'm your entire world...

Is music to my soul...my Love

Just as hearing you express...

That you have been Praying...

And that you know for a certainty...

That God has brought you to me...

And that you can't be without me...

Reaches into the very depths of my being...

And leaves me wiping...

The tears of happiness from my eyes

And knowing that Our Love...

Always resounds within your soul...

And gives life to your spirit...

And all that exists between and within Us...

Has me thanking God once again...

For You...Our Love...

And for guiding Us both to know...

That WE...are meant to be!!!

                           Written By...Robert Neal