KillJoy's blog: "in my head"

"Freak On A Leash" Something takes a part of me. Something lost and never seen. Everytime I start to believe, Something's raped and taken from me... from me. Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light) Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain... in vain. Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes it's my life I can't taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release. (So do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free... is free Chorus Boom na da mmm dum na ema Da boom na da mmm dum na ema GO! So...fight! something on the... dum na ema Fight...some things they fight So...something on the... dum na ema Fight...some things they fight Fight...something of the... dum na ema No...some things they fight Fight...something of the... dum na ema Fight...some things they fight [Chorus] Part of me... Oh...

This is another old written poem/lyrics of mine, from out of my head, feel free to leave your opinion. .:Beating:. You beat me when I tell you to You beat me when I don't want you to So why do I take it and not fight back Cause you lied and stabbed me in the back Do you love me? Really?... NOT!... HATE ME!!! When I tell you to Hate Me Cause I make you too I'm going to Make you BLEED!!!! You broke my heart And hurt my friends Then told me that I am worthless From end to end So I Killed You

!!!! Nothing Less !!!! Nobody thought to give me a hug Nobody thought to give me love No one cares how I die When I died alone no one cried For you see me as nobody For now I am out of my body In a dark place to hide All alone I do die When you see a bird in the sky You know I'm about to cry

"Love Song" Mother! You're holding my heart, screaming Motherfucker! They left me broken, bleeding Son of! The man you loved and left for The son of a bitch! Who tried to show me death's door Everything's eliminated Everything is dedicated My belief destroyed my hated? Never get what's over-rated Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here Im dying here As in! Obituaries rain down Its ok! We're lying naked face down Wasn't it decapitated? Can you see me fascinated? Your the only thing I've damaged What you get to be mis-managed Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here Im dying here Dying here.. Don't bring me daffodils Bring a Boquet of Pills See some geranium Cracked to the crainum Protect me when you can Respect me when I am Dying Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here Im dying here Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here Im dying --KoRn--

"Tearjerker" Well I wish there was someone Well I wish there was someone To love me When I used to be someone And I knew there was someone That loved me As I sit here frozen alone Even ghosts get tired and go home As they crawl back under the stones And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can it's just saturated loneliness Does the silence get lonely? Does the silence get lonely? Who knows? I've been hearing it tell me I've been hearing it tell me Go home Cause the freaks are playing tonight They packed up and turned out the lights And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can It's just saturated loneliness And the bath waters cold And this life's getting old And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it And I wish I could feel it Abduct it, corrupt it But I never can I never can Never Can Never Can Never Can --KoRn--