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Murph's blog: "just something"

created on 10/09/2007  |  http://fubar.com/just-something/b139185

whimsical

I can see the orange sky in front of me I can see things you'll never see People say its all a f--ing dream But I can say words you couldn't speak Is it me? Can you believe You'll never live the world I live Is it me? It is only me I can only live a world to...live Break away from you shattered beliefs Detaching from my body desperate in grief I have changed the world in front of me One against all; I'm starving this world [bridge] Is it me? Do you want me? You think you can have me Say you love me You want me! I'm saving my money 'cause I don't pay to... [chorus] I'm not afraid to live I'm not afraid to die I can only give What I see inside You can only take What I give of me You can only win When I'm not afraid to lose... Subjected to your mother of nature Limited to the color of your eyes Drained by the one you call your lover She don't care if you live or die [repeat bridge and chorus] Oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah You can only win when I'm not afraid to lose... Well I don't have a problem I evolved, (I evolved, I evolved...) Sometimes there are always problems Well I don't have a problem... I stand above...

oh shit son

my life is better not knowing, when you will fall, i cant remember a happy time, with you, i fall out of grace, into the hands of nothingness, a mistake, but i try to find something good in you, you dont give me much to see, maybe lifes alot better without you, maybe you are just coming apart at the seams, but i know, You will never break me you will never take me down to your level, your disguise, your terrible lies, you hide your face, to keep the scars from the surface, but you cannot hide, cause you are ugly on the inside,but your pretty, but not in your heart, so i breath a sigh of releif when you leave every morning, because you are not fair, and you are not there to try to stand for the right thing, so ive had enough, but i try to find something good in your, but you dont give me much to see, maybe lifes alot better without you, maybe you are just coming apart at the seams, but i dont care, i am tired of your bullshit revelations, trying to make up for the blackness that covers your heart, so in the morning you will never see the fuck again, so just wake your ass up, and realize you fucked up
Well I can't ever really believe No one was sent to get me And I feel like I'm being erased No one got left here I'm all alone No one was sent to get me I'm all alone No one got left here But I'm fine No one got left here Well I'm fine No one got left here I can't breathe when I see The pictures sent without you I feel like i've been erased No one got left here I'm all alone No one was sent to get me I'm all alone No one got left here But I'm fine No one got left here Well I'm fine No one got left here But I'm fine No one got left here Well I'm fine No one got left I'm so sick of this terrible instinct It's so hard now Just to find you I'm so sick of this terrible instinct It's so hard now Just to find you So sick of the terrible instinct I can only find you So sick of the terrible instinct I can only find you But I'm fine No one got left here Well I'm fine If it's fine then stay But I'm fine But I'm fine No one got left here Well I'm fine Nobody got left here [x3] But I'm fine No one got left here Well I'm fine Nobody got left

close yet far

Who said that I wasn't right? I've lived for years without a life Don't have a soul on my side Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried Don't take me under your wing I don't need a hand, don't need anything I've got a roof over my head As if I'd rather be alone with me instead Close yet far Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are And I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me Though I never never never ever wanted this to be I can hear the sounds of the city Sunrise and set are the same to me A hesitating pulse is good company And my reflection offers no apology But who said that I wasn't right? And I've lived for years without a life Don't have a soul on my side Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried Close yet far Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are And I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me Though I never never never ever wanted this to be Close yet far Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are And I'll think of the days when there was something to believe Though I never never never ever wanted this to be

is forever a lost cause

My mistake, I thought you wanted to be here, was it fake, I wounder as these feelings disappear, i lost my life, the moment you walked out my door, and now i cry, dried up and beaten sobbing on the floor, my mistakes come to haunt me today, and untill i know what i did i have to find a way Now i lay awake, bleeding to breathe, wondering what I need, forever's a lost, lost again, inside myself loosing my mind, cause this time i couldnt make it last, but was it all my fault Am i still alive, wondering why i fucked it all up this time, and i quake and tremble, i lost you, i know its all over now, please believe i know what it was wrong, now i sing you this song, to try to mend this but now i lay awake, bleeding to breath time after time, i know it was my fault, you left me alone this time, forevers lost and i cant find the state of mind to make it alright, and i try fight these feelings inside please tell me it is time to come back home tell me its time to come back home
A wonderful Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less. These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete. Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak,! and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind. AND ALWAYS REMEMBER: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. If you don't send this to at least 8 people.... who cares?

hell

all my mistakes burning a whole into my soul im not lost but i am fading and i am failing and flailing my arms to keep ahold of all the necessary feeling interupted by your thoughtless ramblings, and having no choice but to break away to get whats mine and i feel you dont care, though you never did, and i bleed to touch whats right to hold by me though i slightly disagree with this plan of mine because if i fake it will it just get out of hand? do you mind what im craving, to discard your tust your lies have been thought out with breaking my heart in mind, is it yours is it mine the heart of all thats left behind, because i cant feel you hear, your body not your being, my mistake ive left behind my own, my precious heart, bursts open as you laugh, because you dont have a soul at all, but im done with all this madness because its contagious, and ive grown blacker all along, and now im cold, laying lifeless as i shiver, like a child just out of the womb tossed out by the roadside, and now i cry and im fighting this urge to be declined to what you once were the pearson that left my eye
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