HooD WiT An AttiTude PrObLeMVicious Mist...'s blog: "life as it is..."

This one person i really think he is mad at me for no reason...i can't help what happen...you act like i am lying or something.....i'm tired, i have a hang over, and a black eye from my babymomma head butting me...I HAVE A HUGE HEADACHE!!!!i don't want to fight with anyone, i got into a huge fight wit my boyfriend last night....I am tired of fighting with him...This fight was so lame....Then after i leave to get away i am so drunk and almost past out at my girls house, he comes to drag me home...I am sorry i am not a child...i was drunk atleast i wasnt out driving around ya know...I was chillen on my girls couch.....Then something bad happen to my bestfriend...(don't wanna talk bout it)I'm tired of the bullshit, the drama, the fights....just flat out FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone just started a profile on here, they ripped my picture and and sayin my picture is them!!!Not b!tch will never be me!!!!!!lol!!!

Anyways, i am so tired of my job...People thinks they can yell and say smartass shit to me...well ya know what when your not helping me and i came to you for something and you blow me off...YA F&cK OFF!!!!!People all the time think that i am irrational...i can be but not all the time...I just don't take people shit and i will speak my mind..I don't care if what is on my mind hurts your feelings, i am a real a$$ person who will tell you what i think when i am thinking it...People need to learn with me, that if you don't wanna know what i think then don't involve me...or better yet don't talk to me the way you do..OH just found out 2 days ago that my bestfriend is expecting her 4 th kid...WOW!Just another kid to love huh!!lol.....anyways...and to update on my last blog i have seen my god daughter alot more now...so everything is good in that department......

So i have a major crush on this guy...i don't know what it is bout him but he seriously grabbed my attention......it's Amazing...

anyways, so i am a little depressed.....I just found out last night that both of my grandfathers are in the hospital....One has an aneurysm on his brain....The other is going into heart failure...This has been the worst 3 weeks of my life...Nothing has went right, my grandfathers are dying...Work sucks!!i am on a thin line, which sucks ass...I'm bout to start a new job though soon...So i will have two jobs, it just seems like everything is smackin me in the face...No to mention the court system is playing me for a fool...I went to court over a stalker yesterday and they didn't even show up at court...They don't even get in trouble for not showing up...So my next court date for my LOVELY STALKER is in DECEMBER...Hello that is months and months away....Why do things the legal way if it doesn't even seem like they are on your side..IDK...i just wanted to vent...Oh yeah i had my god daughter last night she is too cute, but she also got me for 50 bucks.."i want this." is her favorite words wit me...SPOILED BRAT!!

So i am still pissed about last night, i got into this huge huge agrument wit my boyfriend...It pissed me off the fact that i came home from work, took my dog out, and left his a$$ a note to where i was and what i was doin..I was at my God daughters house, which is 5 mins down the road...We didn't have any money, and i just got paid...i forgot to leave him some...which was my bad...i gave him money, and he starts yellin why are you cryin...well i was cryin cause i was holdin my lil girl and i hadn't seen her in 3 weeks....Come on now i miss her give me a break...So he yells at me "it's not ur f37kin kid, get over it." I was like oh hell no this motherf37ker did not just say that too me...So i yelled at him told him he had no right to say that to me cause it was f37ked up.....Especially when he has a 16 yr old girl who is not his freakin blood, and he flips about her all the time and wants to go see her...(which i find weird)...but i never say shit cause it is his past ya know...none of my bussiness..I told him last night after i came home trashed cause he made me so f37kin mad..He told me he was wrong, but like i told him i would never flip out on you because of your so called "sister."My god daughter is my life, and always will be...

Yeah so i woke up yesterday and decided i was going to go find my bestfriend she has been *hiding*.She has had alot going on and i feel for her...But i was so mad at her that she had kept me out of her life for almost 3 weeks...And then come to find out she has a new girlfriend...(oh yeah she is a lesbain)I love her to death, but i think i had a right to be upset cause of her disappearing...I use to disappear for for weeks at a time and she would cuss me out...it just fustrates me....But anyways when i found her we had this big expolsive agruement in the middle of the parking lot....Then to top it all of she starts acting like our old bestfriends...WHO ARE JUST STRAIGHT UP HOOD RATS!!!!My agrument to her was don't yell at me for the things i do, if your going to be doing it in the future...ya feel me...

my life as i know it right now is awesome, i have never been so happy....i have a great boyfriend, just recently moved in to this awesome apartment...I also got a big screen t.v from my dad....My dad also came home from iraq so i am in such a good place right now...that is awesome for me to be so happy cause i have a severe mood disorder which makes me a raging bitch at times.So i am happy everything for once is going so well...watch it all fall apart again i will be pissed....