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insanefreakygothgirl's blog: "life"

created on 11/16/2006  |  http://fubar.com/life/b25370

IF YOU FORGOTTEN ME

I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me, ah my love, ah my own, in me all that fire is repeated, in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten, my love feeds on your love, beloved, and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine.

poem: stuck here

stuck here no where to go stuck here no where to hide stuck here fellingso low stuck here lost all my pride stuck here pretending to smile stuck here forcing a grin stuck here gonna be for a while stuck here holding it in spirit stuck here they broke my heart stuck here starting to fear it stuck here falling apart .stuck here all on my own .stuck here no one to hold .stuck here ready to fold .stuck here trying so hard stuck here just wanna fit stuck here permanently scaned. stuck here until i quit.

poem : a place of no more

my fear is here aplace of norest can't place down this fear nor standup to lifes test just hours of nothing a chair or the floor sitting and gutting a place of no more .

this life

different than i was yesterday who am i today? who will i become tommorrow some don't feel other grieve in their sorrow. who am i? who are you? this is not a world where dreams come true a world full of lies and hate absolutely of lies and hate .absolutely no one came relate scared of life ,oh what asacrifice we must pay to live in this hateful world day after day . this is truely how the world is today but hey hate is good .

don't be afraid

don't be afraid don't be scared to show your a true christian don't think that no one needs to know believe me that is how i was afraid of what my friends would think of me but now i realized i realizethat they don't carw they still love me. so don't lie when someone asks if you a christian beproud to be a christian be proud to be a son or a daughter of god anwer yes yes , i am and just keep on believing
life is just worry place on earth life is just some thing that comes when you live a earth with people you don't even know and if they only know what life is aLL about but hey life is only one time thing well life is something that happens along with time life is short and it is all you got to live for right now some people think life is something thT IS JUST LIFE WELL LIFE IS ONLY LIFE IT'S SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE WELL AS YOU MUST KNOW I HATE MY LIFE AND I REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT IT OR HOW IT TURNS OUT BUT HEY LIFE TO ME JUST KICK ME IN THE BUTT

mirror man

i look in the mirror and all i see is an old scary man looking at me with eyes glow red like the fiery sun all he wants to do is hurt someone so iturn out the light and walk away but hate man in the mirror is here to stay.

lasting thought

i thought i could take it. i thought you could tell i thought that you knew me .but i now burn in hell . i have always been nothing so hear every day i know i am worthless and feel so be trayed. i thought you could hold me .i thought that i knew me . i guess not that well. you have always been something i see it.every day you are the everything and come what may but i know this one thing my dreams are all dead so i say good bye now there is nothing to dread .

the wanting

pressed in the moment ahead?it is now i am i do a better makes not sense yet what a past in need fulfilled a future?of a now need,alone,more acceptance .

where i stand

here i stand until the time was it a crime to see what cannot be touched hear voices speak word that can't be undone was it my fault i was invinsible seen because no one wants to see me i am different from the rest of them so they ignor me but i don't ignor me but i do ignor them no one is friendly why were they so blind because i am not them i am different but i can see but they can't see me i watch them fall divided they fall together they die but here i stand until the end of time was it a crime that i was unique original to the human mind i was invisible to their lies but as they kneel to beg i watch them beg but here i stand until the end of time was it a crime for me to live my life a crime for wanting to survive no one would answer so i will wait unitl the end of time writen in the past of time it was a hard life for me to live being hurt and scared from the one i used to love but that the past i said to much now.
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