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Your smile chase my worries away. Your eyes brightens my heart. Showing me at a young age that fear is just a thing. Braver than I am Teaching me that there are other ways of seeing thing. A prayer of thanks because you believe in me thanks for being you. A prayer of thanks for loving me Unlocking the door that been shut so many times before that I am as good as the person next to me. Keeping me afloat when I was drowning in my own tears A prayer of thanks goes out to you from my heart to your's thank you for not giving up on me And loving me the way you do is my prayer of thanks to you. Despite what my family has done you have given me encourage to love them making me a part of the family when I thought I was no one The calls you make just to hear me cry or bouncing off walls A prayer of thanks is being sent quietly to you for you are on my mind A prayer of thanks for believe in me. You made me who I am You know my every move you sent your son to forgive me of my sins a prayer of thanks carried by a dove to whisper thank you for bring me here on this earth and thanks for letting so many love me.

u came to me no need in fighting what my heart was saying for i knew i want you! Fallen for you was the easy part your hair, your eyes the crow feet around your eyes. your smile, you tone of your voice. fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead. want to give you all that i have to offer Fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead give you my love Looking in so open hearted love you for who you are. fallen for you was the easy part not thinking ahead given you my love not know that i was loven blindly fallen in love with you was so easy but fallen out of love is harder then i could every dream. I would take you back in a heart beat second and so scared to start something new because I not want to fall out of love with you fallen for you was so easy not thinking ahead given you my love not knowing that I was loven so blindly fallen out of love with you is breaking my heart. fallen for you was a joy but fallen out of love is a soul that is torn. oh I wish you would come home and let me fall in love with you all over again for i still love you and my life will never be the same.

Cast away so far gone no turning back lost in this world where to go which direction do I go you raised me the way you saw fit never love me the way a child should be love. no I love you , hugs or kiss on the forehead your so smart you are beautiful are words I never heard you just cast me away I'm so far gone no turning back loss in this world want to come home but the direction are loss in my head so what, do I do but except that you cast me away You look to me for answers answer myself I don't have how can I help someone when I can't help myself. so I, cast myself away I too far gone to turn back now loss in a world that I have no reason to be here no sense of direction It all the same Cast me away. October 2006

Eyes as sparkle as the stars in the night sky ear as delicate as the wind blowing in your hair heart as pure as gold should never hear mommy and daddy fighting cussing and yelling the words I hate you should not be upon your ears your eyes so sensitive to light should never see hitting your heart so loving not want to choose sides should you have your dough remember even parents make mistakes so never forget that we are doing our best thought our mistakes will make you stronger and never let the sparkle die or the ears become undelicate for you might just miss the soft whisper and never let your heart grow cold. October 2006

Midnight blue Stare at me! For the heartache was coming Midnight blue told me goodbye Still living in my heart. Midnight blue Carried me through Holding me in blankets of clouds Midnight blue Wipe my tears with it gentle kiss Because of midnight blue I a little stronger With the breaking my heart Midnight blue I could not hate For midnight blue Gave me a lesson I need to learn So long ago So midnight blue Travel with the wind And know you will have A place in my heart To the bitter end. Carry on midnight blue February 27, 2007

Every mourning and night I check to see if you have wrote Your words of wisdom Or laugh You bring me Through a screen Never meeting in person For distance Is between But some how I feel like I know You my whole life Haven nothing to hide My looks, voice Or miss spelled words You do not care For you Know that you Are doing you Best To be my internet friend.

I am happy I have faith And encouragement Sometimes I don’t have to question I don’t have doubts About you loving me Sometimes the future scares me Knowing the choices are Going to reflected on my boys Sometimes maken choices ar hard Hearing the truth is hard to bare Night are hard to sleep Days are long But I, still love you Sometimes its hard. December 2006

TO MY MOM Your in my thought everyday I sit and watch young ones disown You and my dad made me who I am A losing heart Carring soul. That carry me through Not turn my back For I know you taugh what I know My love for you has not died For each battle I faught You gave me the skills And the strength So many time I was wrong In choices I make Want your approver Your smile, Your love is all I every want My love for you has not died No matter how much You hate me. My love for you will never died Because that what you showed me. December 2006

You left a special gift for me today. So small and unique Not even tomorrow could it Be the same Dirty handprint on my wall Is the gift you left me. Even though I want to scream I could not. The handprint on the wall Will be a reminder to me in the future Mother day was fast approaching The school had you to make your handprint With paint and paper Its almost like the one I gave my mom So long ago To you it just a small gift But that, handprint now in a Frame Handprint on the wall To remind me how small you once was. Years will go by And you, will get older and leave me behind. While memory flood my heart That Hand print on the wall Will remain. December 19, 2006

The burden is heavy Your heart is broken But you, not alone Let me wipe away your tears let me take the burden from your shoulders let me sow your heart with small stitches to were the pain can still mend memories of a life time is all you have left of the love one that left you behind let your tears flow don't be ashamed for if you can't love you can't live and I, will be here to wipe away your tears Is what a true friend would do when in time of need