Midgit RIP TEDDY J's blog: "music ? life bs"

the lives that we share through friendship and .. life.. are just pieces of death that accumulate until we die ... thats why all the nice people die first"

In The Eyes Of Death We Fall Madness Captures All Beneath The Shadows Lies The Beast In Thunder And Rain They'll Know Your Pain When Humans Go Insaine All The Sadness Will Turn To Hatred Of A Thousand Lost Lives

Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise. Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these sunken eyes and learn to see All your life You were only waiting for this moment to be free. Blackbird fly Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird fly Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise You were only waiting for this moment to arise You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

why does everything have to hurt? inevitably thats what everythings going to lead to even the stuff that feels good .. why you ask because one day it will all be gone yes of course we all die we all change and things dont stay the same.and you will be lest behind like you have been by everyone else except this time its going to hurt so bad that you wont bounce back and you wont fake it well either just accept it its gonna hurt more now that your older and know exactly what to expect ... because you care more so just give up right now so you can try to stay safe

wanna make me bleed ? you sure know how i try to make things clear but it all gets lost somehow in my mind nothings fine but i make do i try to keep the vines from tangling like they always do i dont know why its always the same and pretty soon ill fall again but its expected now and then i wonder if ill ever stay up next time will i just become the ground ? i know you see me bleeding

I close both locks below the window. I close both blinds and turn away. Sometimes solutions aren't so simple. Sometimes goodbye's the only way. And the sun will set for you, The sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you. Pink cards and flowers on your window, Your friends all plead for you to stay. Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple. Sometimes goodbye's the only way. And the sun will set for you, The sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you.

I cannot leave here. I cannot stay. Forever haunted, more than afraid. Asphyxiate on words I would say. I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue. There are no flowers, no, not this time. There will be no angels gracing the lines, Just these stark words I find. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with you, Could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me. I cannot stay here. I cannot leave. Just like all I loved, I'm make-believe. Imagined heart, I disappear. Seems no one will appear here and make me real. There are no flowers, no, not this time. There will be no angels gracing the lines, Just these stark words I find. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with you, Could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me. I'd tell you how it haunts me. There are no flowers, no, not this time. There will be no angels gracing the lines, Just these starks words I find. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with you, Could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me.. Just how much this hurts me.. Just how much you...

so i get to see johny today and she gets to meet jack ass hahaha im excited i havent seen her in so long

Your fingertips against my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind in my chase You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick I never wanna see you unhappy I thought you want the same for me Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartbreak Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me In the shade And when you left you kissed my lips You told me you'd never ever forget these images No I'd never wanna see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartbreak Almost lovers always do I cannot go to the ocean I cannot try the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind So you're gonna and I'm haunted And I bet you are just fine I'll make it there You walk right in and out of my life Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do

they called us walking corpses unholy living dead they had to lock us up put us in their british hell make sure your face is clean now can't have no dirty dead all the corpses here are clean, boy all the yanks in british hell i don't wanna be here in your london dungeon i don't wanna be here in your british hell ain't no mystery why i'm in misery in hell here's hoping you're free they called us walking corpses unholy living dead they had to lock us up put us in their british hell i don't wanna be here in your london dungeon i don't wanna be here in your british hell ain't no mystery why i'm in misery in hell here's hoping you're swell make sure your face is clean now can't have no dirty dead all the corpses here are clean, boy all the yanks in british hell i don't wanna be here in your london dungeon i don't wanna be here in your british hell ain't no mystery why i'm in misery in hell here's hoping you're swell here's hoping you're swell here's hoping you're swell here's hoping you're swell