well, my ex fiance Nick and I split for good,even though I didn't want to. He told me I had to move on and have a better life. I wanted a better life with Nick, marriage and children. Sometimes I can see a little boy that looks exactly like Nick running around. Oh well. Maybe someday..........
Anyways, I do write poems about love and other things. They really don't have any sexual content in them. Most of them I wrote because Nick inspired me, he was my muse.
FALLEN
He alones knows my sins
I have done wrong many times
The things I've done are mistakes
I had to learn the hard way
Instead of embracing true love
I threw it away like garbage
Fearing the worst from my love
I thoroughly pushed it away
Crying now, tears of blood and pain
I am dead, alone, and hollow
When I had his love and affection
I was alive, warm, and full of joy
He knows I've tumbled from grace
And now I struggle for my spot
To be back in my grace, where I belong
Having a heavy cross to bear in life
I walk now with dignity and respect
Trying to be who I really am
He alone knows I am the fallen angel
