spazcx's blog: "my poems"

there a hole in my heart that you ripped a part sit here and wonder what to do should i even be with you do you even want me or are you afraid to set me free feeled with sorrow hoping this will be better tomrow sould i release this beast that no one sees that i keep in a cage this beast know as rage not sure if you want me or if your afraid to set me free dont know what to do my heart is torein in two is there someone else you want to share dont think i dont notice how you stare will someone tell me if were drifing apart or if i still have a place in your heart

i give to you my heart though some would seek to tear it apart i seem not to know what to do how can i tell if you are true should i build me a wall only to have it fall dont want to hurt dont want to fill like dirt if i am to stay what should i say how do i know what you think if i stand on the brink sould i jump and take that chance and follow my heart or lisen to my fear dont know what to do so i just stand here and drink my beer

as i traval though the pages of our past i see the mistake that went by so very fast the peace there once was is not here any more i look around and all i see is war tottal destrotion and tottal desastar now fall to your knees and obay your master the blood lies in the sands who shall rule these lands it is our familys that are dying while we are left cring backed up against a wall dont want to take a fall have the loved ones return though the doors let there be no more wars no more war 7th rewright