adorkabl3 miss rawrg3ous's blog: "My Poetry!"

Ecstacy got the best of me It mentally molested me It made me hurt the people that loved and trusted me My family and friends were disgusted because for ecstacy I lusted It made me go blind and I couldn't see that I had lost sight of reality Everyone said that it would kill me It came pretty close and that's when I could finally see that ecstacy got the best of me

All we did before was scream and shout You decided that our love needed a time-out You said that we would work things out I thought our love would pull through without a doubt But it seems your love has take another route Let me know if you want out Your not what life is all about because there's another road and another route

When I think that i have no more tears to cry You bring me more When I think that I have gotten rid of the pain You hurt me again When I've finally gotten over you You push your way back into my life When I find someone to share my emotions with You scare them away and make me suffer alone When I finally do get away from you I'll get my revenge

Laughter was shattered When love is lost and scattered with happiness tattered, and sweetness then battered Then when everything becomes sadder like an old loves gray tatters When all that was once loved is now torn and scattered

When you would come home We would hold each other in fear for we knew that you would drink another beer If only the things you did to us,you could see and the things you said to us you could hear You would understand why we were afraid to shed a tear You would understand why your two baby girls lived in fear If only you would put down the beer If only you could see your own drunken reflection in the mirror You would understand for how long your two baby girls lived in living terror

Mommy knows that your hurting and she is too Mommy never meant for this to happen to you Mommy would never do anything that she didn't think was right for you Mommy had to do what she had to make life better for you Remember,mommy never gave up on you,she just did what she thought was best for you Always remember mommy loves you

I used to be a cutter Then I became a mother I lost my child,I lost my heart, and I lost my soul Now my life is spinning out of control I'm trying not to cut again But it's a fight a I feel I can not win because I fear I will cut again

The pain in my heart,the pain in my soul This is a pain that no one will ever know Everyone say I have to let it go but sometimes its hard to let the past go There is so much pain that I keep inside Like the things that I cry about every night I would give you my sight,so,that you could see life through my eyes The pain,the suffering,and the lies that I've been told in my life would catch you by surprise But its my life The pain inmy heart,the pain in my soul This is a pain that no one will ever know

This is just another broken dream I still love you Your so over me You have a new girlfriend and she's wearing your ring Why are you telling me I'm the woman of your dreams Why are you saying that you love me Either you love me or you don't If your saying this because you think it will hurt our friendship,it won't I'll always be your friend until the end Just like I've always been

You said you wanted to make love to me again You said you missed the touch of my skin I still loved you,so I did We made love from day out to day in I didn't know it would be the last time I didn't know it was because you didn't love me But it was to say goodbye