My heart is like a battle field
It's got the scars to show
It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly
And, others that drug out nice and slow
My tears have flowed just like a river
Sometimes I thought they'd never dry
And, once or twice the one I usually turned to
Was the very one who'd made me cry
Sometimes I thought I needed no one
Then chose "friends" who brought me down
Turns out the one's who really love you
Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around
I must have put my parents through sheer hell
When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been
And, in the last ten years
I've only had one good true friend
I've made a few decisions
I'll have to deal with all my life
Had friends stab me in the back
Then grab the handle, and turn the knife
I've chosen roads that led to nowhere
Burnt brigdes I'd need to cross again
Had the Devil stand infront of me
And, temptation won, and I gave in
I lost a friend to drugs
He took his own life one night when he was high
And, one night my best friend drove while she was drinking
Yeah... I never got to say good-bye
I've had the past come back to haunt me
Regretted things I didn't say
But, I wouldn't go back and change a bit of it
It's made me who I am today...