Jupiter's blog: "My Rantings"

So... Im really starting to get upset with having to work every single night, and going to school every afternoon. I miss having a social life. Seeing Chris is becomming rare... and it's devestating me. I hate going one hour without him... when i look ahead and know i wont be able to hold him again untill wednesday... i start to get extremally depressed. Although its not a year anniversary, today marks 5 months he has been with me... and i've honestly never felt this way about a man before. Not even with my last boyfriend of 4 years. Theres something about Chris that makes me feel whole... and i have to somehow face the next few days without him. I know most of you probebly think me a complete lameass... but i dont care. I cannot wait for me and him to both be making enough money to move in with eachother... just so every night I can fall asleep next to him. I can feel myself being wrapped in his arms. I love that. I love the kisses on my forhead... everything. why does being an adult have to suck so much? Work is over bearing... school is boring... I havent seen Chris in 1 day and i miss him... -sighs and looks at a calander- 5 more days untill i can see him again... 5 more days...

Alrighty... so my first blog on here... yippie!! so i just started a new job about 4 days ago at a store called DEB in gurnee mills, it's really tiering... and thats all there is to say about that... though i am working with my bestest friend lindsay... whom i actually worked with in my LAST job too!!! Crazzzeeeyyy world. ^^ Chris and I are comming up on our 5 month mark...I really am lucky to have him... against what my friends think sometimes... He drove 45 minutes to come visit me at work for my half hour break... and bought me lunch. He is such a sweetheart... for serious. =) college is a little tiersome too... i was really hoping to just finnish high school and be DONE with it, but no...my motivation to go to college was in order to stay on my parents health insurance...eh... what ev's. i am sleepy, so i am going to bed now... night all