Realest's blog: "Mysteries of me"

FUCK LIFE!

I'm tired of the same shit everyday. What is with this endless loop of redundancy it's enough to drive a man insane. I wish I had the power to liven things up every now and then, yes I do mean super powers! No joke I'm so tired of this real shit I'd rather be in the matrix or something or at least go there if I get bored. Maybe some fantasy land I can go to when I'm sleep or day dreaming. I ge tired of this flesh and blood sometimes. I know I've expressed this a few times before, but I don't want to ever grow old or die I want to stay this same age for all time. I'm not feeling this I need adventure and fun. One day soon all my dreams will come true. Realest

You know what I miss. I think I told some of you in a previous posting. I was just checkin out some porn and it came to me! like a dream! Pussy! I miss having sex! Thank you for your time Realest

You know the back of my neck is nice spot for a light kiss or lesser lick. I just noticed I never had any contact there. Usually my lips to kiss, a light rake of the fingers down my face, and some soft kisses or strokes down the small of my back... How aabout you? Realest

So as you can see I have changed my pic. I got tired of all the people sayin how hot or sexy I look and completely forgetting that I do express myself. Come to think of it, I wonder how many of you actually read my profile and blogs? Because I barely get what I expect from all the people who view. I know some of these don't warrant feedback but it would be nice to hear someone else's views of some of my blogs. Realest

Hey guys this is pretty much an elaboraion of my profile (to those who read it). Just some more about me. My favorite color scheme would be like balck and red, with some gold or silver in there. Somemeday I hope to have a house with that scheme in it. I like knives and weapons. More for the artistic value than the measure of destruction they cause, but I do like my shit to be practical, so I guess like a mixture of the 2. As you can see from my friends and family lists I love women! For all they can offer. intelligence, beauty, sensuality, sexuality. Everything about them gets my blood pumping, but, do realize I'm not into being manipulated and lied to. I'm not a weak minded individual and if I don't know you I still won't trust you. Just something to think about... I love style and presence. I like things that are beautiful and beyond words. I like fairly odd things and people. Goths, Emo's, suicide girls, and tatoos and different sybols and cult things intrigue, but do not draw me. I'm a cautious, and skeptical individual. I like to question motives and behaviors of people, and things. I'm into astrology and I am an Aries. I think I pretty much embodie the Aries meaning and motives in life and relationships. I know my shortcomings and try to control them so they don't hurt the people I love and care about. I've never been in love and refuse to try. I see people get hurt all the time because they think they love someone. I've seen the facade of love destroy lives of friends and family. So if you think you like me tell me and I can definately try to fathom it but it will be questioned thoroughly. I have a brother and a mother and a son who are my life. No me and his mom arent together and he has been showingsigns of Autism so keep him in your prayers and hope it's not the real thing. I like myself! I'm not into people who don't like themself and want everyone to fell as they do. Respect is a big issue with me if I don't know you I automatically don't respect you. You have to earn that from me. I'm openminded and can argue with the best of them and I like to argue, MATURELY! About, real issues, not some drama with you boyfriend or in some cases girlfriend. There's a lot more, stay tuned!!!! Realest

You know what I haven't done in a while that made me feel proud to be me? Made me feel like a man and worth something? Made me express feel powerful and strong, dominant and respected, just made me proud to be who I am? Fuck! I mean lay it down! Make the bed bang against the wall, make a woman scream out while I'm drivin it in deep and hard. Makin the titties bounce back and forth. Just dominate some pussy. Not even to come just to poundin away just for the power and sheer pleasure of it. I miss the sound of wet fleshy slaps, flesh on flesh, sloppy, passionate, intense FUCKING! I just want to feel my dick drivin inside a woman makin her scream and scratch, pull and squeeze my body. Just have a time with it. You know that part of it where it's real good unlike the fumbling beginning and the careless ending. Tha part in between when the man is at his best not too energetic but not spent. That time in the missionary position where his rock hard dick is just right. That's what I miss, that's what I been thinkin of. I just want that part right now... Realest

I doubt I'd be liked more like feared. I have a dark sadistic side that could possibly come out if I get absolute power over the world. I would live in a secluded forress on some island with a supreme vantage point to everywhere in the world. I would run the world not blaintently but mostly behind the scenes. I would pop up every now and then, but mostly stay to my own watching and waiting for somebody to fuck up. I would have covert specially trained operatives in every country to spy and monitor. Privacy would be a thing of the past. I would have mansions and castles in every country and on every island. There will be a flat tax for the whole world. I would take full advantage of all creature comforts and indulgances life has to offer. Delicacies from all over the world, a different woman in my bed every day, the power to change the value of currency when it doesn't please me. Everything in life that would make me happy until the next thing comes along, my fantasies fullfilled, the end of all turmoil and tribulation in the whole world. If you had that kind of power, what would you do? Be real! Realest

I would turn you upside down and fuck you inside out. Side to side we could slide slick sweaty, wet and sticky. I wanna feel the rain flow from that pussy. Chocolate on top of me ownin the dream ridin my dick hard and fast makin me scream. What you doin to me woman? I need to keep fuckin from the bottom stroke and so deep in those guts its caught in your throat. Suck me good while eat that chocolate creamin pie. Cum on my chin while my soldiers release within. Past those lips splashing on that tongue, take it all while I cum cum CUM!. > > I can spread your legs wide as they can go and get deeper and deeper than ever befo'! HA HA! Yes, am I hittin that spot? If I'm not let me get deeper and deeper in that wet hot spot. Brushin the G spot makin you come harder and what not. My tough rigid dick fillin you slick slippery pit in and out in and out Come on baby I'm comin again! I wanna here you shout cum with me grease up m dick, I take it out, in ya mouth, now spit it back on that dick...

Hey guys! I just was checkin out some profiles and see a lot of BF/GF things goin on. (just to let you know you might be deleted if we don't have anything to talk about and I'm just on your list for headspace). Anyway, I think it's important to let you know where I stand on the issue. I never been in a relationship, never considered my self having a girlfriend. I believe that the only true and fullfilling relationships are friendships and matrimony. The are the only lasting relationships in life. Let me break it down. If you've had more than 1 person as a bf or gf, than you have never found true love and companionship. If you're not married to that person than they aren't really yours and then you want to get mad when you get cheated on. Let me tell you this, if you haven't taken that step to get married than you really have no control over their actions. The only honored relationship is marriage in life, the Lord, and in law. If I'm wrong let me know. Don't try to say that if that person is the one I love then we should be bf/gf. No, they're your friend. Hence the nam boyfriend and girfriend. So be real about it if you're fucking you're fuck buddies or friends with benefits if there's a mutual and lasting love there then get married make it official. But, don't say oh, well my 2nd boyfriend did this and I'm so in love with my boyfriend. It's notreally smart. Anytime I talk about such things with my friends I let them know to do their homework on their potential mate, because you never know what they may be hiding from you just to get with you. Anytime, you think you have the right person pegged as a soulmate, make sure you know what is what. Make sure you won't get tired of that person. make sure you won't cheat, know what you're getting into. Realest