Monger's blog: "Never Asked, But Always Answered"

Special days come and go, seemingly faster every year. Christmas seemed like just a regular day... Granted I had a horrid case of the flu and a couple broken ribs. Still, it just didn't feel that way. Now Valentine's Day is coming, for me just another regular day. Let's see... It's been *mumbles* years since I've had a reason to be happy about the holiday, let alone buy something for that special lady. Then again, that would actually require me having a special lady. haha Being all the heartbreak I've been through over the years, I kind of gave up on the whole love thing for a very long time. For some silly reason the emptiness of being alone, seemed better than the pain of a broken heart. Show's how much I know, right? Still, I am leary of the whole thing, paranoid of being hurt and afraid of being rejected. Life lessons have taught me that seems to be the way to go. In all serious though, being alone on the day of love, or in general, sucks a biggin'. Always has, always will. Sooooo... Anyone want to be my Valentine? =-) Quick edit: I guess I seem to have mis-worded part of this entry. I meant that I finally moved past the paranoia. The fear not so much, but I'm working on it. I guess I'm best when approached, than when trying to approach. =-)

Hello all, My first blog here at the TAP, so I'll tell a little about myself and what I'm all about. Well, first off I still would like to apologize for not chatting with everyone as much as I'd like to. I still have the occasional technical issues with the website, mainly dealing with the shoutbox, loading profiles and albums. After awhile my computer just craps out on me and won't load anything CherryTAP oriented. Hopefully I'll get that sorted out soon, it has been better as of late, but isn't where I'd like it to be. I will get to all of you eventually though, I can garauntee that. Now on to your's truly. Where to start... Well like my short description on my profile says I am a very easy going guy with a twisted sense of humor. =-) Most people either get me or they don't. I really don't have a problem with that. Granted, I do have a tendancy to bumble my words and come off sounding like a jackass... haha Really though, it's normally nerves kicking in which causes my foot to go directly into my mouth. haha I'm a good guy, really. No evil intentions on my part at all... *smirk* I'm a big horror movie buff... I prefer the older classics to what passes as horror these days though. Some are decent, but they rarely have the proper feel to them. They all seem to come across as suspense more than anything. Nothing really wrong with that, just not my cup o' tea. Also like the Sci-Fi genre, but they seem to be lagging these days as well. Heh, nothing gives me a bigger kick than watching the old science fiction movies and seeing "The year 2000" or the like as the year everything goes automatic. Just watch the Thundar the Barbarian cartoon and pay close attention to the opening. The disaster the destroyed mankind happened in 1994. =-) I also like to ramble on... Can you tell? =-) well, just to close up this blog, CherryTAP is quickly becoming my favorite stop to make on the net, those I have had a chance to chat with are all VERY nice, polite and easy to talk to. If anyone wants to chat, feel free to send me a message or a shout. I'm usually around and always willing to chat. Unless you have cooties or something. =-) Til next time...