OZZY714's blog: "NEW POEMS"

There once was a girl named Marie, Who always had really dark dreams, Her heart lay open, Her words unspoken, Now in the arms of her lover she screams.

Yesterday I wept to hear the words that were said. We spoke of our life together and you marked that shit as dead. No more idle kisses and no more I love yous. We once were as one but now we’ve come back to two. Each one so much different in judgment and in thought Despite our lessons together both learned and taught Your teachings have marked me for life this I know When I said my feelings had changed Id lied Please Don’t go Then here today I almost wept I turned and I cried I’ve long cherished this love that has seemed to have Died And I tried not to show all the destruction in side And I had it under control till you left then I cried My arms ached to hold you and my lips stung for your kiss My heart was so broken how'd I let it come to this……WITHOUT YOU? Without you here in my life Who am I to be? And were am I to go? What am I to become? And what I to feel? Without you with me in my life And if I ever find another To come and be here by my side I know she’ll never have all of me Cause with our love half of me has died So as you travel down your own path I really do wish you all the best I thought what we had was so much different But we turned out just like everyone else And tomorrow I will surely weep if only in my head Swimming through my memories Of things I should have said As time passes know you’ll always be here in my heart But as time moves on I know I’ll have to make a brand new start…..WITHOUT YOU!

sO FuCK It...GooDByE Ripping like tidal waves through my veins Its the rush of the darkest moment from pain The split second you hear those intensified words The ones that leave the stomach flipping with turns Sight blacking in and out no peripheral view Trying to comprehend these words I'm not use to Heart starts to skip Sweat starts to drip Mind starts to trip Fuck get a grip She speaks again i cover my ears wipe my tears As i think to myself we've had to many years So many years and so many memories But half of those years we were nothing but enemies Hold on Stay steady Don't shake Get ready On that thought alone i gaze past her cold eyes Thanks for the good times the bad times the lies This is the end of my sleepless night cries Here's my farewell to our lost love failed tries I look down at the ground look back up in a frown This is all i know now So Fuck it GOODBYE

Net Friend I type my love for you On the TV screen Never will you truly know Just how much you mean Some may say it's crazy But I don't really care They could never understand all that we have shared All the nights you've spent with me Felt like you were here Always with a open heart And an open ear I never had to wonder If you truly care Because when I turn on my TV You words are always there

Wishful Thinking I want to cover you in roses until the thorns make you bleed. Make you feel the pain you have forced me to see. The rain falls around me like a million stabbing knives, And you don't seem to understand why my heart dies. Your soul is mine; my heart is yours. Why can't we stay like this; please stop slamming doors. I'm locked out without a key. To the ground fall pieces of me. Pieces that your touch made warm Your love was like honey that bees did swarm. My life ends when you give up. I wish I was the wine you drink from your cup. I want to be the breeze on your hot day. The sun on your back as you lay. But some devious spirit has blown out the flame. We are different, yet we are the same. Lay with me here in this grave, And pray for God my life to save. For there is no me when you disappear. My cries to you you do not hear. The pain is unbearable; I hope you can feel it. You can see the hurt in my face; I cannot conceal it. Come back to me now and let me feel your skin. Release me from these chains that hold my heart within

I Need You As My Friend!! I've been hurt so very deep By the one who once made my life complete She left her scars they do not show Imprinted them within my soul So forgive me friend if I get scared but my emotions are temporarily under repair I work on this heartbreak everyday Slowly its damage is drifting away IF you've ever been here I know you'll understand That what I need right now is for you to stay my friend

I Will Love You Anyways You walked into my Life, when my world was dark and cold, you held out your arms, and my heart and soul you did hold. You promised you would never leave, that you would always be there, I never knew that I meant so much, that my heart was worth enough to care. You showed me so many things, I started to dream of you every night, you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light. I ended up falling for you, how could I not - you're an Angel in disguise, and every touch from you makes my soul hot. But then you told me it's not the same. for you only think of me as a friend, I cannot understand this, the wrong messages you did send. I never knew you bought your friend flowers, and touched them like a lover, I never knew you held your friends' hand and caressed them under the covers. I am so far, I cannot turn back now, you are My Best friend, so what do I do now. I don't know much, except here I am again in Love with another woman who only wants to be my friend. I'm not sure if this is wrong, then again I don't know what's right, I will Love You Anyways, even if its a lonely fight.

Are We Still Friends? I could have held you all night long, I could have laid next to you forever, But then I know tomorrow soon would come, And still we couldn't be together . . . I went against what my head was saying, and followed my heart through, And instead of quitting while I was ahead, I started falling in love with you We had so much fun together, the memories we made so great, all those nights laughing and smiling, staying up so late. As the snow falls on the sidewalks, I know this too will pass, for feelings are like the seasons changing, and one season never lasts. So, I know this must stop now, and tomorrow soon will come, as we walk away and never look back, as our warm feelings become numb.

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It’s a long uphill war It’s a slow costly fight Putting down what is wrong Keeping hold of what’s right With the whole world around And its purpose to kill That one truth that you hold Like a light on a hill Every day you march on Saving those that will hear And for those that will not Every day, shed a tear You break holes in the wall Of the common belief Taking back the lost lamb From the hands of the thief You know what lies behind The appearance of good You see past the charade You see more than you should You bear more than your weak Human frame can allow You trudge on through the fight Your head high, even now Through the twisted creation Through the unending pain Through the darkness of hell Through the sin colored rain Till your war hardened body Falls to rest in the dust Till your armor of purity Begins slowly to rust In that moment of silence When your hope is all gone Know that I’ve been there always And I’m carrying you on