I dream the future
but hold onto the past
Joy fleetingly comes
but never lasts
Subconsciously I sabbotage
what could be real
For my heart is torn
it will never heal
So I drown in tears
miseries solitude
With no external beauty
love will always elude
by Michelle
It's too intense, so much pain
It slices deep, just above the vein
Emotional tourment, fills every space
Physical discomfort, takes it's place
For just one second, all is right
Pulled from the endless darkness, night