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CursedCowboy's blog: "Poems"

created on 04/11/2007  |  http://fubar.com/poems/b72796

Long Life Alone

Long Life Alone By Cursed Cowboy Do you ever feel alone like theres no one there? The world is a cold and empty place, Where the darkness is your only friend. You sit and wait but no one comes, All alone you die inside just waiting. With every passing day you lose more of your self, Soon you will be just a shell empty and hard. No one will see you now for you look different, Cold and empty is what you feel inside. Anger and hate are your only friends, For they see your pain growing. But no one care about you, All alone you wait just wanting to be loved, To feel what everyone esle feels. Is love real or is it a dream? Where is it and how do you find it? For it comes to those who wait, So you wait a life time if you have too. All you want is too feel loved, Too feel needed is what you crave. Your hunger grows with every passing breath, Your starving now all because you feel unloved. You ask yourself why are you like this? Why is everyone else happy but your cursed? All alone you sit and wait, Till the end of time.

The Person Inside

The Person Inside, By Cursed Cowboy If your not here then where are you? Do your dreams drift away, In a slow river of hope? Down the current of life. Where will it end? Where did it start? To find meaning in life you have to look inside, Deep below what we can not see. For it is there if we just look hard enough, We are more then what we seem. Life in an endless journey with many paths, The path we choose is what makes us who we are. We are who we choose to be, both good and evil. You can not have one without the other, Like you can not have love without hate. Pain will live forever for we can not change that, All we can do is embrace it for it will make you stronger. Look inside yourself and see who you are, Ask yourself where are you now? For do not fear life take it and make it what you want, Live like you want and never stop loving! Time will end and then where will you be? Be safe and be happy for your time will come, and you will meet the person inside.

This Pain I Feel

This Pain I Feel By Cursed Cowboy This Pain I feel so deep inside me, It eats away at my heart and soul. With every breath I take It hurts me more, Almost to the point of ending it all. But all I can do is fight this feeling, Enbrase the pain as if it were a part of me. Make it mine and hold it tight, Never let it go for it makes me stronger. I will take this pain and embrase it , Hold it like it were a child soft yet strong. For this pain is mine and mine alone, I will not share and I will not put it on others. I love this fire that burns inside me, It hurst but yet is warm burns yet sooths. Anger and pain will keep me safe, hold me tight and help me tell my story. For it is not a pretty one and it never was, It is a life filled with pain and envy. Wishing and hoping living and dying, Everyday is a new pain a new feeling. I love this pain I feel.

A Long Dirt Road

A Long Dirt Road By Cursed Cowboy A road less traveled is a road filled with meaning, Empty yet full with no one there. Everyone uses it but no one sees it, Its only there because we make it. Its never easy nor is it quick, for some who dare to make it. Its a road fill with hurt and pain, But for some love and joy. I choose the road less traveled, for I know I am safe there. Why do I dare to tread on this ground, For I ask myself why do I need this pain? It would have been better to take the easy road, Be happy and live my life with contentment. But I chose to take this road, For the ground come up to meet me with every step I take. It helps along catching me if I fall, Some times it hurt and makes me bleed, But I love this road because it understands me. This Road I speak of we all know, We travel it every where we go. I love this Road of life.

A Rose in a Dark Place

A Rose in a Dark Place By Cursed Cowboy Peacefull yet in pain, Dying but not in vain. With thee last breath, I give unto you all in my heart I know is true. In the dark I will sit, all alone I will wait. Until my time is near, I am given the grace of fate. I turn slowy from black to red, but not before I my heart bled. Look in my heart see my story, its not of pain and its not of glory. I am but a rose sitting the dark.
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