SaddenBlueEyesofShadowBlueTears's blog: "Poetry From Lady Aimee"

Heaven open a gate for me

It let me walk through to see

That I have the potential to be

Something greater then even I dreamed

I was floating on clouds

Soreing on the winds

Of an angle song

When all of a sudden

Hell opened up and said

Your not done

You still Have a torture of a journy to travel

We cant let you go till your done

So now my wings of joyous song is over

Till the death of this Hell is gone.

I travel this world alone

With only my heart in sorrow

Trying to make it on my own

With two kids to carry and care for

What a hell of a road to go

After my journy is done

After the pain has gone

I will still stand tall and strong

Knowing I have taken myself

To the top of the clouds on my own.

written by

AimeeBuchanan

In the dead of night you see me

Watching you from above

Looking down on your spirit

Awaiting the right time to take it

As you sleep sound and peacefull

You look above your self

You see me staring back at you and say nothin of it

You allow this darkness of me to enter into your soul

And consume every part of you untill you and I are whole

You feel and see this happen too and yet you never fight me

It makes me wonder if you asked me or invited me

So I step back and no longer take you untill the day that you decide

That deep with in your soul you want me and no longer wish to hide.

written by

AimeeBuchanan

When I look deep within your eyes.

I see something that you hide.

Something so deep that you keep from even me

Even though I beg and plead

For you to show me.

I see the pain the hurt inside.

I know the actions of my crimes.

Has cause this torture to you

For you to hide that something deep inside.

I keep on looking for reasons.

Why I should no longer

Be by your side;

But yet your eyes tell me

That there is still more locked

Inside.

If I could find the key.

I would set you free.

But the only key I know.

Is to tell you that;

I AM SORRY.

I am no longer hiding.

I know I did you wrong.

The pain you feel I feel it too

Trapping us both in this torture

Of doom.

Locked in a never ending battle

Tell someone finally says

Its through.

But every time I look deep within your eyes

I see the true love you so desperatly

Try to hide.

So many times we

have sat here and cried

So many times we

decided not to try.

Life kept us together and we dont know why.

But somewhere locked deep within your eyes

Is something we both can not lie.

For true love goes deeper then

What you can see within your eyes.

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Writen By: Aimee

AKA: HPSDRW

Deep with in my decrepit mind is something dark that darkness can not find.

Light can not come to shine

For the corners of my darken mind.

Soul once found to travel again.

Deep within the cave of sin,

Traveling there where no one can.

Beats the heart of a well dressed man.

Evil thoughts that enter in.

Man once cleaned to stubble again.

Somewhere in the mist of deceits,

There is a trail that leads to hate.

Around every corner must we see the darkness that comes after me?

Through the eyes of small children see.

The man in black; Who could he be?

Treading slow and softly flee.

Then screaming once to let me be.

Back through the deep and darkest cave.

Travel once one to ends unseen.

Going were no one has been.

Seeing things that turn your skins.

Smelling, feeding, feeling blood again.

Knowing that one more time would be the end.

Then you take a look behind and see the dimmest light that shines.

Someone some how has entered in.

An disturbed you dark and lonely silence once again.

You slowly lift the body up.

To show to your next victim to come.

Slowly, careful not to move.

Till they come close enough for them to turn and bit you too.

Soon the door closes ever so quickly.

To your darkening eye you see.

The one that came has come to belong.

Deep with in the darkest of caves.

You know this is not the life that is to be lead.

So you open the door and set her free from the darkness.

That traps you with in.

written by

AimeeBuchanan

Darkness fills up my soul today.

Knowing there are others causing my lover pain.

It fills up every part with in me , and fights to be let free.

I want to let this darkness out but I feel so connected to it now.

Just knowing its not just about him they speak,

but they enclude me into there games of trickry.

When will they all see?

That what lies beneath him,

is true and darkn' darkness.

The same which consumes me .

They only hate which they can not understand.

So there for isn't the darkness with in there hands.

When will they see?

That people just need to be free.

So now I'm holdin' back the rage.

Inside this decrepted cage.

Of which I don't hold the key to set it all free.

So now I just sit back and let the darkness consume me .

written by

AimeeBuchanan

A DARKEN SOUL SEARCHING FOR PEACE OF MIND

TAKES A LOOK INTO THE MORNING LIGHT

REST IN THE WARMTH OF THE POWERFUL GLOW

AND WATCHES AS IT CLEANS HER SOUL

SHE TAKES A BREATH WITH IN HER SELF

AND FEELS IT FREEING HER FROM THE DARKNESS

THAT ONCE BINDED HER LONG BEFORE

SHE FEELS THE WIND SWEEPING ACROSS HER

AND FEELS THE CHAINS OF FEAR, DARKNESS , AND CHAOS

BREAKING AND FALLING LETTING HER BE FREE

AS SHE SITS BY THE GLOW OF SWEET SUNSHINE

SHE NOW SEE'S AND FEELS HER SOUL TAKE FLIGHT

AND AS SHE TRAVELS HER PATH OF LIGHT

SHE HOPES THE LIGHT GROWS STRONGER EACH AND EVERY DAY

AND PRAYS THE GODS AND GODDESSES BLESS HER WITH MORE THEN KNOWNLEDGE AND PEACE ALONG THE WAY.

written by

AimeeBuchanan

Blue tears do fall upon the sweetest of cheeks,

But no one sees them only the shadows and me.

Try to find me among the shadows if you must,

But beware for there is no way you could catch up.

Seek and you will not find me;

Instead you will harppen upon unfaithful ground.

If you shall find me among the mist of the ShadowBlue Lake

There by my side will be a blue glass

That you must drink.

It holds more magic then you will ever know,

But be for warned the journy is cold,

And it tortures the soul.

Walk where you must,

Tread lightly as you go,

So that the lake of Shadow Blue Tears wont drag you

Into there sarrows.

writen by

AimeeBuchanan 7/9/09

Walking through life alone.

Heart broken and torn.

No one left by my side.

Yet all I want to do is die,

Only all I can do is cry.

Feel as if I can not breath.

Watching as the wind moves me.

I look through anothers eyes,

To see what kind of torture lies beyond this,

Boulevard of broken dreams.

All that is seen are dead trees and grass.

A small sign of someone once happy that never last. 

All due to this thing called rules. 

That has to have some paper document too.

That shows that I am free,

Yet this might be a sign,

That something is not right.

That maybe the man of my dreams is still out there waiting for me. 

Who can accept me for me.

And maybe get me off this.......

Boulevard of Broken Dreams 

by: aimeecbuchanan

In the light of his glory.

I sat  there in church.

Thinking about what has been going on in my life.

The mistakes I have made.

Teh promises I have made.

Things I have broken.

People I have hurt.

I knelt down on my knees.

Asked for his working hand in my life.

He lifted my heart and my body.

Showed me that there is more to live for then what I am fighting for.

Went to go get my bible.

The Lord showed me a sign.

A heart and a cross.

He poured out his love on me.

In one brief moment I knew,

I was forgiven for all that I cause and went through.

by: aimeecbuchanan 9/26/07

Today I walk in the shadows.

I watch how the people pass me by.

Do they see me? Really, do they?

Or can they not even see their own nose.

So they keep walking and time just seems to fly.

And all the dreams I had once held dear,

Have wilted away into Shadow Tears.

by: aimeecbuchanan