DementedAngel's blog: "Poetry"

“I don’t want to love you” The more I try to resist you The weaker I seem to get. Every time I see you I fall more in love with you I just want to hear your heart beat I don’t want to love you Or ever hear your voice I wonder what you’re thinking If you’ll ever give me a second thought I sure miss the feeling The whole idea of loving you Time is all I have Since you’ve been gone I sure miss everything about you I will be waiting for you Hoping you will return to me I just wish that for once I was important enough to talk to Don’t set me aside like I don’t matter. By: Teresa Abeyta© April 14, 2005

"Dream Come True" There are so many things That I would like to say to you. Every time we are on the phone My mind goes blank My stomach begins to turn. It’s so hard to let you go Every time I try to move on you come around And I begin to fall in love All over again I can’t give you up No matter how hard I try Your it for me You’re the only love I’ve known You are a dream come true Every time I hear your voice My heart begins to melt I’m holding on to a memory A feeling so happy and true I don’t need anyone else but you You’re my friend and so much more I don’t need a promise All I need is you… By: Teresa Abeyta© September 9, 2004

~True friends~ Most people search their entire lives For friends so caring and true. Luckily I don’t have to look any longer. Since the day I meet you, You’ve been a blessing in disguise. An angel sent down to bless my Life and help me grow. You have made such an impact in my life. Everyday I thank god for friends like you. By: Teresa Abeyta© May 13, 2005

To my one true love. Every night I sit here thinking, Thinking about how much I love you. I never realized that I could love someone so much. You stole my heart from that first moment we talked. How could I be so blind? I took so long to realize that my feelings that I felt were for you. I mistook my feelings and thought they were for someone else. If I only followed my heart from the very start. Our relationship would be further along. You cloud my every thoughts and dreams. My heart belongs to you and only you. You entered my life not too long ago but I feel like I have known you a lifetime. You’re my best friend, and my soul mate. My life partner I love you and only you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I am not whole without you. You complete me in every way possible. Every time we get off the phone I think about you until the Next time we talk. I never want to go a single moment without you. I love you! You’re my one true love…. Teresa Abeyta© August 11, 2005

*~Half Truths~* I was in this place where I didn’t matter. Spiraling down into nothingness Back where I didn’t want to be A place of empty words and un-kept promises. All I realized was I didn’t deserve better. This is the life I was meant to live That all changed. I had a wake up call. The brutal truth was given to me By someone closer to me than my family. He helped me realize I deserved better Then this destructive lifestyle I was falling into. A true friend that will always be there. A person I cherish dearly. He told me something that made me cry. I broke down when I looked at who I was becoming. A person I hated and longed to leave behind. I want to go back to liking me for me. And rid myself of empty promises and hurtful truths. The only truth is I am done, Done with the memories and words that only bring me down. So goodbye to the one person that makes me drown in my Own thoughts of inflictions I put on myself. The only thing is. It’s finally time for me. We tell ourselves that we need to change. But sometimes it’s that one person who’s voice Replays in your mind to help you come to That important decision. Making my mind up and turning my Back on a hurtful past. All is left is moving forward to finding myself. And finally letting myself believe I deserve better than half truths, And un-escapable dreams of meaningless passion. Teresa Abeyta© August 28, 2005

*~only love me~* I hope our love will flourish Beyond what it is right now. Distance maybe just a part of the Reason why sometimes we think We can’t handle this whole relationship. My love for you is so real that I can’t find any words to Describe my feelings for you. My love for you has grown so much And so strong that I can’t imagine A life without you now. My heart will always yearn for your Love and friendship. Only love me, As I only love you. Teresa Abeyta© September 1, 2005

“Boy of my dreams” I wish you knew how much I love you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Is my love for you going to be enough I hope my true feelings are always known I hope you know how much you mean to me I wouldn’t be able to go another day without You knowing that you’re my only one You’re the boy of my dreams I love the way you say my name Wanting you to hold me, whispering Sweet nothings in my ear I just want to be wanted by you With everyday that goes by the more I realize that I can’t get you out of my mind. This love that I’ve been chasing seems Further and further away A memory haunting my every dream. By: Teresa Abeyta© December 9, 2005

When I look at you, I see a person I want to be. Someone so loving and true, That one person that touched my life. And helped me look forward to A life so full of love and compassion A friendship devoted to you. As time goes by my love for you Grows and grows. To a bond so strong and true An unbreakable tie to one another With our hearts linked together Cherishing every moment, We have with each other. By: Teresa Abeyta© Jan 2006

~A love so true~ Once in a lifetime, we may find A love so pure, one of a kind. It's innocent and sweet, beautiful and divine, and in our souls it shines from one heart to another, it will continue to grow. The passion was soaring in my veins within The way I was feeling felt like a sin. My heart was pounding my body ached with delight The most sensual moments were on this beautiful night. So I just wanna say my love for you is true Along with these words I wanna say " I love you" Sending you my love with words spoken true From the depths of my heart I send them to you. By:Teresa Abeyta© June 25, 2006

Lost I dream of holding you, Beneath the stars. Dancing to a song only you, And I can hear. Getting lost in your eyes. My love revolves around you And only you. Yet we are miles apart, But together by heart. By: Teresa© Oct. 23, 2003