Mandie's blog: "Poetry"

The drunk drinking herself to death, the vile stench of her breath, wine in the left hand vodka in the right, drinking all day and all through the night you want to help her but cant find a way, so u smile and just hope that it all goes away, but deep down inside you know that shes dead, and every morning will she get up from her bed screaming and crying ohh i cant take no more, but youve heard all of this time and time before, oh shutup mum your not going to change your fucking deranged, oh yes i will i love you to much dear ill stop tommorrow while she clutches in her hand a can a beer tommorrow comes out, comes the sun but mum is still drunk darkness once again prevails one day i say one day it will change

dream control i sit alone at night and prey, will i see another day, waiting for the sun to shine, but till then the night is mine. i slowly fall into a deep sleep, where i am victim for all the creeps, music playing mind control, i fall into the dark black hole. floating on the ground i feel, everything seems so surreal, magic flowing out like air, i dont like this feeling of despair, i try and wake from this dream, i try and shout i try to scream But the dream has got complete control, And pulls me further into its hole. im stiff with fear, i feel someoene hear, I cant look round i hear there sound, please someone free me from this dream, i want back in reality. cars go rushing by, darkness takes the sky, night time falls and im still here, i cant seem to wake im frozen with fear, i hear my name being called somewhere i turn around there standing there I try to run my feet stand still, my body shakes i get a chill, ive left my soul ive left my mind, im here for you to try and find

dont lie to me Category: Writing and Poetry Am i going out of my mind, Am i living in a world of lies, Do you see me, do you care, If you want me i aint urs 2 share. im sick of lying, im tired of hurt, I want ure honesty, dont b a jerk, I know your listening, i know u well, Please just tell me am i your girl. I never done this to you, Ive always been there for you, But now your hurting me your giving me grief I cant do this anymore, its time to turn a new leaf. im sorry babe for what i done, i didnt mean it i just want some fun, I know ive killed you deep inside, Ill make it up 2 you, im sory i lied. If i forgive you, if u make 1 more promise that u cant break, be here ure daughter be here 4 ure son,, dont let them down like uve done 2 there mum. i cant keep hllding onto alie, be here 4 ure kids, but from me its goodbye