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What are you waiting for?
You look at me with hungry eyes yet you never see me .Your like a pack of dogs after a peace of meat . You and your fantasies have caged me . And you over there I hear the things you say .and the things that role off your tongue as if vipers . And yet you don’t see me .I am shy and hidden away .you look at my flesh as if I were an ice cream you listen to my words yet you have never taken the time to see me . You hear my voice yet you have never heard me . Lost in a visual world jailed by society. You say beautiful delicious and all theses things yet you have never seen nor heard me . You try to slut me up or tare me down yet none have taken the time to know me . Trapped in a fleshy jail of majestic form screaming from within .I am someone not a something .I detest this place where all stare but do not see all listen but do not hear . I scoff at the world that has trapped me within a stereotype . All because you didn’t get to know who or what I was. Just what your eyes told you . Had you open your eyes and looked for me you would have found a person just like you or just like her I am a soul a light that is within in everyone but how would you know . Cause you never took time to see or hear me
you ever seen the ocean of colors in the beauty of an eye? have you ever felt the softness of a bunny and realized it was not as sweet as skin. have you ever compared the rhythm of the wind to the surrealness of a whisper in your ear ? have you ever held your arms out to hold a child who needed a hug or smiled at a stranger just to see them do it in return ? have you ever wondered where the compassion was going as you watched it disappear . have you seen the back of love and wondered why it had turned . did you scream did you shout or did you just watch it all walk out . drowning in tears now we are with would have should have and could haves . and wondering what went wrong ....
I am not sure how or why we tend to walk away from love we search it out and not know it when we see it and we turn away . we not see it at first but years later when we have made our choices we wake in the middle of the night sweat on our brows . missing the way they felt within our arms the smell of their hair the softness of their touch . the way their smiles seemed to make everything better. The way the tone of their voice tickled our ears . the way when we held their hands seem to make us feel hole yet we turned and walked away . sometimes we are all hooked in to other relations yet our hearts weather we like it or not haunt us because we know our selfishness and attitudes drove us away .the sadness fills within cause we long for just one more hug one more kiss one more walk down that moonlit beach . the longing for love is within us all .within the walls of love we are held like prisoners .captive to the love we had shared as the tears drop from our eyes we look up and wonder what we have done. Will we ever be hole again before the end of time . why oh why are we prisoners to love ?
love can not be bought or sold nor can it be nor can it be taken or stole it is given freely and has to be absorbed . you will find it in the beauty around in the glimpse of an eye the warmth of a touch . sweet words are nice and pleasing to hear . but love can not be found there . search in your heart find one that fills you complete that is where love can be found in each one of us .
How many worlds live within us I wonder .There is that world of Romance and love that dwells within. The ideals of two people sharing one space .Those quiet dinners shared bathes ,the walks being hand in hand. The feeling one has when they know they are no longer lost. There is the world of angry things the world where everyone and everything looks bad. Society that kills one another for what reason I do not understand . The hurtful words that come so loud. The bickering and belittling done in the name of a friend ? There is the world of pain where cuts do bleed .There is the pain that really counts .I mean the ones that stick in your heart and never go away . There is the world of positive versus negative going on in every ones brains. They way the option should I or shouldn’t I . That’s a funny question people battle some have no problems they just do as they please. Some battle with right from wrong. Some say there is a world of solitude I have not seen . I close my eyes and see a mountain of worlds with in me . Never have I closed my eyes and silence been there . I hear the oceans I see the trees I can smell the sun the rain even the snow. I can taste the salt of the sea’s I can taste the dirt from the forest or even feel the pedal of a flower upon my skin . When I close my eyes I can see smell and taste anything I want. I can live in a world where everyone treats everyone like a first love . I can live in a world where no harm ever comes to anyone. I can live in a world that all music is good for ones soul. I can live in a world of many colors shapes and sizes but each as beautiful as the next with out conflicts. There is the world of self control .Funny word self control it says your heart is not pure you have to fight to stay on the right. There is a world where everything is natural a place that the light grows bright love is always there and there just isn’t any word as self control. It’s the world of who we were meant to be . We are taught from the start of anger madness lashing out yelling scolding controlling. Thing like lying is ok if no one is hurt bye it that taking from another is ok if there is reason . The world of following those before us I call it. How may worlds can live within us ? We are all like gods we affect everything around us the water the land the trees the grass the dirt the rocks the air we breath the children and the people around us even some we never even met. Yet our hearts are not pure so in this world view who’s fault is this ? The thing is all answers all music all emotions all words all reactions all love all all .Can be found within feel the world inside and make it the world you want .How we are in our worlds makes the whole of every living thing amongst us . So what world will you create today?
If I were only wrapped in the arms of love what a glorious day it would be no longer trapped in this life of Romantic dream's of holding her close to me . if only I could see those soft sensual lips close to mine . oh what a glorious day it could be. Loves of the past withering away inside of me .yet the passion sill grows with in me .like a fire out of control the desire to be wrapped in the arms of love still resides in me . take my heart and hold it carefully so that the flame last through eternity . oh what a wonderful day it could be for you and me wrapped in the arms of love .
Dropped on a planet of midnight darkness all around .Tormenting me as I know I came from a planet of light. Everywhere depression souls and hearts forgotten , in days of agony . Searching this rock for light spots so far and few between . Looking to turn midnight in to day shedding my light away .Yet the sound of joy’s seem so far . The tiny ones bruised , molested and left for dead, The bigger ones as if drones following misguided views in to the darkest pits ever known . My soul weeps for the sadness that dwells . At last there in the distance like fire flies . I see the lights here and there .hope surges a new energy within I draw closer to observe . A smile here a smile there the light begins to grow . like an angelic choir laughter starts to ring in my ear . Hope . There is hope . As I circle this globe of doom .I see light here and there. Those trying to get others to glow wake up wake up see me here. Let the light in and your smile shine . Wake up to your own view . Let your soul meet your heart this moment hear me .Wake up wake up climb from the pit of a societies views....
Don’t get me wrong, I do not think that I am any better then anyone , I have sinned and sinned again,. Your, views are just as important to you as mine are to me. That is plain to see. And I am happy that you have chosen . the way I see yours are of the same value as my own. They are ours to choose as we will .We are individuals its clear to see , your .makes you no less then me, nor me less then you . If you and me were the same. You and I would become us . that would become we , then turn to me ,or just I . Me and you we are to remain different that’s plain to see. yet we are one. Or that is how it was meant to be in this view of mine.. just sayn
There is no individual in group or party thought. so try being you with just your thoughts . No one knows you like you should .
Trapped in a circle of ever wanting the things that touch thy heart , in my dreams i see your smile. smell the soft scent of your perfume . I hear your voice and the birds singing as if you were in song . I can see the love in your eyes . and my heart seems full but then i wake to the empty pillow and realize we have not yet met . Trapped in a circle of needing those things that makes my soul want to fly , like holding hands a tender kiss a hug . yet when i wake i realize we have not yet met . Trapped with in the prison of my heart waiting patiently for the day I wake to you
