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What are you waiting for?
It's the little things about you i've grown so very found of
this goes so much more beyound then a simple kiss or touch
it's the soul i see inside of you so pure and simple still
you make my heart a flutter with the smiple words you utter
no one else can make me feel this way i feel inside
so much or more then love and or lust for those things we put a side
every moment spent with you is a moment for which i'd die
my soul feels simply lost with out you it even makes me cry
never needing to say good bye is a day for which i wait
holding on to every word simply so my heart wont ache
longing too speak too you agian makes me feel as i have gone mad
the purest soul the kindest heart the sweetest love i've known
how i've come to find you is something i'll shall never know
seeig how i make you smile fills my heart with joy
seeing how i make you feel makes this an easy choice
your heart is where i long to stay still you keep it guarded as i were to break it
i'd wait a thousand years for you or a millenium for sure
just please don't make me wait so long for my heart is surely yours
When it's a battle between heart and mind who do you let win.
Your heart says jump your mind tells you slow down be careful.
Slow and steady wins the race? or maybe sometimes going fast is the winning edge.
Finding pieces of me in you feels so right makes it so hard to hold back.
Do I let the levy break or do I hold back the floods.
There's so much too say but we have so much time.
Feelings we both share.
Fears we both have.
So many questions.
So many ways this could go wrong.
Yet here I am on the edge so ready to jump.
But will you jump with me.
We maybe apart for now in body, but we're together in our hearts.
This might not yet be love but it's and so much more then a crush.
So for you I will sit on the ledge hoping waiting missing and thinking of you.
Things aren't always what they seem, so guarded is a heart that can not sing.
Blinded by those things which are not seen.
Broken is the soul kept with in.
Haunted by the thoughts and sounds of him.
Alone she walks in a world of sin.
Judged by the world with there snickers and grins.
A scarelet letter which burns so bright.
Forever rememinding her of that fairful night.
Luts thought was love taken a flight.
Shattered reality when he was gone at first light.
A scorned lover rises with in looking for a fight.
How to heal a soul so badly burned.
How to heal a heart so blacked and turnned.
How to get revenage on a heart that used tourted raped and abused.
Only by living life and forgetting ones sorrow.
sometimes love is illogical, irrational, and uncontrollable
most often times love is a surprise attack you never see coming
in a form you'd most certainly wouldn't expect.
there's no reason for no answers for why
it just is
either you take it in stride and be happy with it as it comes
or you reject it spending your life always wondering what if
what if i ignore everything everyone says
what if i thought for myself just that one time
would life with person have been better
would we still be together
would i have never lost my best friend
questions that will never be answered
so why is it then love is unmanageable
why does love have to be random
why is it when it's real love you never have a fucking clue.
it;s like a having a duh moment when it hits you and your whole world changes
you become scared
your behavior around them changes despite how hard we try and hide it
internal debate on whether or not they feel the same way
and the what ifs begin
what if they don't feel the same
will you loose a friend
what if they do feel the same
what next
will it last
is it worth risking a friendship for
what will our friends say
love isn't always as easy as black and white as hard as we try
love's a test
a test of our faith in other people
a test of our trust, our will power, our commitment.
love isn't alway about loving simple what's good for you
love is accepting and loving any way those that fight against us
while love may not come once in a life time it does last a life time.
we may grow apart and move on but love is always there
it hurts and reminds us that while yes love can be grand love also hurts.
and while loves grand love alone can not keep two together
love is work a full time job, it's almost never easy and they're will always be ruff patches. you have to work at it to make it work.
While being in love is grand and the feeling of that love returned is wonderful.
There is a love we should all work at and keep going.
they love we have for our selfs.
because if you can't love your self how can you love someone else........
Something inside of me grows
angry, scared, even confused
thought i had it alll figured out
thought i had the one thing i would never loose
then you went and changed the rules
i gave my heart to you
you left me to bleed
hurt anger confusion betrayed
none of these fit
left to face myself i cry
i'm out of reason to believe
out reason to go on
out of faith that there's something to be learned form this
i'm left hallow alone
a whole that you left in me
take this heart of mine for it no longer belongs to me
you came and took it from me
in it's stead grows a new
not as strong not as whole
but at least i know im getting over you
holding on to what's left of me
never again to feel this pain
to know this kind of shame
no more tears for the one who left me hurt
holding back the tears
holding back the anger
stitching up this whole you left
i put on a brave face
hold my head up and move on
in time i'll learn to let go
in time i can forgive
till then i'm a solder tending to an abused heart
So take the love i'm willing to give and forgive me the rest for this abused heart needs time to heal
Waiting On The Edge Of Whats Right For You And Whats The Right Thing To Do. There Is A Thin Line That Line Sometimes Becomes Blurred. It Even Disappears. What Do You Do Then. Do You Let Ur Heart Jump Or Do You Let Your Brain Make You See Reason. Do You leave Your Self Open To Happiness or Worse Misery. Or Do You Close Your Self Off Devote Your Self To Loneliness. What Do You Do When You See Everything You Ever Wanted But You Can't Have It. What Do You Do When You Find The Right One For You Only To Have To Watch That Person Be Happy With Another. Do You Wallow in Self Pitty Or Do You Suck It Up And Move On. What Ever You Do Don't Forget You. Only You Can Make You Happy Only You Can Love You The Way You Need. Because In The End You Is All You Have. So Treat You Right.
Were love is present soon it fails
the heartbreak insuses and the heartache lingers.
love can take you into a thousand places and then simply break you in two.
love is a grand design over simplified by words.
like lust and want mistaken for love
leaves one beaten down hurt and abused.
choice your words wisely better yet let your emotions shine thru
never say i love you if you know its not true.
loving you is like watching the tides the first time.
so easy so simple so beautiful.
you make my rainy skies blue again.
your my good feeling my reason for breathing.
your the first and last person i look at everyday.
the first and last person i think of.
day dreams come so easy yet the wait for you seems so hard.
miles away is my love the yearning for you grows with everyday.
the wait seems imposable even unbearable some days.
yet i wait for you.
a pure untainted honest love.
and just when i thought life and love and finally became one in my life.........
you left.
my scars are all i have left to show.
my body may heal and scars may fade but the scars on my heart or forever.
alone i cry and whisper how could you do this to me.
YOUR A LIAR....................i miss you..............................YOUR HEARTLESS....................your all i can think of.................................I HATE YOU.....................................................................................
I LOVE YOU
