tabbycat1's blog: "SAYING"

lets see here i was told last night i have a dark personality... hummm do i or is it just all the bullshit i have been threw since i was a lil girl... there were things that have made me this way things that have made me so bitter and unhappy at times like trusting guys .... yeah something happened to me that no one knows about... that has made me very bitter.... and my family life growing up has made me unhappy and hateful at times... i have became a better person in most ways because of it but i seem to get stuck in the same fucked up ordeal at times not meaning to ... you read my stuff you take it one way when it was ment another... i gave my heart away two years ago and he total fucked with it then broke it... i try not to put it there anymore... i am a real loving person i never met a stranger i could sit and have a real good chat with... i have my moments and my days... like any normal person does... i know im not perfect and i know i have my faults god who doesnt. so if you read stupid shit on my blog or my page its me getting shit out... hell it is me and 5 kids most of the time here by myself and most of it is stress... lol who wouldnt be....lol... but my true friends will stick by me at a time when im this way and if you care to know me or more about me im and we can talk .... i love each and everyone of my friends new and old ... come see mr on yahoo.... tabbycat101475@yahoo.com.... so if i say something on here its not ment towards one person or hell may not be ment towards or for anyone.... peace yall have a greatday whats left of it ....

EVER WONDER WHY PEOPLE COME INTO YOU PAGE ? IS IT TO SEE WHAT YOU ARE UP TO OR MAYBE TO SAY SOMERHING LIKE HI HOW ARE YOU. OR TO SEE WHO YOU TALK TO ... JUST A PASS THREW NO COMMENT NO RATE NO NOTHING JUST THE MARK OF THEIR PIC ST SHOW HEY I STOPPED IN BUT I DIDNT TAKE TWO SECONDS TO RATE OR COMMENT TO SAY HI I STOPPED BY... HELLO I SEE YOU... I WONDER SO TELL ME WHY... I HAVE TALKED TO ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE PEOPLE VISIT THEIR PAGES AND ALOT JUST GO IN AND LOOK NEVER RATE OR COMMENT... COME ON IS TO MUCH TO ASK FOR A RATE OR COMMENT.......

this has been the most fucked up birthday ... today is my bday and its like i am not here ... not talking internet world real world... it sucks so fucking bad sometimes i wish everything would go away... you think you have friends but they arent so fuck it all ... going to get drunk not ... hope you all have a better day than me...

well today the man i have been married to of and on for the past almost 14 years packed his shit and left... cant say that i dont blame him i did sleep with another man and did get pregnant with the other mans kid and still have the other man comin around... well i guess i am stupid for doing it and i guess he is stupid for stickin around ... feelings were lost long ago but sometimes we follow the wrong path .... and i feel like shit cause i have hurt him but he has also done shit to hurt me but i will be free of it all very soon i pray... just had to get this thought out of my head....

ok men are so confusing i try to understand them but i am better off trying to figure out what the hell the dog is saying when he barks... i try to see and understand guys or certain ones they dont want you or want to be with you and you give them every chance you can and then when you have enough of the bulllshit you tell them to stay away and what the hell happens they show up at your door and act like its nothing and then leaves smilein and gives you a hug and a kiss and sometimes a tongue kiss that to me is intamate ... and only ones you truely care about or love gets those not just anyone... but anyways i think i will go lezbo that way i know how a woman feels and what we want and not have to worry about guys shit not saying i dont like dick cause i love it and well the other i dont know had my tongue there and to chicken shit to do anything lol it was a joke for a assshole... but god do you know what im sayin guys why you got to be so difficult ???

what do you do when the world is against you when you have noone to turn to when you get lied to by the same person so many times and your the one to be called the whore... what do you do when you try to get the babies dad to have something to do with his kid after he lost his first daughter. and fixin to be the loose of his second born but will be by his third born everyday .... sorry if i hurt you but they both should have died in delivery... not my daughter but your son and his bitch mother because of her you have lost someone who was true to you and the most precious lil girl in the world... is this the way i should feel or is it my anger ... or is it two years of being lied to and shit on everyday... someone tell me...

IT'S HARD BEING A WOMAN... ONE MUST THINK LIKE A MAN... BEHAVE LIKE A LADY... LOOK LIKE A YOUNG GIRL... AND WORK LIKE A HORSE... LOL I THINK THIS IS TRUE...