Sweet and Sassy's blog: "STUFF"

Well lets see- yesterday i got a text message from my daughter about 3:10pm while she was on the bus. the text message said HELP, with that said i called her to find out what was wrong. i hear her talking to people who were trying to get her name so i asked her what was going on and why someone was asking how to spell her name. she then told me that her bus was in an accident. i hung up with her called my mom told her what was going on and went to the scene of the accident. all the kids were still on the bus by the time i got there. ems keept coming over talk to the parents letting us know that they were all ok. they sent another bus over to get the kids to take them back to the school so the nurse could check the kids out. my dauthers father went to the school to pick her up and bring her home. i go home to wait for her and then she calls me up from her cell crying on the phone, so then i ask her what was wrong and she told me that her back was bothering her really bad. her dad then got on the phone and said that they were going to the hospital to get her looked at, i said ok i will be there (up at the squad building) so when i got there she was still crying cuz she was hurting bad, she gets into her dads car and they head up to the hospital. i was on my way as well. we get to the hospital and when she gets seen in fast track they take her for x-rays and they say she has back strain from the accident. my daughter is doing ok but she is still hurting. THANK GOD I GOT MY DAUGHTER A CELL PHONE!

SOME PEOPLE KNOW ME AND SOME DON'T. SOME MAY CALL ME A BITCH, WHORE, SLUT, ETC.... BUT THOSE OF YOU WHO REALLY KNOW ME KNOW HOW I AM. YOU KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON I CAN BE, WHAT KIND OF PERSON I HAVE BECOME. SOME OF YOU KNOW MY SECRETS SOME OF YOU DON'T. IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME I DON'T CARE CUZ I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH YOU. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME TALK TO ME NOT SOMEONE ELSE.

Is it wrong for wanting the person you fell in love with to respect you? Is it wrong for wanting them to love you back equally? Was it wright to stay for so long when it went all wrong? Was it wrong for trying so hard for so long? Is it wrong to walk away when nothing has changed and your a little scared? Is it wrong to start standing up for yourself and your kids? Is it wrong to start being strong for yourself and your kids? IS IT WRONG TO TRY AND BE HAPPY NOW?

Naughty Application JUST BETWEEN US SO BE BRAVE,FILL IT OUT & SEND IT BACK TO ME...lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. If you had me alone and all to yourself, what would you do? 25.What your number?

YOU ALL KNOW MY AGE, THAT I AM GOING TO BE GETTING DIVORCED, AND THAT I HAVE 3 KIDS. WHAT SOME YOU YOU DON'T KNOW IS THAT WHEN I WAS BORN, I WAS BORN WITHOUT MY LEFT (TIT) PECTORAL MUSCEL. I AM NOT TOO OPEN WITH IT BUT WHAT THE FUCK. I DID GET AN IMPLANT IN BACK IN OCTOBER OF 2000. I STILL DON'T LIKE THE WAY MY CHEST LOOKS. BUT WHAT MORE CAN YOU DO. I NEVER KNEW WHAT PEOPLE REALY THOUGHT OF ME TILL I GOT IN HIGH SCHOOL. I GOT TEASED ALL THE TIME TO WHERE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE IN SCHOOL ANYMORE. I GOT THREW IT ALL FOR THE MOST PART. I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE DATEING BECAUSE I NEVER KNEW WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT ME AFTER BEING WITH THAT PERSON. WITH MY SELFASTEAM LOWER THEN DIRT I ALWAYS HAD MY GUARD UP. ANYTIME I WAS WITH ANYONE I TOLD THEM ABOUT IT UNLESS IT WAS A ONE NIGHT THING. ANYMORE NOW I JUST DON'T CARE CUZ IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME FOR ME THEN YOU CAN FUCK OFF.

WELL TODAY IS FRIDAY 6-8-07 AND I LEAVE FLORIDA TOMORROW NIGHT. I'VE HAD A GOOD TIME WHILE I WAS HERE. HUBBY AND I HAVE BEEN TALKING THE LAST COUPLE OF DAY'S ABOUT MOVING TO FLORIDA FOR GOOD. WHEN I GET MY SETTELMENT FOR MY BACK INJURY I AM GOING TO GET A GOOD LAWYER AND GET FULL CUSTODY OF MY OLDEST DAUGHTER SO I CAN MOVE WITH NO PROBLEM. GIVE OR TAKE 2-4 YEARS AND I WILL BE IN FLORIDA. I ENJOYED SPENDING TIME WITH MY FRIEND AS WELL CONCIDERING THE FACT THAT I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN 18 YEARS. SHE STILL LOOKS THE SAME TO ME AND I STILL LOOK THE SAME TO HER. SHE IS A VERY BUSY PRODUCER WITH GARNET PRODUCTIONS SO WHAT EVER TIME I HAVE HAD WITH HER IT HAS BEEN GREAT HANGING WITH HER. MIAMI INK IS AWESOME BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF WE WERE ABLE TO MEET AMI AND THEM. WHILE AT SOUTH BEACH MIAMI I GOT BURNT BAD BUT I ALSO USED SUNBLOCK WHICH IS EVEN WORSE. I LOOK LIKE A DAM LOBSTER. IT'S KINDA FUNNY BUT IT HURTS LIKE A BITCH. ALL IN ALL I HAD A KICK ASS FUCKING TIME HERE AND I WANT TO MOVE HERE.

MY HUSBAND AND I ARE GOING TO BE GETTING A DIVORCE. THE REASON FOR THIS IS BECAUSE HE HAS TO GROW UP. I AM TIRED OF ACTING LIKE HIS MOTHER WHEN WE HAVE 3 KIDS'S TO TAKE CARE OF AND HE MAKES IT 4. I TOLD HIM TODAY AGAIN THAT I WANT A DIVORCE AND HE NEEDS TO GET HIS SHIT TOGETHER. IF HE GET'S THE HELP HE NEEDS AND STICKS WITH IT FROM NOW ON, WE WILL SEE WHERE WE GO AFTER A YEAR OF BEING DIVORCED. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS. I CAN'T KEEP BEING BROUGHT DOWN BY HIM WHEN SHIT HIT'S THE FAN, BECAUSE WHEN THAT HAPPEN'S I AM ALWAY'S THE ONE TO PICK EVERYTHING UP. THE DRUG AND ALCOHOL ADDICTION HAS GOT TO COME TO AN END AND I HOPE IT DOES.