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this has been in my head all damn day...
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Three names I go by:
1. Mela
2. Melanie
3. Vanima
Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. Casino
2. Waitress
3. Bartender
Three Places I have lived
1. Lake Charles, LA
2. Moss Bluff, LA
3. Westlake, LA
Three Favorite drinks
1. Coke
2. rum
3. juice
Three TV Shows that I watch when I get to watch
1. Weather
2. Trueblood
3. Sons of anarchy
Three places I have been
1. Los Angeles
2. Baltimore
3. Grand Cayman
People who text me regularly
1. Shannon
2. Addison
3. Randrick
Three of my favorite foods
1. Chocolate
2. Pizza
3. Choc... umm.. Beef :D
Three friends who I think will respond
1. Have
2. No
3. Idea
Three Things I am looking forward to
1. FRIENDSHIP
2. fewer doc. appointments
3. having a life!
Welp i had my surgery 3 weeks ago. go for my follow up tomorrow. in a few weeks i have my scope to see if i have tumors in my bladder.. hopeing not. would kinda suck.
someone asked me a question a few days ago that kinda terrified me... they asked if i was going to beable to have kids.. i stopped dead in my tracks... i don't know what my chances are now... and that scares me.. i REALLY want kids..
blarg
they are freezing my cervix on tuesday... still showing bad paps...
on august third.. they are doing a cystoscopy to check for tumors in my bladder...
i hate doctors.
had some creepy guy following me around...i am ALMOST positive it was the same creepy guy who tried to get my number last time i went there.. seriously... if you are over 50.. with fucked up teeth... i am NOT going to be interested
had 4 women ask me where i got my dress from because they loved it...
i hate this dress.. it is ugly.. but super comfy and cooler than shorts and a tank because of the fabric
I get to say this..
*clears throat*
I got laid.
Be aware that you clicked this knowing it is gonna be fulll of drama.. but i wouldn't mind some opinions here!
Most of the people who actually read my blogs (as random as they are...) know that my husband and i are getting divorced... should be final any day now... but if not... here is a little back story!
Two weeks after we separated (supposed to be temporary separation...) I find out he has a girlfriend. (really? and you said you loved me... wtf is that?) her and i were at one time friends... not anymore of course.. shes a fucking slutmonkey...... with the same name as me at that.. (well at least he won't have to worry about saying the wrong name... not like we had sex... that was nonexistant... which i am actually glad about because 2 weeks? really? like i believe that.. i still think he was cheating on me.... ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!
backstory on her... she is a slut... sleeps around with pretty much anyone.. male or female... plus.. her baby daddy (yes she has a kid.. he wasn't ready to be a daddy to my kid.. but is sure taking on for hers) was sleeping with an HIV positive chick at the same time as he was sleeping with her...
SOO the new drama... I came across some information from a guy that he has been sleeping with her... even had half naked pictures (that she texted him.. so there was a date on it...) and text messages saying how she wanted to be with him, but she had to decide what to do about zach...
I am PISSED... because while i may not want a relationship with him again... (i know who has been in her pussy... no penis that touches her will ever go near mine) i do love my husband and care if he gets hurt... so i call him.. i tell him that i know he isn't going to believe me.. but blah blah blah... he calls me a liar... i tell him the name of the guy.. he calls HIM a liar...
NOW... I had thought about it all day... and i send a message to a "friend" of mine.. a mutual friend supposedly... i say i think i messed up telling zach the truth about some things... and he flips out on me calling me a liar too! then proceeds to tell me that the reason that zach doesn't like me... and that all of my old friends don't like me (meaning all of zachs friends) was because all i did was start drama... oh and that i was JEALOUS that he was happy....THEN when i kept saying that I didn't lie about it he said well the other option is that Tim CREATED the texts and photos... I was like WOW.. really??
THEN it is said that Tim tried to PAY her to leave zach... wow.. LO.. amazing...
Tim is ready to kill LOL
Me? I am thinking tihs is all stupid.. she is lying about soooo much... sooner or later.. she is gonna bury herself.. and i want to be holding the shovel...
So.. did I do the wrong thing telling him about it? I don't think so...
So hi people.. remember me?
Haven't been here in a while.. let me do a quick rundown of whats been going on...
1) been working a shit ton... which is good for me.. i like working.. keeps me sane
2) been a medical mess.. but don't have cancer! I did have a severe infection that has caused me a lot of trouble... still not QUITE clear up... got more tests in a week to see what the next round of stuff to do to me is... (yay for getting ink shoved in my bladder.... -.-)
3) because of medical stuff... i have failed a class that i was doing great in... i can't get caught up.. hopefully he will agree to drop me rather than fail me... i emailed him today begging him...
4) other class is going great though... right now i have an A i think.....
5) Husband still has his whore girlfriend... not that I am bitter or anything.. i just can't stand her... i know where she is been... shes a fucking slut..
6) i am still not getting laid... but i am ok with that at the moment...
7) got a new tattoo.. (see picture)
8) 2 days after i got the tattoo... i tear a ligament in the same damn shoulder/neck....
9) doctor put me on steroids to heal the ligament faster.... so the 30 pounds i lost in a few months... gained most of them back in a week... still have 5 days on the steroids too...
10) pain pills = good
11) drinking a gallon of cranberry juice a day = not good
12) registered for fall classes-taking ALL math classes.. cause i am a slacker and need to catch up...
13) Not taking classes this summer, gotta get my praxis exams done... remind me to schedule that k?
14) Kittens are getting giant... another week or so and they get to go to their new homes (thank god... 6 cats in my little house is just a BIT much)
15) I hate steroids... they make me eat... and make me fat... hence how i got so big in the first damn place.... started with my stupid knee...
16) Loving hanging out with Shannon, he is becoming a great friend.... still have a GIANT crush on him.. and his clingy, "no one else can have her even if i don't want her" drunkin ways don't help.. but i am handling it..
17) Jason is.. iffy... i have a great time with him... he is a SWEETIE.. but kinda flaky sometimes...
18) OH! Met with shannon the other night... and just so happened he had my BEST friend with him from YEARS ago... His name is mike and we pretty much attacked each other when we saw each other... happy happy joy joy.. i have my mikey back! (hadn't seen him in 2 years)
19) mike wants to kill my husband
20) my sister is going to have her little boy in 2-3 weeks... so excited... but wish it was me...
21) i poked smot again
22) and again
23) and probably will AGAIN
24) someone hand my pain pills to me please?
25) and a wood chuck beer? oh wait... can't have that... stupid meds
thats about as much of an update i got right now...
any questions?
