teecup35 Mrs Murphy's blog: "Teresa's Poetry"

Life is so very confussing as times
goes by it seems very amusing although
I want to cry Life is so unfair, it seems to
have dealt me a bad hand and tempting me
to take a dare. Knowing I can't stand another
bad scare, I saw him with her it hurt real bad
but it's only a blur that made me super scared
I saw him and he saw me. I turned toward them
and I took my leave. I only wish I had it on film
He turned white they just starred I'll never forget
that night for they could only glare before I took
any flight....

I met a guuy the other night, I think I have begun
to like him. He acts as if he feels the same. One
problem is that he may want to remain free. He
said he would call but I don't think he will. I'm
bracing myself for a fall. I keep waiting still. I
jump everytime the phone rings, thinking it will
be __________ only to feel the heartache it brings
knowing I will still be lonely I'll never understand these
things. Why would he say it if he weren't sincere knowing
I would I would hold it very dear I would do to see him
except for fear of rejection that I'm afraid I would recieve
instead of affection. If only I knew weather to be sad and blue
or be glad cause my wish may come true that he could be had &
he woould say, " I WANT YOOU TOO"

I met a special person last night even then
I knew he would be different from the other
two only he could be my right to take me away
from my fright. The first few days I could not
believe all the time he spent with me he said he
loved me in many ways even then I could not see
I was living in a daze I thought I knew him well, but
only time would tell soon all his time was spent playin'
pool. He no longer had time for me. He told me girlfriends
were uncool. I had been aside for everyone to see what a
fool he made of me....

I met him one day we went out that night
Oh how I wanted to stay. My life had never
looked so bright. I knew he would go away
Everything seemed really great but I noticed
a certain reserve I chose to ignore it at my rate
because I really didn't deserve it. It was just a
quick of fate.. ____________, had already taken
his heart. She had it for well over a year. I wish I
had known from the start. It would have saved
many tears.Well, that is how I stood. I tried to
forget, knowing I never would If only we had never
still cause we could...

Now we are together but yet apart
somethings never last forever. Maybe
this is just the start. ______________
maybe by my side and still be far away
He is still my guide, I won't go astray.
My mind is in a whirl. Sometimes I'm
just in a daze. I think he is with another
girl. Only I know it is a phase. Time is the
only answer and that I have plenty of.. He
often sees another. Most are around twenty
We are still with each other, but not the way I
would like. Things need to go further. They need
to inore.....

Instead of a frown on your face
put a smile in it's place. Instead
of shedding tears from a broken
heart shed tears of joy, comfer, be
smart. Isn't laughter sweeter than
cryin' doesn't make life worth the tryin'
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(3) Who can hold my hand look me
in the eye and never lie, To him
I will always say, "I LOVE YOU"
He may never look my way, he
may never say, "I LOVE YOU TOO"
But there may come a day he will decide
to stay. Until then, ________________,
I will be here waiting for you...

I always know when I'm gonna see him
By a certain feeling I get sometimes it's
dim. But I always know it's because of
him. That feeling can take my breath away
it is somethng I can't ignore because it's
inside me to stay and to remain forever more
I wish I didn't have that feeling cause now I
believe he has been stealing part of me I can't
retrieve. I know he doesn't care but my feelings
is still deep inside and it seems so unfair that he
can just put his aside I wonder if it was ever really
there.

So now your going to be wed to someone you
say you love. I want to say wait but I keep quiet
instead because there is no reason I know of except
for what I've read. I hope he loves youas much in return
because you deserve the best. He has chosen you from all the
rest. You have alot to learn, be careful and always show your concern
I'm always here as your friend if yoou ever need to talk. I'm not sure
how much help I could be in understanding him. Remember now you
must think as we and not me. Happiness is all I want for you and
_____________ as well. Best wishes is all I have for you two from
your friend _______________.

Does he love me, or does he not or does
he just like me or care for me alot. I have
to ask these questions before I fall too deep
cause I really love him and I want him here to
keep. My eyes are full of tears and I don't know
why, I think it's because of you. cause you loved
me, then left me. Now I'm all alone and I blame it all on you.

There is this guy named ____________.
that I really love alot. But he ignores me and
I don't say much myself. I'm always sad because
he don't want to be with me. He thinks it's uncool
to have a girlfriend like me. Because I'm different from
the other girls. Can't he understand he's the one I love, he's
the reason I'm always glowing when he's around I wish he would
leave everyone else be and come to see me, too hold me and love
me. He's the one I'll die for....