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I Am A Being Of Light And Shadow. I Blend In Without Blending In. Just Like A Smoke Screen I Am A Illusion That Wonders The World. You Can't See Me, You Can't Touch Me. Hell You Can't Even Be Me. Because To Be Me You Have To Know What I Am. You Have To Let Everything Go. You Have To Live For Everything And Die For Nothing. I Am Not A Myth. I Am No Means A Legend. I Am Just Me Rather You Call Me MEM or Tommy They Are One In The Same. Tommy Is My Light Side. MEM Being The Shadow. Or Maybe It's The Other Way Around. Maybe MEM Is The Light. The Evolution Of What Tommy Is Suppose To Be Since Tommy's Life Has Had Alot Of Dark Moments. So Maybe Truth Is MEM Is The Forecoming Light That Should Be Showing Through The Shadow. Maybe MEM Will Break The Darkness Of The Abyss. For Only Time Can Tell Because As Of Now I Am Just That: A Being Of Light And Shadow. As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis. NEVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ah The Beauitful Colors Of The Rainbow. How I Can't Stop Thinking About Them. The Reds, The Blues, Greens, Yellows, and Purples. They Were My Numbness For Many Years. My Way Of Not Dealing With Things. Just Letting My Thoughts Wander Like A Cloud In The Sky. I Was Floating In Those Days Because I Just Didn't Care. My Addiction Was My Salvation. When I Felt Like It Was Too Much To Handle The Colors Of The Rainbow Would Be My Crutch. Now That Feeling Is Gone And I Have To Care. I Feel Like My Colors Of The Rainbow Have Disappeared. No More Reds, No More Blues, No More Greens, Yellows, Or Purples. My Addiction Has Left Like Everything That's Was Released From Pandora's Box. Only Thing That Stayed Behind Is Hope. So Here I Am Sitting In Pitch Black Darkness. Hoping My Addiction Returns So I Don't Have To Care Again Anymore. Pills: My Colors Of The Rainbow. As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis. NEVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!!
There's A Storm Brewing. In My Mind I Am Drowning.Here Comes The Flood. Will I Succumb To The Pain? Will It Ever Quit Raining? Those Questions I Don't Even Know. I Hardly Sleep. The Darkness Engulfs Me. The Abyss Is The Only Future For Me. If I Wanted Help I Would Have Asked. I Want To Hate The Image In The Mirror. At Least I'm Feeling Something. My Worse Fear Is The One Day I Don't Feel At All. I Feel Like I'm Getting To That Point. So What Though I Don't Care What You Say. I'm Better In My Shadow. It's My Seringeadie. My Home. The Place Where I Feel The Most Protected. My Sacurary. The Place That Will Never Let Me Down. So Let It Rain. Let It Pour. Because This Flood Is Just The Storm Before The Calm. As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass: Quote THe MEMesis. NEVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!
Who Am I? What Does The Future Hold For Me? Why Can't I Seem To Do Anything Worth Wild? Why Can't I Get A Foot In The Door? Why Am I So Cool, Calm, And Collected Just To Have People Start Shyt? Why Is It When I Gain Happiness Someone Is There To Try And Rip It From My Grasp? Why Do I Wake Up? Why Do I Go Asleep? Why Do I Love So Much Only To Have Hate Come My Way? Why Can't Haters Go Away? Why Can't Friends Stay? The Answer Is To These Is Easy: I'm Me And My Life Is Your Entertainment!!!! As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis Nevermore!!
The darkness of the abyss. The fear before you fall. The thought of waking up. The pain of the final call. The final thought you think before you drown. What is the question of Life and the answers to be found? Is there a way to find out or should you go with the flow. I mean there has to be more to life than just be born, breathe, then die. It seems like everyone lives their life in the same circle. Is life really just a heart monitor line? it goes up and down till it's straight. Beeps steadly until it's one long beep then it never beeps again. How confusing it is sometimes how you want to change something but can't because of the fear of what it might bring. Mysteries are always the same: Beginning, Plot, Climax, Ending and life follows that suit. Being Born Is the beginning, your parents or a parent type figure plot your life by how you are rasied, When you enter the real world as a adult is the climax and when you die is the ending. Crazy thing is that your circle always interacts with someone elses unless your just a hermit on a desserted island but that hardly happens in this day in age with cell phones, text messages, and the internet to interact with. So there are always different paths in the road to life. Question is what path will you follow? As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass Quote The MEMesis Nevermore.
Should We Forget About The Past Since It Modes Who We Become? Today People Say Is The Start Of New Lives And The End Of Old Ones. Well I Say Why Change The Good Things About You? Why Not Just The Bad? It's Strange That You Would Want To Change The Things About You That Makes You A Good Person. Yes, There Are Bad People Out There But Have You Stopped To Think That Maybe They Are Bad People Because At One Point In Their Lives They May Have Changed Something That Made Them Good Or Maybe Someone Did Somthing To Them That Made Them Change. Everyone Is Born Good But It's The Path That Is Followed That Defines Who A Person Will Become. Good, Bad, Or In Between. It's All Decided On How We Are Rasied And How We Live Once We Are On Our Own. Nobody Is Perfect. Not By A Long Shot But Even Though No One Is Perfect There Are Still Good People In The World. But There Has To Be Balence I Guess For The World To Work. For One Day It Must All Come To A End And There Has To Be Two Sides To Everything. Question Is What About You Would You Change? As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass Quote The MEMesis Nevermore.
Smoked filled halls and lost for words. The pain is too real. It's part of my curse. The darkness is never ending. I cannot not breathe. What would it take to get out of the abyss of my dreams. My nightmares haunt me night and day. I feel like the shadows are stalking me. The chains bound me forever to the ideas I think. My mind is my worst enemy. It likes to play games. It is a beast that has a unspoken name. I fight it every day through the fire and the flames. Fighting on day by day. I get close but the result is the same. Hence the reason I cannot change. Hence the reason it remains the same. I fall deeper and deeper into the hole of my self consious. Wondering if there is a ground for me to land or will I continue to fall deeper into the thoughts of my head. I never shed a tear because that would show I am weak but it knows I am incomplete. So it tears at me 24/7 trying to break me. It wants me to fall so I will lose my grace. You see I am salvation incarnate. A walking form of chaos. I am the Silent Assassin. My thoughts will be but a blur. My mind is actually my gift and I am it's curse. Just when you think it has me beat I regain the upper hand. For I am my worse enemy. The All Around Master Plan. As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis Nevermore
