Devilish Slave Angel NSFW's blog: "these r just bordom at its worst"

i love myself i love u more i wanna be with u for as long as ull have me i need to be the only one for u to love i cant get hurt again it wont happen i wont let myself get hurt by anybody else i want to get on a plane and stay with u i dont wanna lose my family by moving so far away i want u to be mine for a long time i keep trying to destroy every relationship i ever have i am amazed that anyone can love me that much i am astonished i could be meant for anybody

i want the idea of love even though i am so young everyone around me has it but i dont want to be hung i need to get away just so i can think i dont know what to do i just need to sink sink to the bottom and stay there for a while just to be alone because i dont know about a child

im afraid of leavin my security net of losing touch with my fam of things not working out of getting told "i told u so" of missing my nephews and niece grow up of your family not liking me of loving anyone of moving to another state of losing everything i worked hard for of having to look for another job of not having any money of not being the person u want of having to come back if things dont work out of losing the love i already have of being a WIFE of being a MOTHER of not being able to handle it of having to do it alone of only being a toy of being used for one thing of getting myself into something i cant get out of of lying to anyone about anything of losing the one thing i can count on of losing all my friends of just being me not what people want me to be I DONT WANT TO BE AFRAID!!

i want to be the one lyin in his arms the one he calls when he has a problem the one he wants to be near most of the time because all of the time would get annoyin i think the one he runs to when things fall apart the one he cant live without the one he wont let go of the one he loves for all time the one whose voice he has to hear the one in his dreams to take away the nghtmares the one to protect him from as much heartache as possible the one who loves him for all his pubic announcements i just want to be his one and only I THINK I ALREADY AM HIS ONE AND ONLY!!!!

its scary how close weve gotten its only been a couple mths yet i want to be nr u i hate we cant talk its all the because of someone else we cant be together theyre just jealous of wht we have i love you and u know it ur afraid ull loose me but that wont happen ur afraid shell run me off but that still aint happened i love u ur not gonna loose me i want u to be mine call me when u can i miss hearin ur voice i wanna see u and hold u but i cant so ill have to deal wit my messages by the way ill stop sayin it when u start believin and stop questionin the color of the sky U KNOW I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want u u want me together is where we can be we have our problems yes but we can still make a mess everyone says they want us happy they r all tryin to make us crappy please lets go somewhere and be alone anywhere but with that old crone i want you to be mine forever and u want this to end never i dont want to say the words but i just saw a flock of birds they were all white and they were in flight please dont say them its too soon wait for the right moon i dont want to say it now i dont want to have to bow ah hell i cant keep it bottled up anymore i want to leave u sore no more playin with the dove i think im in love but im afraid that youll go and ill be stuck in sorrow i dont want to be sad ill also be mad dont mess with my emotions and dont forget the lotions

give me time and you will find that i aint the same and i definately aint tame lets go have fun just not in the sun the full moon is what i want so lets go out and flaunt the fun is just beginning lets hope there is no ending i want to be with you and you want me too or at least thats what you say if you lie to me there isnt any way for me and you to be anything youll see i dont mind the occasional white lie like stuff i like or my surprise but dont keep secrets from me and ill give you the key there you can stay and pass the time away keep it up and well go along with the flow

Just use ice Its quite nice you dont have to clean just be mean its your favorite thing to do but i dont do it to you you want an argument fine youll find out what i meant i didnt do anything to you so you should be good to me too but you keep calling me names and you dont even know the games you wanna play lets go cause bitch you dont know stay away from me or you will see what i am capable of doing cause bitch i aint movin i hate to fight but you keep at it and bitch i just might you dont wanna go round cause bitch you gonna hit the ground the games have begun NOW BITCH LETS HAVE FUN