here I am its 3am and because I have to work grave shift at my job this week i have to stay up till morning. Being by myself late at night your mind starts to think about things. Currently on my mind is the fact that I hate having friends in the military, living 10 minutes from an air force base causes that *LOL*. Now don't get me wrong I'm thankful for what the men and women who are soldiers do for our country, but seriously I can't stand to see another friend being sent away whether it be to the desert for 6 months or Korea like one of my best friends Jason. I hate the fact that our group has to lose so many friends cause they have to be stationed somewhere else. I just wish I could snap my fingers and have the friends that moved away back here. that includes Jason, chris, bear, gavin,ansen, and dave, then we could all go to the grad and drink sunkists and long island ice teas just like the good old days, then depending on what night it was either be singing Karaoke or dancing. well i guess thats all for now