Sassy's blog: "To Earthward"

On a rural road a state trooper pulled this farmer over and said: "Sir, do you realize your wife fell out of the car several miles back?" To which the farmer replied: "Thank God, I thought I had gone deaf!"

This guy is walking with his friend, who happens to be a psychologist. He says to this friend, "I'm a walking economy." The friend asks, "How so?" "My hair line is in recession, my stomach is a victim of inflation, and both of these together are putting me into a deep depression!"

Everyone looks at me Notices that I'm not smiling They wonder How can it be And I'm not happy Can't anybody see Why I'm not smiling A smile doesn't prove anything at all The world looks upon me Notices I' not laughing They wonder How can it be. Today's the day it's over And I'm not happy anymore. Can't anybody see Why I'm not laughing A smile doesn't prove anything So why care What's the deal I don't see the point Truth be told I'm happy I just don't care Why smile when I'm not in the mood why laugh it wasn't very funny I just don't really care.

I recognize these feelings It was when I was with him How could you make me feel this way? How did you take my breath away? How did you make me skip a beat? How could you make me lose my heart? I thought nobody else could make me feel this way. Nobody but him then you came along and I felt this everyday! I repeatedly told myself.. no it cannot be. But when I stopped ..... yes, I can finally see. You stole my heart just like that. How is it that you did this? I see him when I see you It's how I know this can't be true.

I fought a dreadful path hoping I won't go back. But then you came along Something inside made me strong. The things I told to you hardly any of it were true. But then we spoke again My mind got rid of him. When you took me by the hand. I felt things I couldn't understand. I thought for sure I locked my heart But you came in right from the start. But I thought I had the key And now it seems you'r the one for me. If I hadn't lied from the start. Maybe saying goodbye wouldn't break my heart!

I may have loved you yesterday and I may have loved you last week but after everything that's going on.... I'm sorry to say this but I don't love you tonight. I may have liked you the day before and I may have liked you yesterday but after everything that's going on.... I'm sorry to say this but I don't love you tonight. I'm always going to love you no matter what I'm always going to care for you eveyday I'm always going to miss you every night and I'm always going to like you in every way but after these past few nights and days babe, I'm sorry to say...... I don't love you today. I may love you tomorrow and maybe the day after... but after everything that's been said, and after every thought in my head you have to believe when I day this but..... I don't love you! Today, I feel as though I'm not ready. I woke up nd you weren't on my mind. I got online and you were a stranger to me. I spoke and I felt nothing towards you. Today I feel as though I can't live like this and although I DO believe in us. I don't feel like I can make it. I don't feel like I'm in love again or ever was. I don't feel like the person I was last week or the person you met that day. I spoke and no feelings were true. I woke up and I didn't miss you. I got online and you were just some kid to me. I talked on the phone and I couldn't believe what was happening. I don't think I can get through this. I don't know if I can stay like this and even though I've been in love with you since the fall... hun,....I'm so sorry to say. I don't love you today.

If you're tryn' to bring me down I want to be the FIRST to congradulate you You succeeded in B r e a king my Heart I want to be the FIRST to thank you For R i pping it a p a r t I n e v e r thought you were capable of this I N E V E R thought you could e v e r do this shit I always looked at you as someone who would n e v e r hurt me I always looked at you as someone who could n e v e r break me But I was stupid. Boy I was wrong!!! And he was right all along. You ARE UnFAiThFuL. You ARE UnTRuThFuL. You WERE everything I thought you weren't But I was stupid. Boy i was WRONG. And he was right all along. You ARE the LiES he had said. You ARE the WoRDs in my head. You were the BAcKSTABBer i heard all about. You were the CHeATer he said had MiSSeD OuT. I stood up for you for every fight. Doing my best to make things werk right. But I was stupid. Boy was I wrong. And he was right all along. But I was RiGHT on just OnE thing. I said i'd L¢¾Ve you for e t e r n i t y. And I PROMiSe I D0. No matter what i say. Cuz there's only OnE wish i'd rather pray. I WiSH I actually could be with you. I WiSH I actually could believe its true. But just the thought of you together. I PROMiSeD myself. N3v3r to go back out with you. EVER!!!

The WORSE brokenheart,"'til death do us part" she starts to cough blood and no one knows what's wrong it's obviuos she lost her love she can no longer pretend to be strong she hid her weakness she hides her heart and right beneath her ribs torn and broken apart X-rays taken heart examined doctor is curious "TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED!" she opens her mouth and not a sound no words come out and thump, her heart pounds vains getting tighter reason to care is loose whats wrong with her? why does she look so abused? bruises on her heart a part is missing they don't know where to start they wonder what she's thinking signs are getting worse worser than before they think it's a curse but no, there's more her hands are clenching tight they seem to be bleeding they try to open her fist to see who or what she's needing she fights them off they just wanna help but it's just a picture she wants all to herself something is shining her hearts about to burst what is she hiding? it's only getting worse and then silence they didn't do a thing the girl just laid there eyes closed and heart steady her heart cracked and she opened her fist doctor's see somthing gold but don't know what it is they wiped the blood off her thing it was a little pin and on it was the key a picture of a baby unrelated to her and when they saw her heart was missing they gave it back to her she failed she just gave up she suffered the pain first and then eyes were tight shut now they see the picture now they know what's wrong it seems her heart's been broken by this boy she hides so strong doctors left the room nurses didn't know what to say the girl just lied there no movement she just lay she didn't even breathe it was simple what happened she just gave up her life for this boy and his habits no one ever knew this teenage girl troublesome and lonely who wished for the world and her wish was granted there in her hand the boy who broke her heart she never heard of again when the mortician came in he took a look first what was cracked in her heart was his name who did this to her he ran to the doctor so he could take a look then they looked at the picture and it wasn't as it should the baby in it was older different than before it was like a puzzle and the piece was on the floor the blood of her spread and footprints shown and when they looked at her it wasn't blood of her own on her feet was staind of someone else's shown but when they called the boy yesterday he was on the phone she still looked the same and her heart was complete so they called the boy again all you heard was this beat thump, thump, thump "HER HEART IS COMPLETE?" the police rushed to his house and there on the floor he was forced to love her again this time more there was blood everywhere even on the phone and on the wall was her name plus "WELCOME HOME!" and they looked on his finger there was a ring doctors looked at the girl and saw the same thing they saw something else unusual in fact a picture by his bed of them looking like that they were both happy truley meant to be with her handprint on it and then the phone ringed police answered then heard a voice the sound of a girl excited and rejoiced police told her what happened but they didn't know the girl was worried and rushed her way "home" an hour later door opened police looked around and yet saw nothing her ghost came in and took the boy with her you can hear the laughing they were happy together why'd he break her heart? no one knows so she died for nothing and still didn't let go she gave up her life! she didn't give up on him doctors and police figured this would never happen again and as they walked from the scence the girl whispered to them thank you for everything at last i can love him again

Heart to heart A heart to a heart Exchanged for love A soul to a soul Forever to think of A knife to a hand Isn’t the same A razor to the wrist To carve in his name An arrow to the heart Broke into pieces A word to two others To settle the thesis A friend to the end Is worth more than love A friend who’s life is about to end Means save him or that’s all he’ll think of Tears to the eye Pain held inside His life is what matters And “love” can just shatter A strike from the blade A swipe to the hand A slit from the razor And yet, I understand A gun to the head A bullet to the heart A pill to the throat And there ends the start

Doubts are being placed Inside my head I don’t know what to do I can’t go to bed She told me some things I don’t know if it’s true She told me horrible things And they’re all about you I really truthfully doubt it I know it’s a lie But you got to admit It almost made me cry And then she said something else She said you told her you still love her And when she said that I was afraid we were over I almost left you And there you cried I almost didn’t trust you But you said they were lies Others are telling me your side They told me what you said They told me everything And pushed the doubts out of my head I was almost heartbroken I almost was I guess you finally did it You made me fall in love