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A DEDICATION TO THE MOST AMAZING WOMAN TO EVER GRACE THE EARTH... MY MOTHER. VIVIAN MAUDE BURDICK-GOEBEL NOVEMBER 26TH 1940 - APRIL 25TH 2008 I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER MOMMA. ----

When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile, I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile. But then I fully realized, that this could never be, for emptiness and memories, would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne, He said, "This is eternity, and all I've promised you". Today for life on earth is past, but here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last, and since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past. But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true. Though there were times you did some things, you knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven and now at last you're free. So won't you take my hand and share my life with me? So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart, for every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart. A Winter Story - Yiruma

Memories of last night...... *Scott turning my dry erase calendar into "scotts month" with every day being under the date of "32". *Scott playing beer bottle bowling in the kitchen. *Scott moving the recliner infront of the computer. *Cody insisting he was my mother and scott was my father and that they were in a loveless marriage. *Scotts quote "Dude, he's out there bitching at me to come in here and yell at my daughter, he's almost got me convinced he's my wife" *Cody and Scott claiming that Scott was God and Cody was Jesus. Me:Wow how is your wife your son? Scott: I'm a man of many miracles *Got Scott to hug me twice. *Cody and Scott lifting up their shirts and pulling their pants slightly down. omg. *drools* *Cody making up the word "VAMBI" for vampire bisexuals. *Making Scott mac n cheese at 3:45am *Waking Scott up at 7am, then when he hears the sink running he screams "HOW THE HELL IS YOUR WATER AWAKE RIGHT NOW?!" *Cody shaking the hell out of me to wake me up this afternoon (after I FINALLY had gotten Lucas to sleep *AMY BROUGHT HIM BACK THIS MORNING, HE WAS NOT HERE LAST NIGHT*) when he got back from his walk. *Scott setting up all the beer bottles as a "mine field" in the kitchen wich you have to walk through to get from the livingroom to the bedroom, then shutting off all the lights, and making cody walk through it, un-warned. *Scott wearing the pink hat my mommy made. *The three of us singing along to the backstreet boys on youtube!!!!!! *Me: How old are you? Cody: How old do you want me to be?

Once upon a time this amazing guy came along and stole the heart away from this married woman. then he broke her into a million tiny pieces. without a care in the world. and she still holds on, hoping one day everything will fade back to the past, back to being his princess. She dedicates this to him. And yet she hates him all at the same time. --- The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start Ohh, but hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight when you're asleep Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find

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THE 1990's If you're under the age of 11 or 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Keenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . . " You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not When everything was settled by: -rock paper scissors or -bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or -ms. mary mack -doggy doggy diamond step right out! when kick ball was a daily activity. when we used to obey our parents You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape. You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular. You remember The Original Game Boy. You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny. You remember watching: -The Magic School Bus -Wishbone -Reading Rainbow -and Ghostwriter on PBS You remember when Yo-Yos were cool. You remember those Where's Waldo books. You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum. You remember watching: -the 1st Batman -Aladdin -Ninja Turtles -ghost busters You remember Ring Pops. If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!" You remember boom boxes .vs. cd players. Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them. You played and/or collected "Pogs" :) You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere. one word. . . . . . . .trolls. Windows 95 was the best. You watched the original cartoons of -Rugrats -Wild Thornberry's -Power Rangers -Rocket Power. All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand. You collected those Beanie Babies. Carebears Lambchop's song never ended. Silver dollars, which were cool to have. Everyone watched the WB. If you even know what an original walkman is. You know the Macarena by heart. "Talk to the hand" . . . enough said You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace. You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground. Before the MySpace frenzy . . . Before the Internet & text messaging . . . Before Sidekicks & iPods . . . Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360 . . . Before Spongebob . . . Before Tupac was shot. When light up sneakers were cool. When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon. When we recorded stuff on VCRs. You had slap bracelets! You Actually played outside until it was dark! Way back. Before we realized all this would eventually disappear. Post this in your bulletin if you smiled at least more than 4 times. . . . Post with the year you were born

So I decided to make a little quiz to see wich of my friends know me best, copy and paste the questions in a PRIVATE MESSAGE to me, with your answers. I will then add up your score & send it back to you (as well as post it here). Sooo... how well do you know me? (some questions will be multiple choice so pay attention) 1. WHAT IS MY FULL NAME? 2. WHAT MONTH WAS I BORN? 3. WHAT YEAR WAS I BORN? 4. WHAT "TEAM" WAS I ON IN HIGH SCHOOL? A) FIELD HOCKEY B) CHEERLEADING C) SOFTBALL 5. WHAT ARE MY TWO FAVORITE COLORS? 6. WHAT WAS THE NAME OF MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART? 7. HOW OLD WAS I WHEN I GOT MY FIRST KISS? 8. HAVE I EVER BEEN MARRIED? 9. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I BEEN ENGAGED? 10. WHAT IS MY HOMETOWN? 11. HOW DID I MEET MY BABYS FATHER? 12. WHAT MUSICIAN AM I OBBSESSED WITH? 13. WHAT DO I FIND STRANGELY COMFORTING IN A RELATIONSHIP? A) BEING SHOWN OFF B) ABUSE C) SEX 14. WHERE DO I LIVE? 15. WOULD I DATE ANY OF MY X BOYFRIENDS? 16. WHO WAS MY FIRST GIRLFRIEND? A) ANNA B) WHITNEY C) CARLA 17. WHO IS MY REAL LIFE HERO? 18. WHAT ARE MY TWO FAVORITE MOVIES? 19. WHAT "JOB" DID I DO THAT MADE ME FEEL I HAD HIT ROCK BOTTOM? 20. WHAT IS MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY? 21. WHAT CHILDHOOD HABIT DO I STILL HAVE? 22. WHAT IS MY DREAM OCCUPATION? A) WEB DESIGNER B) OFFICE MANAGEMENT C) ACTRESS 23. WHO GAVE ME MY NICKNAME 'CABARET'? 24. WHAT BEVERAGE AM I ADDICTED TO? 25. WHAT KIND OF TEDDY BEAR DO I COLLECT? 26. WHAT IS MY DREAM CAR & COLOR? A) LIME GREEN ACURA B) PURPLE 89 FIREBIRD TRANS AM C) RED BMW PUNCHBUG

"sometimes the pain is the only thing keeping me alive. its the only thing that could take you so close to death and remind you that youre still living. blood and scars theyre all reminders letting you know the pain is real." - Drunk-Pie ©

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Hello everyone. My names Crystal and I'm 21 years old... I am currently staying with my parents in their home in Florida, preparing to move with them back to NY. When I awoke this morning I found that I was home alone, and the house was left with lights on and a general mess, so just a few moments ago, I called my parents cell phone to find out where they were. My dad has just informed me that my mother was admitted to the hospital this morning. She has been coughing up blood. This happened to her before when I was 13 years old, and my mother was diagnosed with lung cancer. She beat it, and has been getting yearly screenings, though I'm not sure about this past year. All I am asking is that you all keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers. I am having my baby in June, and she needs to be in his/her life. My mom is 68 years old, and my best friend. I cannot lose her. TO MY MOTHER Mom, Everything will work out, because if you can survive raising me for 21 years, you can survive anything, I promise. You are my hero for all you have been through, and I can't wait for you to watch me make you proud. Wich I swear I will do someday. I love you mom, you're my best friend. I wish I could be there with you now, I know you must be scared. You're always strong for everyone else. I wish I could be like you. God blessed me mom, he knew I could have no better mother, I have never thought for one moment that I wish I wasn't adopted... because you are everything to me, and god knew I needed you. He wont take you from me, not now, not ever. I LOVE YOU MOMMY, Love, Crystal