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No!! stop me now No i cant do this i cant it wont happen again EVER. I am feeling the venom coming up through my pores. I need to sting, Inflict pain on someone, anyone, everyone, is there any takers. I am gentle at first then it starts to sting, make you feel the pit of your stomache is coming up through your body, burning every organ and when it reaches your throat. You will scream out in exterme pain and misery. I will be there to watch as the pain is visiable on your face. I will sit and laugh. And be proud of the pain I was able to inflict with one sting. No hope for you and never again will you feel. You will be numb to everything and everyone who watches as the pain rises to the surface. "Oh the pain" you will scream and I will not hear. I will be in the mist of the night doing it all over again and again. Nothing to stop me. I will be on the loose and My pain will be you pain and then maybe you will feel what I have felt inside. ~Wicked Lover~ 10-12-2008

Its continues The monster is coming..It is rising and i cant control it...awwww it is getting closer to the surface...and when it is released i dont know if any one person/thing is going to be safe...so hide yourself and be sure i will find you...the venom is my toy and i will inflict it on you....my sting is as bad as they say and the feeling that you will feel is horrific...the pain that rises up through your body...burning every organ...melting it as it rises to the surface.....oh the pain it inflicts gets me excited...your throat will burn and you will be spitting out poison...as your screams get quieter and you cant scream any more...silently screaming in your head..knowing you are enjoying this too deep within your soul....and i will be watching...enjoying..smiling..laughing and yes you will think its cruel but i dont see the pain i inflict as cruel it is beautiful and cherished.... i will find another unsespecting soul to inflict when i am done with you....awwwwww the pain i can cause oh how i love it...gives me a sense of happiness i dont feel other wise....Mmmmmm the screams i will hear for always and i will cherish them....so when you say my sting is not all bad then maybe you will learn to shut the fuck up....no more miss nice BITCH...ahhhhh i can hear them all now... your screams...what lovely sounds...your pain i can hear it ringing in my ears....oh yes the venom it is my toy and i love it....so beware of the monster in me and watch for me.....i come when you dont know it and take you by surprise...you cant see me coming... no one can...so look over your shoulders and be weary...because i am coming....aahhhh my first victim Mmmhmmmm....that was sweet.. Written by: Wicked Lover aka ___"insert my real name here"___ copywright is 10-2006

I love you enough already in this short time together to fight for you compromise for you, sacrifice myself for you if needed. enough to miss you increasingly when we are apart no matter length of time its for, regardless the distance. enough to believe in our relatiosnhip to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple. Enough to never give up on us to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need or want me. holding your heart in my hands so tenderly Enough to spend my days and nights talking to you about nothing and everything Enough to never ever want to leave you or live without you. I Love you this much by ~Wicked Lover~ copywright 10-10-2008

Whisper My Desire... I can see my body lying smoothly beside yours. I can see all of me, offering all to you. I'm kissing you, touching your face. Your eyes are intense, studying me with need. I could tell you more, but I'd rather, tell you with my eyes when next we meet. Until then, I'll let these thoughts whisper my desire in your ears.

Love is measured by the heart Love isnt measured by Sex Sex isnt measured by love Love is measured by the heart were feelings can run as deep as the ocean.. feelings that you cant stop feelings that make you feel whole Love is meausred by how much you think of the love you may have Love is measured by how much passion is for that one person you cant live without So measure the love you possess and learn how to use it.. and be with the one you cant stop thinking about the one that has captured your heart make that one your one and only.. Let your heart measure the love you possess.. And if that cant be done then your love cant be measured By Wicked Lover 10/7/2008

the games that are played by asshole men..is what ruins a real good womans idea of what men are...and makes it hard for them to find a real man that could be sitting there in front of them...but all the men that think they can use a woman makes it hard for that woman...to entrust in anyone real...because they always think that they are going to do something to hurt her...well thats all over for me...this is one reason i have been truely single for the past ten years...most men are usless and look over what the real is..they are scared of the real...they are scared to know that something can be real and honest and worth their time...untrusting...well see the thing is if you dont entrust in what you are then you will no entrust in another...i am real i am sitting here..not waiting but praying that GOD will open the eyes of the men that take advantage and make another feel as though they arent worth much...because honestly most of you men pass over the good and straight for the fake...hey dont get me wrong women do it too...i have and damnit i wish i didnt but i can go back in my past and change it...the only thing i can change is myself and the way i look for someone...and well i am just gonna continue taking care of my lil family..and move on with my life...and take care of myself..as well...oh well...a good thing you have past up...thats all good for me...your loss someone elses gain...well maybe one day we all can open our eyes and see what is true and real out there...but until that happens...i am here sitting..making my life what i can with what i have...love me..hate me..but y'know i will always be happy with me...thats ok i have my life and it will get better and well i will find that one man that can give himself to me...as i give myself to him...

Make me Yours Current mood: strong Make me yours.. show me the joy you can bring show me the love you can give caress my heart in your peace hold my hands in yours let life pass us by as i am in your arms holding tight show me your soul and let me feel your passion forever more I will me be yours in my dreams in my reality in my heart in my soul in my every being which i may bestow my passion is stronger then most people would know.. i want to show to you, give to you my heart my soul my body my mind my self I yearn for the same love and passion within you the love and passion within me i can not hide so make me yours forever more and i will be yours till the day time has been lost BY ~Lover~ 7-20-08 5:27 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add

Inspired You have inspired me my heart to love to care to show the passion within without hesitation to allow myself to fall for you to show you me in all my glory the real me the inside me the dreams i dream in my heart in my soul you have inspired me to keep you deep in my heart and never let go Take me in your heart so i can inspire you to become the man you want to be because since i met you you have inspired me ~Lover~ 7-23-08

Scorpio and Capricorn love compatibility This union means successful sexual mutual relationships. Scorpio is the more imaginative lover, but Capricorn's stamina is a delightful match. Scorpio's possessiveness spells security to Capricorn. These two work well as a team - Capricorn is highly organized and Scorpio has native shrewdness. The Scorpio is more inventive, while the Capricorn is more patient. Their success in bedroom opens some interesting opportunities. The representatives of both signs have strong will, but the Scorpio is inclined to dominate. The Capricorn must understand, that it happens because of the Scorpio's great love. The connection is usually passionate and marriages are successful.

this is what i would want my perfect propsal to be if i was to be proposed to: i would want to the man i love to take me out on a day long date.. take me to places in our home city walking seeing the sites..no matter how many times we have seen them together..holding hands walking and talking being totally enthralled in one another..showing our love and affection to everyone and any one that may want to watch or just simply looks..then in the afternoon having a picnic in a park..drinking some whine..eating some cheese..lol...laying in the sun on a picnic blanket..making out a bit holding eachother close..showering one another with the love we posses in our hearts for one another...then going home or anywhere and making sweet love..giving ourselves to one another through the passion of love making...then showering and then get ready for dinner at a nice relaxed resturant..talking listening to music..drinking on some drinks..eating a nice dinner...talking ..then when we are done with dinner..taking me out dancing....and as we are on the dance floor gets on one knee during a slow song..and grabbing my hand and asks me using my full name..(something sorta like this)lol " will you do me the honor of being with me till our days are null and void..being with me in light and dark days..making love to me and only me for all enternity..for we may never part even in our sweet death..may we be together..so i ask you my love this..will you be my wife and take me as yours.." then of course i jump into his arms crying and whispering in his ear first "YES..I will take you as mine for always" and then say out loud so everyone can hear "YES" so that is one of my dream proposals..mind you there are a few more i can think of..but this is one for now...