She Wolf's blog: "What Else Is New?"

While going in for a normal check up with my chemo docotor they had found something which was located in the same area as my cancer was the last time, they sent me in to have an MRI done and I won't know nothing till the 22nd to see if it's a reacurrence of my cancer. I'm not ready for this however know what needs to be done, although it's hard trying to keep myself together because the last time I lost my damn mind. Hopefully everything comes back o.k. and I will not have to go through this again.

We don't always know the impact we've made on someone's life,
a simple smile, a decision made out of desperation.
Each action we perform creates a series of ripples
that touches one person, and then another. . .
It is our choice whether or not our actions will create
soothing life-giving ripples, like the gentle breeze across a pond-
or the death waves of a hurricane force that breeds destruction.
 
How I wish I were an artist instead of a poet,
I would draw a picture of the angel who talked you through
the decision you made when you were fourteen-years-old,
when you threw the switch that diverted a train from disaster.
You caused a ripple. . .
It was God's plan for you to save someone's life that day-
Perhaps that life was you.
 
You have been a ripple of life to many.
You were the son, worthy of a father's pride;
and grew into a hard-working man of high standards,
with a backbone of iron, and a mind like a steel trap.
You were the compassionate haven to a brother in need,
but most of all,
you are the devoted and loving husband to the woman of your dreams.
 
God created us, each, for a reason and for a season.
There is never a time when our life becomes of no value.
Oh, the ripples we make may not seem as large,
when our body loses its strength,
and our mind's not as sharp;
the ripples are there
just the same.
 
The ripples are there when love shines from your eyes,
for the woman you love, and who loves you.
The ripples are there when you speak a kind word,
and your smile shows that you care.
The ripples are there when you face your day
with courage and trust in the Lord.
And the ripples are there
that started long ago,
and have not
reached  
their  
goal.

In the Jewel Box of life,
Old friends are like precious gems
Though they may be tucked away
and seldom seen
The memory of their radient glow
Remains in our hearts forever.

 
When you're looking for someone to count on,
You can always look my way.
I'll be that shoulder to cry on,
That hug for those crummy days.
Because that's what friends are for,
To always have that open door.
And when you need to talk,
Don't worry, I won't walk away.
 
I'll by you when youre smiles bright.
And still even on your darkest of nights.
You can count on me to lend a hand;
And not worry about me taking it back.
 
I'll stand by you through all your tears,
Don't worry about me not being there.
Please don't let that become one of your fears,
I'll stand by you; through all of the years.

From what I hear alot of peoples are leaving FU because of just that they believe it's to much like FACEBOOK and would have to agree but I did see them changing it back yesterday although not sure if people r happy about it? I'm happy that they have gotten back to OLD SCHOOL unhappy cause I believe I'd been fucked out of my damn blast seeing they'd been doing the changes during that time period I'm not going to buy another, an yes I know it's hard to say but true justta waste of moneys & well they will not refund your money nor will they give you credit so anyways my Q? is r ya'll happy with them going BACK?

"I promise you my love, I promise you my heart, I promise you my life, I promise well never be apart. I promise not to hurt you, I promise to never make you cry, I promise to always trust you, I promise not to lie. I promise you forever, I promise you tonight, I promise you my respect, I promise to do things right. I promise to always be there, I promise until the end, I promise to always love you, I promise to be your best friend. I promise you my love, I promise you my life I promise this forever, I promise our LOVE is my life.

Wow,

I Got This In A Mail Not Sure Why But How Lovely Is This "REALLY"?

Here it is March 20th my son's 9TH B-DAY an yet it seems as if I was just changing his diapers an holding him in my arms, I know I've missed alot from may 18TH of 2008 till resently because of my cancers my mind just wasn't with me but I will say this much if it wasn't for Edward/Summer an Jo Jo plus John (husband), my mother an father-in-law plus the doctors I wouldn't be here today to enjoy my little mans BIG DAY... I love them so much, they were there when I needed them most an still are for whatever reason just makes me wanna cry thinking about it, what this family has went through for damn near 2 years because of me but what can you do when your sick? Anyways I just want to say to those that's going through this or going to be let anyone & everyone help you don't push em away it doesn't help in the long run believe me...

Wolfs & Roses & Lot's Of Ink, To Me Your Body Is A Canvas So Why Not Paint It?

There Is One Tattoo I've Got That I'm Very Proud Of An That's My Cervical Ribbon, I've Fought The War An Won & To be Honest Not Many Can Say That, Also I Have Yet To Get The One Tattooed On Me For The Skin Cancer But Soon Enough.

If anyone wishes to add me please do name there is velvela33@rocketmail.com hope 2 see ya.