Same situation.
Just a different face this time..
It's stupid I know I am NOT being thought about which is so stupid that I am thinking about this.. Why can't I just let this go?
Probably because it brought up so much stuff for me that I yes even talked to the old bf who ripped my guts out.. but hence then we've been able to talk to each other again and be friends.
Everything backfired.. and I am angry at myself .. I don't know what to think.. being sick doesn't help..
I called the guy wished him a Merry Christmas there's a part of me that still wants to be friends.. I know with guys if they know that it's not gonna go anywhere don't make efforts or if they are hurt.
I have talked to so many people today and yesterday and this whole week..
WtF??? am I so bloody week that I can't get past one little guy that was playing me.... and I asked for it.
What the hell is wrong with people these days that they can't just choose love versus doubt versus everything else?
sighs...
I need to see the brighter side of sadness
